i I cannot sleep at all I just sit there and watchd anshi sleeping
At early morning 6:00 a.m. Mahee came home
When Mahee came he asked anshi to sleep in her room she went to into her room giving mahee a disgusted look
Mahee went to bedside and kneeled beside it putting his head in lap
Mahee: angel angel I'm so sorry it's not my intention to kiss her ,she ...she started it first I just returned it . I cannot have any doubt in her she cannot know that I am using her.
That's why I kiss her sorry sorry angel,
Please please forgive me this once it will never ever happened again please angle .
Moni: go and get fresh up
Mahee: can we talk about it ?
Moni: just go mahee
It went on two weeks ,
they went out And I got pictures every time they went outside I will get pictures of them
I change my phone number but still I got pictures of them kissing ,
holding hands together,
shopping,
going to movies
dinner dates
hugging each other
shopping for marriage
In this 2 weeks I got so tired watching their pictures
I cannot even cry anymore
it become a habit to watch them together
if I don't get a picture on any day I will thought whats wrong with them?
why are they not going out ?
my day cannot be closed without watching there pictures
Mahee made a promise saying he will not kiss her again but i will get a picture of him kissing her , everyday.
I stopped asking him anything I let it be I am waiting for his explanation
I'm waiting for his plan to take form
I am waiting for him to came to me
but I understand one thing
it will never happen
one part of me is hoping that it will be gone this pain will be gone
our life's will be return to exactly how they were before his engagement
Mahee: angle let's go eat dinner together.
Moni: dinner? You and me together?
It's been two weeks we had a meal together, it's sounds like a joke to me now.
we both are going to eat together
It's a joke
We both went into dining room , we sit in our chairs, maids put food on our plates , we begin to eat , we were half finished eating then his phone started ringing
ALIA is calling him
He answered the call
Mahee: tell me
Mahee: I'm busy now
Mahee: tomorrow
Mahee: bye
Mahee: sorry about that angle
I just nod my head
Mahee: angle can we talk
Moni: what's there to talk ?
Mahee: why are you not asking anything?
Moni: what's there to ask mahee ? There is nothing to ask
Mahee: it will soon stop angle believe me
Moni: okay but mahee remember one thing, i will not settle for other women title
Mahee: i know angle, and i will not asking you to do that
Moni: then let's eat
We eat in silence, we went to our bedroom, i slipped into the bedsheets, he pulled me into his Chest, we stay in same room
We just slept together,
Mahee: angle can I kiss you
Moni: no mahee ,
Mahee: you can't imagine what I'm going through, I have to kiss a woman, who is don't even like , I have to pretend, I have to stay obeyed, you can't even imagine angle .
Moni: what do you expect me to say mahee ?
Mahee: I'm doing this for our future angle
Moni: mahee
Mahee: tell me angle
Moni: this present is killing me mahee
Mahee: I'm sorry angle
I didn't responded anything, he didn't talked anything
Next day
Mahee: angle i will be back late , don't wait for me eat your dinner
I nod my head
He came towards me
Mahee: angle i love you,
I smiled at him
He cupped my face in his hands
Mahee: don't ever forget angle i love you, i will do anything for our future
Moni: i know mahee , now go she will not stop calling
He went out