Blaze
I felt extremely agitated, and cranky as hell.
Why?
Because I expected to see Lilac today, but I haven't. Yesterday before I allowed him to leave, I told him i'd see him today, and I expected that he'd come to serve me today, so I kept waiting for him to arrive but he never showed up, and I wasn't pleased in any way.
My first assumption was that he was avoiding me because he was frightened of me. I didn't like that thought at all, because the thought of hurting him was absurd and he needed to know that I'd never hurt him.
My second assumption was that he was too embarrassed to face me after the slight sexual stuff that transpired between us. Honestly, this thought was cute as hell. He had nothing to be embarrassed of and he needed to be aware of that.
But if he won't show up, then how would I tell him that?
A knock on my door arrived at that moment and it was one I recognized. On giving permission for my butler to step in, he did with a bow.
