She waited for four years, but in return, she got this cruel news. She had been holding on, so why did it all turn into nothing?
If she had known about this from the beginning, she would have nothing left to live for. She would let the people from the underground casino settle things with her and Mr. Xia, wouldn't that be better? After all, Mr. Xia is the kind of person who doesn't understand what 'turning back is the shore' means, his mind is always on gambling.
She saved him once. Could she save him a second time, a third time, or even more?
If she had known this earlier, she shouldn't have been so foolish in the first place, selling her dignity to save Mr. Xia. If those things hadn't happened, at least her body would have been pure when she left!
"What are you thinking about so intently? In the meeting later, don't act all dumbfounded." His words, his voice, was like a cold and aloof superior barking orders at his subordinates.
