"At that time, there was gratitude and also hatred. The woman I loved most turned to someone else because of my broken body. When I was saved and woke up, I wished I had really died." Father Kinston said bitterly, "Maybe it was because I was seriously ill then, so I was always immersed in my feelings and neglected a lot. Now that I think about it, I truly feel sorry for Regina. She sacrificed too much for me, but I didn't even dare to appear at her funeral when she died." For all these years, he didn't dare go to Falling City, even though he knew Regina was buried there. He never once visited Falling City, never once paid his respects at Regina's grave.
"But when Kyle's mother left his father, you could have stood up, or...found her. Did you ever try to find her? Or was it really, as Kyle said, that you didn't want to ruin your new life at that time, so you ignored all of it?"
