MIKO
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His touch; a salvation, a damnation
He holds me like he loves me
Touches me like he wants to drown me in hell
Why can't it be one thing with him?
Why does he have my heart, body, and soul?
Why can I never break free?
Falling into his void
Why does it feel like home?
Never want to leave. Only he has ever held me like so
I'm dying every night, reborn every dawn in his arms
Hurts to love him but I still do
It's how I feel
He's my everything
Don't you realize that by now?
- These Chains by Miko Sullivan of Mars
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It's not sexual.
That's what's shaking me to my core. He is touching me too gently. Too softly and it's not leading to any physical relief.
This is the first time that he is taking care of me like this, touching me like this; other times ending with hard breaths, release that left us both so stated and blissful.
