MIKO
I lie on the bench. "I am going with misunderstood."
"Whatever. Are we done?"
"Yeah."
He doesn't wait around, disappearing off somewhere I don't care.
In truth, Andre is right. I do miss Jude. It's like, I need more time with him and yet he is nowhere to be found. I miss him and its freaking me out most of the time because why? What does this mean?
I don't think I have ever missed anyone before, not like this. This new feeling is confusing. I am getting newfound depths with emotions I never thought twice of before.
Missing someone and even if you see them from afar you will be okay? No, I never felt like that before and it's agonizing.
Needing him close to me all the time? Yup, that is alien in my books. Until now.
So maybe I will add on something. New found depths. New found meanings in things that were basic before.
