Do you find it funny? Why do I live my life this way? Why did I choose to tell you this way that I have once and again reached the edge of love and pain, that I made myself different from others time and time again, but in the end, what did I gain? I endured all the deep-seated pain within my heart, all I wanted was to be different from others, but in the end? I still endured all the agony!
I once thought, should I also experience a life like yours, where you abandon everything for freedom by any means? I pondered repeatedly, if such a life could bring me any kind of ending, I couldn't even imagine it. If I really chose to do that, what would be my ending now? You never even thought about it.
