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Chapter 5 - The Only Honest Answer

Lyra POV

I told Maren it was reconnaissance.

She was standing in the doorway of my office with her arms crossed and that particular look she got when she was choosing between saying what she actually thought and saying what I wanted to hear. She usually went with the second option. Tonight she was taking longer than usual.

"The sealed entrance," I said, pulling on my cloak. "It's directly below that building. I need to understand what Kane is protecting down there and why. Going back gives me a reason to observe the location without flagging surveillance."

Maren looked at me.

"That's why I'm going," I said.

"Of course," she said.

"I'll be back by midnight."

"Of course."

I left before she could arrange her face into something worse than what it already was.

The thing about being in charge of a lot of people is that you stop having anyone who will say the obvious thing to your face. Maren came closest, but even she had limits. Everyone else in my guild watched me like I was a problem they needed to stay on the right side of, which was useful most of the time and exhausting all of the time.

I told myself I was going back for information the entire walk down from the tower. Copperstone Road. The dungeon vents on the south side. The structural survey in my coat pocket with Kane's signature at the bottom. Good reasons. Clean reasons.

The bar was warm and loud when I walked in. Same crowd as before, roughly — dungeon divers, off-duty guild staff, a few merchants who'd had long days and needed somewhere to put them down. Music from somewhere near the back, nothing fancy, just a man with a stringed instrument playing something low and easy.

I sat at the same seat.

He put the drink in front of me before I opened my mouth.

Same glass. Same pour. He didn't look up from what he was doing when he set it down. Like it was simply the next thing in a sequence that had already been decided. Like the seat was mine because I'd sat in it once and that was enough.

I wrapped both hands around the glass and looked at the bar top.

I had questions I was going to ask. About the building. The foundation. The dungeon classification. I had them organized in order of priority, framed neutrally so they wouldn't signal what I actually knew. I was good at this. I'd been running interrogations disguised as conversations since I was nineteen years old.

I didn't ask any of them.

He moved down the bar. Took three orders, cracked something under his breath that made the nearest customer laugh, slid a bowl of something hot toward a girl who looked like she hadn't eaten since morning and hadn't asked for it. Then he came back.

"Busy night," I said.

"Every night," he said.

That was the whole conversation for about twenty minutes. And the strange thing — the thing I kept turning over — was that it wasn't awkward. Silence with most people felt like a test. Like they were waiting for me to fill it with something they could use. His silence was just — quiet. The way a room is quiet when nothing in it is trying to hurt you.

I didn't know what to do with that either.

The man was enormous.

I heard him before I saw him — a big, rolling laugh and the scrape of a stool being shoved back too hard. He was built the way serious dungeon divers get built after years of carrying heavy things through narrow spaces, which is to say he was wide everywhere and didn't seem particularly aware of it. He'd had enough to drink that his elbow caught the edge of my space at the bar and he didn't notice.

I moved my glass.

He laughed at something and moved again and this time his arm came down right next to mine.

I was already shifting my weight. I knew exactly what I was going to do — short and efficient, nothing that would make a scene, just enough to establish the situation clearly. I'd done it before. It wasn't a problem.

I didn't get the chance.

Dorian was there.

I hadn't seen him move. One moment he was two meters away at the other end of the bar. The next his hand was on the man's wrist — not grabbing, not yanking, just placed. One hand. Certain. The kind of certain that comes from knowing exactly where a hold needs to land to make a point without causing damage.

He was still smiling.

"Going to have to ask you to take that energy somewhere else for the evening," he said. Cheerful. Like he was suggesting a different table at a restaurant. "How about I have Sable bring you a round on the house, and we call this one even?"

The man looked at Dorian's hand. Then at Dorian's face.

He left.

No argument. No posturing. Just — left, the way things leave a room when they understand, on some instinctive level, that they've encountered something that isn't worth testing.

Dorian went back to wiping down the bar.

I looked at his hand.

The placement had been perfect. The angle, the pressure — it was technical in a way that barmen don't learn and bouncers don't learn and even most fighters don't land naturally. That kind of muscle memory comes from somewhere specific. From a very long time of doing something very serious.

I watched his hand on the bar top for a moment longer than I should have.

Then I looked up at him.

"Who were you," I said. "Before this."

Not a question. Not exactly.

He stopped wiping. Looked at me. And for a moment, I thought he was going to give me the same answer he'd given before — the smile, the deflection, the pleasant wall that let nothing through.

Instead he reached for the bottle. Refilled my glass slowly.

Set it down.

"Someone," he said, "who made the mistake of trusting the wrong people."

He went back to work.

And I sat there with my drink and the noise of the bar all around me and felt something I hadn't felt in a very long time.

Frightened.

Not of him. That would have been easier.

I was frightened because that was the most honest answer anyone had given me in years — no performance, no angle, no calculation behind it. Just the plain shape of something true.

And I realized, sitting there, that I had no idea what to do with honesty.

I'd spent so long in a world where everything had a price that I'd forgotten some things were just — offered. Freely. Without a catch.

I picked up my glass.

My hand was almost steady.

Almost.

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