Matlabi Duniya

Mera naam hai laxmi sarkar me rahti hu madhyapradesh ke ake chhote se gao me mene apni zindagi me galtiya toh bohat kari hai lekin unka pachtawa bhi mujhe hai me hu ake 17 sal ki unmature ladki jo ki 10th me hi kisi se pyar kar baithi mene apne phle pyar ko pane ke liye kuch bhi karne ka socha tha lekin khair hi akhri me bol payi chalo btati hu age kya hua me hu Bina samjhh wali nadan ladki jo 10th me bf bna baithi or to or free fire me bhi time Dene lagi pepar ke time ho gya mera break-up ab me toh pyar me thi na lag gye mere fir na jane q mene padai pe dhayan na deke free fire khelna suru kar diya ghar wale social media use karne dete nhi the toh mene chhup chap khelna suru kiya padai toh me bhul hi gai 10th ka result aya manat karne me pass ho gai thi percentage ka toh puchho hi mat 55 kiske ate hai mene 10th me hi itni badi glti kar li ab 11th me bio toh le nhi sakti thi or math mere bas ki nhi mene commarce lena sahi samjha ab mujhe kya pta tha comm. Bhi koi kam chiz nhi hai mene free fire fir bhi nhi chhora itni na samjh thi apni hobby bna ke sath chalati gai usko bhi 11th me mere ghar walo ko mere phli love story ka pta chala tab unhone mera phone muse le liya or bola padai kar mene 11th me bohat padai kari pyar vyar se dur hi raho mene socha kuch bna hi jaye banking ka soch me padai karne lagi time jata raha or pepar bhi a gye mene pepar kiya lekin us sal hi pepar strict ane lge matlab karma bhi maze lene laga jaise taise pepar kiye fir Jake mushkil se mere 62 % ban gye me khush ho ke ghar a Rahi thi ghar pe sab bohat khush the mummy ne us din tite hug kiya tha mujhe unki bo gale lgana me kabhi nhi bhul sakti fir mene 12th me bhi Good student banne ki koshish ki lekin dosto ke chakkar me achi student toh thi lekin achi ladki nhi rahi me jo ake enoccent ladki thi bo kahi kho gai me badtamizi karti thi techears ko respect nhi deti thi muh chala ladko se bate karna padai se kahi na kahi dhyan hatne lga mera mene 12th me mujhe ake ladka fir se mila me bhi na samjh mujhe lga pyar karta hoga bohi sab ake jaise nhi hote lekin kya karu trust kar baithi zada se zada 1 month ka relationship tha mera or uska mene usko time care pyar sab dene ki koshish ki lekin. Mujhe nhi pta tha ki bo muse kuch or hi expect kar raha tha usne milne ka bola mene jab usko mana kiya toh 1 week me hi break-up kar liya usme mujhe itna zada hurt hua ki me uske pairo me tak gir kar usko lana chahti thi lekin usne mujhe bola mujhe tumhare liye 2 rupey ki filling nhi hai mujhe aj bhi yad hai bo din mene 1 month Tak usko manane ki koshish ki bo nhi mana dosto me mere maze leta tha me bohat roti thi hurt Hui mene school Jana bhi kam kar diya or to or mera accident bhi usi time ho gya mere hath pairo me bohat chot ayi mene 17 din bad school gai apne lambe ghane walo ko cut kar chhote bna liye ab ladkiya depression me ahi toh karti hai na me 12th me padai fir se suru kar di or apna time padai me dene lagi phone na use karna sara din time school se ghar ghar se school ahi karna tha choching bhi 1 month kar ke chhor diya na jane q sab kuchh chhor rhi thi 12th ke sare pepar ache ja rahe the me padai karti rahi real pepar ka time aya mene bohat mehnat ki ake time bna liya khud ka din bhar room me book leke baithi rahti thi kisi se na milna na ghumna kuch bhi nhi rat ke 10 tak padai karna fir 2 baje uth ke fir se padai karna din rat ake kar ke mene 80% tak 12th me bana liye meri mummy mere har khushi me khush ho jati hai unhone bola ki tu 12th ke bad ded techaring study kar le ab ghar wale jo bole bo ake ladki ko karna padta hai hi mene ded techaring study karne ka soch liya or ded College me addmission le liya sab thik tha me khushi khushi rahne lagi fir navratri ke time mujhe gath ki problem ho gai 6 month meri tabiyat kharab chali us time mera 12th wala ex mere pass return aya or bola sorry muse glti ho gai mene puchha 1 sal bad meri yad ayi yah glti ki hua a tha navratri me usne mujhe dekha tha ab usko lga hoga itni pyari ladki khho di mene bo sab chhoro continue karte hai meri story fir usne bola mujhe pta lga tumhari tabiyat kharab hai isliye puchhne aya thik ho mene bola hm me thik hu fir usne bola hum fir se ake ho sakte hai mene mana kar diya 1 week tk manane ki koshish ki fir chala gya bo mujhe galiya deke fir me toh chill hi thi or meri tabiyat ke liye doctor dikha rahi thi bas uske 15 din bad bo banda fir return aya or bola ki maf kardo mene gusse me yasa bola tha me tumse such me pyar karta hu mene fir bola nhi me tumpe ab yakin nhi kar sakti fir usne manane ki koshish ki me pgl man bhi hai mene fir se efforts lgaye or bo 2 din bad fir badal gya 1 week bad bola me dekhne aya tha tum fir se ha bolti ho ki nhi meri filling s ki yasi ki taisi ho gai jab mene bola yasa q toh bola ki meri gf ne bola koi or ladki pata kr dikhao me pyar me andhi kuch samjh nhi pai khushi khushi bola thik hai usko fir se jane diya ab karma ka khel dekho uske 1 month bad meri life me ane ke liye bo ladka mar raha tha usne mujhe Boht msg kiye lekin mene mana kar diya or block bhi fir bo mere ghar tak aa gya mujhe mane ke liye mere dosto ko msg karne lga bola ki please usko bolo Varna me mar jaunga mene uska reply karke bola me nhi a sakti agar aungi toh apne ghar pe apni mummy ko bolo bo muse pyar karta toh bol deta nhi bola usne or 1 week ka time manga muse mene bola thik hai 1 week bad bo banda msg me mujhe bola tum cheater ho ab me glt q hui mujhe nhi pta usne itna bekar game khela mere sath me sochti rahi itna kharab koi kayse ho sakta hai me fir bhi sant rahi or mene 10th me jisko date kiya tha mene usko ha bol diya bo ladka muse bo meri glti ke liye bhi sorry bolta hai mene tab socha jise ap pyar karte ho uske paas mat jao jo apse pyar karta hai uske paas jao jisme ap khush bhi raho or bo bhi me ab uske sath khush hu me ab bo meri har bat sunta hai mujhe har chhoti chhoti chizo me khush rakhta hai mera dhayan rakhta hai or ha mere liye usme comm. Subject bhi liya tha usne bas me itna bolna chahungi jo apko pyar kare usko ap pyar kro na ki ap jisko pyar karte ho usko pyar kro hurt hona padta hai life hai kya kar sakte hai have a Great day pookies