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Chapter 4 - THE PUBLIC HUMILIATION

EDEN POV

The word hangs in the air like poison.

"No."

One word. Two letters. And the entire world goes silent.

Not a gentle quiet. A dead, suffocating silence where Eden can hear her own heartbeat pounding in her ears. The kind of silence that happens right before something catastrophic. Right before an avalanche. Right before someone dies.

She's the one dying.

The bond that just wrapped itself around her soul, that just claimed her completely, is being torn apart by the one person who should have been protecting it. Kael's rejection rips through her like claws made of fire and broken glass. The pain is so intense that her knees buckle.

She almost falls.

For half a second, her legs give out and she's about to collapse right there in front of thousands of wolves from both packs. She's about to break completely and show every single person here that their new Alpha's bride is weak and pathetic and not worth the peace treaty they just signed.

But then something inside her hardens.

Something cold and sharp and absolutely determined takes over.

Eden locks her knees. She forces her legs to hold her weight. She pulls herself upright even though the bond is still screaming in agony. Even though she can feel Kael's emotions through the connection, can feel his panic and his self-hatred and his desperate certainty that this is the right choice.

It's not.

She knows it's not.

But she also knows that showing him that she's breaking will only make this worse.

So she looks up at him with a completely blank face, and she watches as his expression crumbles.

Kael's gray eyes are tortured. She can see the conflict written all across his features. She can see that he's furious at himself. She can see that part of him wants to take back the rejection, wants to cross the distance between them and claim her the way the bond is demanding.

But he doesn't.

His jaw clenches hard enough to break teeth, and he turns his head away from her like he can't stand to look at her anymore.

The silence stretches on.

Eden can feel every eye in the clearing on her. She can feel the judgment. The pity. The vindication from wolves who thought she was unworthy of being their Alpha's mate. She can feel the shock from her own pack, the humiliation of watching their princess rejected at the altar.

This is worse than dying.

This is a thousand times worse than if Kael had just killed her right there.

The elder is still standing there, looking uncertain. The ceremony has stopped. The bonding ritual is incomplete. The entire purpose of this union was to bind the two packs together, and Kael just tore that promise apart with a single word.

She waits for him to say something else. To explain. To give any reason for what he just did.

He doesn't.

He just stands there with his face completely closed off, with his hands clenched into fists, with his entire body radiating a pain that matches hers exactly.

Finally, the elder clears his throat. The ceremony continues because it has to. Because stopping would be admitting that the peace treaty is already shattered. They go through the motions of the marriage vows, but everyone knows it's a lie. Everyone knows that a bride who's been rejected by her mate is a bride without protection.

Eden repeats the words when she's supposed to. She moves through the ceremony like a ghost. She watches as Kael does the same, both of them going through the motions of becoming husband and wife while the bond between them burns like poison.

When it's finally over, when the union is officially sealed in law if not in truth, guards come to escort her away.

Eden walks toward them with her head held high. She won't run. She won't cry. She won't give anyone the satisfaction of seeing her completely shatter.

Not yet.

She can wait until she's alone.

She can wait until nobody's watching.

As she passes Kael, she doesn't look at him. She doesn't acknowledge him in any way. She just keeps walking forward like he's invisible, like this morning means nothing, like she's not carrying the weight of a thousand stares and a bond that's bleeding inside her chest.

The guards close around her, starting to move her toward the carriage that will take her to Ironfang territory. This is really happening. She's really going to his pack now. She's really going to live surrounded by wolves who just watched her get rejected by their Alpha.

They're probably going to hate her.

She's starting to understand why.

She's worthless to him. If she wasn't, he wouldn't have rejected her.

Eden forces that thought away before it can take root. She can't think like that. She can't let herself believe that his rejection means anything about her value. He made a choice, and it was a choice about him, not about her.

At least that's what she's going to tell herself until it stops feeling like a lie.

The carriage is just ahead now. The guards are leading her toward it, and she's almost there. Almost free from this clearing. Almost out of range of thousands of eyes watching her like she's a broken toy that doesn't work the way they expected.

Then she feels it.

A sudden surge of emotion through the bond so intense that it stops her dead.

Regret. Raw and absolute and overwhelming regret.

Eden turns around without thinking about it.

Kael is standing at the altar, and his hand has lifted like he's reaching for her. His entire body is tense like he's fighting some internal battle. His eyes are locked on her, and the anguish in them is so visible, so real, that it physically hurts to look at him.

For just a second, she thinks he's going to take it back.

For just a second, she thinks he's going to cross the distance between them and claim her the way he rejected her moments ago, with absolute certainty and complete commitment.

He doesn't move.

His arm drops back to his side.

And the look in his eyes is so desperate, so tortured, that Eden realizes something that terrifies her more than anything else could.

He didn't want to reject her.

He had to.

For some reason that she doesn't understand yet, he felt like he had no choice. Like protecting himself meant destroying her. Like keeping his walls meant shattering hers.

That realization is worse than the rejection itself.

Because now she knows that whatever happens between them, whatever this bond becomes, it's going to be a fight against his own instinct to keep her close.

It's going to be a fight against his own need to claim her.

And she's going to have to be strong enough to survive in his pack while he fights against loving her.

The guards pull her toward the carriage again, and this time she doesn't resist.

She lets them move her forward.

She lets them put her in the carriage that will carry her toward Ironfang territory and a mate who rejected her publicly but might want her privately.

She lets them close the door.

And as the carriage starts moving, as she watches Kael disappear into the distance, she feels the mate bond twist and burn inside her chest, and she knows that this is only the beginning.

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