Jays POV
I woke op from Aries screaming for me to come downstairs and eat breakfast. "Jay-Jay COME DOWN OR I WILL EAT YOUR SHARE!!
Ugh this horoscope always does this.
"I'm coming horoscope" I yelled back
I brushed my teeth and my hair and took a shower.
Then I came downstairs while I was walking down I was thinking should I forgive Keifer and section e I really don't know they betrayed me hurt me humiliated me they don't deserve forgiveness yeah THEY DONT.
I came out of my thoughts when Aries said " your so slow Monkey hurry up and eat your food or will be late for school."
Ugh oh yeah school I have to see section e today it's only been 3 days since they betrayed me and now I have to see there ugly faces again ughhh!!. Whatever.
I finished eating I ate really little today only
1 milkshake 4 lechone 3 spoons of rice and 1 sandwich sooo little right.
Me and Aries hopped in the car I had to sit in the back seat because we have to pick up his girlfriend Ella ugh.
I mean not to be rude but she's really annoying and she keeps giving me the side eye. I haven't even done anything wrong to her.
We came to the school and I didn't even wait till the car stopped I just went out Aries yelled at me but I didn't listen.
I was planning to ignore section e because of what they did to me they don't deserve to have my attention.
I was walking in corridor of section e building I was quite nervous to be in the same classroom as keifer because he told me he doesn't love me and it was all a plan I feel so heartbroken.
And section e was a a part of it I feel so betrayed, you know what I'm not gonna think of section e or keifer anymore.
But why do I still have hope that keifer loves me , NO JAYJAY get it together, he doesn't love you, he doesn't care about you stop having hope.
I was in front of the door of the classroom now I was a bit nervous but I pushed it aside and stepped in with my cold face.
I didn't want to sit with Ci'n and David anymore so I took the seat closest to the door.
Ci'n saw me and said with his dramatic voice" heyyy jayjay do you want some chocolate it's really good you should try it"
I really didn't want to talk but I have to answer or he will not stop talking to me so I said with a flat tone
" no Ci'n I don't want any, leave me" he said "oh come on jay it's your favorite milk chocolate with Oreo come on take it"
" no I don't want the chocolate leave me alone" I said a little highernow but still flat,
though the chocolate does look good No
JAY-JAY don't give in if you take it he will think you forgave him and you will not forgive him.
Luckily sir Alvin came and took attendance efter that he started with math. Honestly I wasn't paying attention because I kept thinking about one thing.
Should I become a rebel like the old me I mean not fully, because a was pretty bad but just I little so people won't think to mess with me anymore, and so section e know I won't forgive them.
Yeah I think that's a really good plan I thought, I came out of my thought when the bell rang it's now lunch time, and honestly I'm not hungry so I thought to go to the rooftop of the building.
I was about to go when Ci'n came " jay come and eat with us Eman mad lechone meat it's really good come eat with us" he said exited I didn't want to go so I said " no I'm not hungry"
And before he could say anything else I walked out of the classroom.
I was at the rooftop thinking of life and what I should do as a rebel when I spotted a full cigarette pack and a lighter.
I thought about taking it for a long time, after some time I picked up the pack and the lighter. Before I take a cigarette I scanned the rooftop to see if anyone was watching me.
After I saw no one was watching me I took a cigarette to my lips and lit it with the lighter, I took a deep inhale and a big exhale.
At first it was hard to breath because it came to my lungs, but after a few tries it got a lot easier.
I think I got addicted because next thing I know is that my second cigarette is on
my lips.
After I was done with the second one I felt a lot more relaxed than before. I heard the bell ring so I quickly put the lighter and the cigarette pack in my pocket.
I came in the class room and everyone was looking at me, I just ignored them and sat at my seat. The Ci'n came and asked me " Jay why do you smell like cigarettes?"
I didn't know how to answer so I said the first thing that came to mind "
why do you care leave me alone" he looked a little sad but I don't care i basically became numb to their feelings.
Then to my surprise Keifer came to me " answer the question why do you smell like cigarettes, jay?" He said with a flat voice but there was a hint of authority.
I got annoyed because why do they care like ugh just leave me alone
" why do you care you're the one who hurt me remember so mind your own god damn business" I annoyed.
And without another word I left the classroom I didn't care if I was skipping the rest of the classes I just want to leave this god damn school.