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Chapter 4 - Nightmare's start

The land was green and wide and open. Too still.

A dirt road cut through it, worn smooth by passage, leading toward a massive peak in the distance. The mountain sat heavy on the horizon — not sharp, not jagged, but old. Ancient. A river ran parallel to the road, fed by meltwater from higher up the slope.

Then the water stopped moving.

Ice spread outward from the peak, racing along the river's surface until it locked solid. Frost crept over the green. Grass stiffened and vanished under white. The sky drained of color — blue fading to pale gray, then to nothing distinct.

For a moment, just before clarity failed, bodies appeared.

Scattered along the road. In the river. On the frozen banks.

Human shapes first. Then others that almost were — limbs bent wrong, frames too broad or too narrow. They lay broken, rotting, half-submerged in red-stained ice.

Then time moved backward.

Slowly at first. Almost imperceptibly.

A finger twitched. A chest that had been still drew breath. Color crept back into gray flesh, warmth chasing it, and the bodies began to knit themselves closed from the inside out — not violently, not in a rush, but with the patient deliberateness of something being undone rather than healed. Wounds sealed in reverse order, last to deepest, skin drawing shut over muscle over bone, the body reclaiming what had been taken from it.

The water cleared. Ice retreated from the riverbank in long, slow sheets, drawing back toward the mountain as if called home.

A man lay face-down in the shallows. His armor was split across the back, the gap wide enough to show the damage beneath. As the seconds reversed, the gap narrowed. Closed. The armor reassembled around him like it remembered its shape.

He stood.

Others followed. Some rising smoothly, others lurching upright in stages — an arm first, then a knee, then the rest of the body hauling itself into position as if arguing with gravity. One figure near the riverbank pulled itself upright with something still embedded in its throat. The blade slid free on its own, backing out of flesh slowly, almost carefully, leaving the wound clean behind it. The figure's hand came up and touched the place where it had been. Put the hand down.

Swords withdrew from bodies all along the road. Spears lifted free of torsos. Arrows reversed their trajectories, arcing back the way they'd come, leaving nothing behind but closed skin and the ghost of impact. The river ran clear. The ice continued its retreat.

Armor reassembled. Helmets settled. Shields found arms.

The road filled.

Rows formed without command, lines straightening, posture rigid and somber. Humans and things that weren't quite — standing shoulder to shoulder in formation, facing down the road in silence. Waiting for something they knew was coming.

Patience like the mountain itself.

Just before that something could be seen — before intent, before impact — time lurched.

Forward.

Not smoothly. It skipped.

The formations were gone. The living were gone. The road was empty again.

Bodies lay where they belonged — collapsed, broken, returning to dirt and ice. The river ran red beneath its frozen skin. The sky stayed pale.

Stillness.

The mountain, unchanged.

Then white, and Aleph couldn't see.

Cold reached him first. Not pain — just cold, deep and invasive, already living in the bones of a body that had been lying in it long enough for it to feel normal. That was the first wrong thing. The cold didn't shock him. It was already his.

He opened his eyes.

Blur. Light smearing into pale shapes through a narrow horizontal slit. Not his vision — the slit was physical, a gap in something covering his face.

He lifted a hand to clear it.

His fingers met steel.

He held very still.

The battlefield assembled itself slowly through the visor — fractured ice, a gray sky, the river running wrong colors thirty feet away, the shapes of bodies half-buried in snow. His breath fogged the inside of the helm. He was aware, dimly, of a wrongness in his proportions — his legs were too long, the ground felt too far down, his arms moved with a weight and reach that wasn't his.

He was in someone else's body.

Someone who was badly hurt. He could feel that too, now that the cold had finished numbing it — a deep wrongness in his right shoulder, a heaviness in his left leg that wasn't fatigue.

He turned his head and saw the river. The dark water around his leg.

Oh.

He thought it rather than said it. Not quite panic. Not quite anything. Just the flat, quiet recognition that things had gone considerably wrong, and that he had perhaps four or five minutes before they went worse.

He started moving.

He dragged himself out of the water using his arms, legs slipping uselessly on the ice beneath him, each movement sending a jolt through his shoulder sharp enough to make the visor fog with the force of his exhale. The frozen bank didn't give him much purchase. He slid twice, caught himself, kept going.

He made it onto solid ground and collapsed there, cheek against the frost, chest heaving.

After a moment he rolled onto his back.

Gray sky. Rain beginning — thin drops striking steel, the sound of it close and deliberate.

He lay still and took stock.

The shoulder was bad. Something had torn through the armor and kept going. He could move the arm, which meant it hadn't taken the joint, but the movement sent fire through his chest and he stopped testing it there. Enough. It was bad and it wasn't going to get better.

The leg was worse.

He made himself look. A shaft — too wide for an arrow, too narrow for a spear, something he had no name for — had punched through his left thigh, the surrounding armor peeled back like wet paper. Dark blood had frozen around the wound. He touched the shaft without gripping it, feeling for wobble, for depth.

He let go.

Pulling it would open the vessel. He had perhaps a minute after that, maybe less, and there was nothing here to close it with. So: leave it. Move carefully. Don't let the leg buckle.

He assessed the rest of himself with the same deliberate flatness — ribs intact, probably; head clear enough, relatively; hands working, cold but responsive. He was aware, at the back of all of it, of the effort required to stay in this register. The body around him was dying and he was doing sums. He didn't examine that too closely. It was working.

He planted his hands and pushed upright.

The world swam. He sat with it until it settled, then kept pushing.

Standing cost more than it should have. His legs shook with the weight of him — this body, taller and heavier than his own, spent and wounded, arguing with every command. He found the spear lying beside him in the slush — the dead man's, from the look of the frozen hand still gripping its shaft — and pried it free without looking at the rest of the body.

He leaned on it.

Took one step. Then another.

He started walking.

The scale of it didn't make sense. His mind kept trying to give it one — kept reaching for some frame that would make the carnage comprehensible — and finding nothing. This wasn't violence he recognized. This was the aftermath of something that had finished its work and moved on, leaving no ambiguity about the outcome.

He walked with his head down and his weight on the spear.

Snow had softened to slush beneath the rain. His boots slipped on stone hidden under bodies. He stopped looking at the bodies individually — registered them as terrain instead, navigated around what could be navigated around, stepped over what couldn't, kept moving. The smell was iron and rot and something sweeter beneath both, thick enough to coat the back of his throat. He breathed through his mouth and said nothing.

The road. He remembered it from before — from whatever he had seen before he fell into this. A wide strip of packed earth running parallel to the river. If anything had survived — supplies, shelter, people — it would be there.

He adjusted his course and walked.

Nearly fell twice. Once where the ground dropped suddenly beneath a sheet of ice, once where something solid turned soft under his boot and he didn't look down to find out what. He caught himself on the spear both times, stood still until the leg stopped shaking, kept going.

The road emerged from beneath the snow — or what had been the road, churned to mud and stone, barely distinguishable from the field around it except by the density of bodies along its length. The river ran alongside it, closer now, ice-edged and dark.

Aleph stopped.

He looked up at the mountain. It sat massive and silent on the horizon, unchanged, untouched by what had happened in the valley below it. He stared at it for a moment. It didn't offer anything back.

He dropped his gaze to the road and started walking again.

There was nothing here. No one. Just the dead and the rain and the fading light.

He almost missed the hand.

It was lying at the edge of the road, palm up, half-buried in slush — the same dark gauntlet as his own, so close in color to the mud beneath it that he'd registered it as debris. He stepped past it. His boot was already descending for the next step when something in him snagged and pulled him back.

He stopped.

Looked down.

The chest beneath the hand moved. Barely — the shallowest possible rise and fall, uneven, effortful. There and then not. There again.

Aleph crouched, slowly, and looked at the face.

He stood back up immediately and pressed a hand over his mouth, turning away, breathing through his nose until the heave passed. He stood like that for three seconds. Four.

Then he turned back.

The man's eyes were gone. Not damaged. Not closed. The sockets were empty — smoothly, completely empty, as if they had never held anything. The rest of his face was intact, which made it worse somehow. Peaceful, almost.

He was alive.

Barely.

"You there," the man said. His voice was weak, ragged, but steadier than it had any right to be.

Aleph's throat worked.

"Yes," he said. "I'm here."

The blind man's head tilted slightly toward his voice.

"Did we win?"

Aleph looked around. The bodies. The frozen river running red. The road that had held an army and now held nothing. He didn't know what winning looked like here. He wasn't sure it looked like anything.

"Yes," he said. The lie left his mouth before he could examine it. "We did."

The man drew a slow breath. Let it out.

"Good," he said.

The relief in it was quiet and complete. Aleph looked away.

He thought about asking. He had a hundred questions and every one of them felt obscene — the man was dying, and Aleph had arrived too late to do anything but witness it, and filling the time with questions about things that didn't change the outcome felt like a kind of cruelty. So he stayed quiet. The rain continued. The river moved.

After a moment, the man spoke again.

"I have a favor to ask, young man."

Aleph's chest tightened.

The man's ruined face turned slightly toward him — not toward his eyes, but toward his voice, with the careful precision of someone who had learned to navigate by sound.

"Put me to rest."

The words were quiet. Certain. Final.

Aleph's hands started shaking. Not from cold. From something deeper, older than cold, some part of him that hadn't learned yet how to hold this kind of request.

He had never killed anyone.

He looked down at his hands — bloody, armored, shaking — and tried to think of something to say. Some response that was honest without being useless.

Before he could find one, the man's voice shifted. Urgency bled through the exhaustion.

"Ah — it's raining. The curse is wearing off." His head turned slightly, as if tracking something only he could sense. "Listen, lad. I'd run if I were you. The heretics travel these roads when the curse lifts, they'll be—"

The air changed.

Something moved behind the rock. Fast. A sound like weight displacing quickly, like something large deciding.

The blind man's head came off.

Aleph stumbled backward, lost the spear, went down hard on ice and slush. His breath left him. He lay still for a moment, unable to do anything but stare at the place where the man had been, at what remained.

The creature stepped into view.

A wolf. Something that had been a wolf.

Shoulders as high as his chest, body stretched long and wrong, as if pulled apart at the seams and reassembled without regard for proportion. Frozen in patches — ice matted through its fur, glazing the shoulders and haunches. Rotting in others, strips of gray-green flesh visible where the pelt had sloughed away. Its head swung toward him and he saw the third eye, set in the center of its skull, half-lidded, still seeing while the other two had gone milky and filmed.

Its jaws opened. Teeth like broken glass. The sound it made was low and wet, something between a growl and a drowning.

It stepped forward.

Something tore through the air.

He felt it more than heard it — a displacement, a crack that arrived at the same moment as the impact. The creature's skull came apart. The body followed a half-second later, chest caving inward, ribs spraying outward, the mass of it hitting the ground in pieces that kept moving for a moment before they didn't.

Aleph lay still and stared at the remains.

Footsteps. Too many. Rhythmic.

Fog rolled across the valley — dense, moving with purpose — and through it came figures in red. Bright red armor, closed helms, moving in formation with the particular efficiency of people who had done this long enough that it no longer required thought. They filled the road. They kept coming.

One broke from the formation and approached him.

Helmeted. Visor down. It scanned the dead around them first, methodically, before its gaze settled on Aleph. He knew that look. He'd grown up under versions of it — the look of someone calculating worth, deciding in a fraction of a second whether what they were looking at was an asset or a problem.

It spoke. Sharp consonants, rolling vowels, nothing he could place.

A pause.

Then, accented but clear: "Are you the only one left?"

Aleph opened his mouth.

A boot caught him across the side of the head.

The world cracked sideways. He tasted blood and iron and the fading ghost of rain, and then there was nothing at all.

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