Three days dragged like wet sand.
Alicia kept the black card tucked in the back pocket of her jeans during every shift, a small rectangle of heat against her hip. She didn't text him again after that single "I'm thinking about you too." She didn't need to. His presence was already everywhere—in the ache between her thighs that lingered for two full days, in the way her skin flushed whenever she remembered his mouth on her at dawn, in the phantom weight of his arm across her waist when she tried to sleep alone on her narrow mattress.
The Rusty Anchor felt smaller now. The regulars' jokes landed flatter. The clink of bottles and the hiss of the tap seemed muffled, like she was hearing everything through water. She poured drafts on autopilot, wiped the same sticky spots on the bar, smiled when tips came in heavier than usual (Thursday crowd was always generous), but her mind kept drifting back to the balcony, to his quiet "Take all the time you need," to the insane promise of freedom wrapped in a fake wedding band.
By the second night after she got home, she couldn't pretend anymore.
She sat cross-legged on her threadbare couch at 2 a.m., the envelope of cash spread across the coffee table like contraband. Twenty thousand dollars in crisp hundreds and twenties—more money than she'd ever held at one time. It smelled faintly of new ink and leather wallet. She counted it twice, then a third time, as if the numbers might change.
They didn't.
First thing the next morning—before the landlord could knock again—she walked the four blocks to Mrs. Okoye's tiny bungalow office. The older woman was watering her potted hibiscus when Alicia arrived, envelope thick in her hand.
"Rent's late again, girl," Mrs. Okoye said without looking up, voice tired but not unkind.
"I know." Alicia held out the cash—three months forward, plus the overdue amount and a little extra. "This should cover it. And next month too."
Mrs. Okoye's eyebrows climbed. She counted slowly, lips moving silently, then looked up with narrowed eyes.
"Where this come from, eh? You rob a bank?"
Alicia forced a small laugh. "Good tips. And… a friend helped."
Mrs. Okoye studied her for a long moment, then pocketed the money with a sigh. "Just don't let no man make you owe him more than money, you hear? You too smart for that."
"I hear you," Alicia said softly. She meant it.
Next stop: the tiny branch of First Bank on the edge of town. She deposited fifteen thousand into her savings account—the one labeled "Nails & Beyond" in her phone notes. She'd been adding to it in twenties and fifties for two years now: enough for a deposit on a small storefront space downtown, basic equipment, a few months' rent buffer. The teller raised an eyebrow at the stack of hundreds but asked no questions. Alicia walked out feeling lighter and heavier at the same time.
The rest she split: some for groceries that weren't instant noodles, some for the electric bill that had been threatening disconnection, a little for new work shoes that didn't pinch her toes after eight-hour shifts. She even bought herself a cheap bottle of red nail polish from the pharmacy—deep burgundy, the kind she'd always wanted but never justified. That night she painted her toenails sitting on the edge of the tub, the color gleaming under the bathroom light like spilled wine.
Every quiet moment, though, the decision circled back.
She lay awake at 3 a.m. staring at the water stain on the ceiling, replaying his words:
Twelve months. Fake vows. Real money. Freedom.
And the part that scared her most: If you say yes, I want it to be because you see something worth staying for.
She thought about her mother—new dresses, new promises, same bruises. Thought about the night she'd locked herself in the bathroom at fifteen, heart hammering while her stepfather banged on the door. Thought about how she'd slipped out the window with nothing but a backpack and bus fare, swearing she'd never depend on anyone again.
Then she thought about Raymond's hands—gentle when they needed to be, rough when she asked for it. The way he'd kissed her temple at dawn like she was something precious. The way he hadn't chased her when she left.
By the fourth morning, she woke with the decision settled in her chest like a stone that had finally stopped rolling.
She didn't text him right away.
Instead she went to her shift, poured drinks, laughed at Tommy's dumb jokes, pocketed tips. When the bar closed at midnight, she locked up, flipped the sign to OFF, and pulled the black card from her pocket.
She typed the number slowly.
Her message was simple.
I've thought about it.
She hit send.
The three dots appeared almost immediately.
Then his reply:
And?
She exhaled, thumbs hovering.
I'm in. One year. The contract. All of it.
A long pause. Longer than she expected.
Then:
Tomorrow. 7 p.m. I'll send a car to the bar. We'll go over the papers at my place. No pressure to stay the night unless you want to.
She stared at the screen, heart thudding so hard she felt it in her fingertips.
Okay.
Another beat.
Thank you, Alicia.
She didn't reply to that one.
Instead she slipped the phone into her pocket, shouldered her bag, and started the walk home under the streetlights. The burgundy polish on her toes caught the glow every time she stepped forward—small, defiant flashes of color against the cracked sidewalk.
Tomorrow she'd step into his world.
Tomorrow she'd sign her name to a lie that might turn into something dangerously real.
But tonight—tonight she was still just Alicia Bays, bartender, survivor, woman with a savings account finally growing roots.
And for the first time in years, the future didn't feel like a trap.
It felt like a door.
