A boy born in the state of Gujarat in India, born in a lower middle class family he's childhood life was normal but there was this one incident he remembered crystal clear.
I was 6 years old at that time he was very curious for his age one day by mistake I broke a bottle of liquor that his father kept...
that day I learned what fear is because when my father come back he didn't scold me instead In anger my father picked me up and throw me on the floor
I was now 10 years old nothing major happened in this past 4 year's...I was getting transferred to a school my previous school had the yearly fees of 15,000rs books and uniform included. The school I was going to now had the yearly fees of 1,30,000rs books and uniform included...not only that it's a bit far from my home 15km to be exact,
while my previous school was only 1km from my house
In class 5th
I was the quiet kid i sat at the left corner of my class alone not because I wanted but because I didn't know how to speak english in this school it was requirement not that it mattered, in this class I was the deadlast,bad grades, incomplete homework,no friends...but then came sports-day this is were I discovered my speciality I was a good runner I won a gold medal in 100m running race...I wanted to show this medal to my parents I thought they would be proud, my mom was,she even told our neighbours, my father on the other hand just said " focus on your studies these things won't help you earn money "
In class 6th
On the first day of my new semester I made a new friend on the bus (let's call him Dhruv) but when on the first day i was hit by a teacher because of dhruv so I stopped talking to him, in 6th I also grow insecure about himself, why because a girl just told my class teacher that she didn't want to sit next me, when the teacher asked why she told him in front of the whole class I stink, it was a lie because she wanted to sit with her bestfreind (let's call her aru ) later on I made another friend (let's call him Ansh) we were best friends for the whole semester, because of Pokemon both of us liked it a lot, but Ansh left the school at the end of this semester...i even got asked for a kiss but I was dumb because I heard something else...
In class 7th
This was the class were I made some new friends a tall boy whose two years older then me named Manish we became good friends through manish I even found more friends, I also got manish in trouble because I got caught playing truth and dare the principal called me and asked me who else was playing with me I just told the first name that passed through my head, we both got in trouble because of me, thank fully our parents weren't involved so we got of light...
In class 8th
Corona virus struck, everyone was stuck in lockdown, this is when I started playing a game called free fire i wasn't either Good or bad at it, in lockdown online classes were introduced students rarely studied in this format of classes, i personally didn't...
In class 9th
It's was lockdown until nearly the end of semester but by some dumb luck or curse we had to give our final exam for this semester in school thankfully by some miracle me and friends passed
In class 10th
Maths got a lot harder... before the summer vacation our school arranged a trip to Imagica theme park in mumbai for 6000rs
I wanted to go but my parents wouldn't allow me so I just told them it was free trip from school they didn't believe but I called a teacher on phone and the confirmed it (it totally wasn't a friend of mine ) you might ask were did I get the money I had some savings ( i shouldn't have gone ) the trip was 2 days long on the first day we had to stay in adventure hotel ( basically a hotel with a lot of Parkour ) coincidentally Manish birthday was on the second day, when we got on the bus for the theme park we found out some stole money from Manish's bag, i gave 200rs and told to ask if he need more,when we got off, everyone just went there way I was left alone then she came...( let's call her sam ) She was with me for the whole day we were holding hands all day after this I saw her sitting with someone else in bus I got jealous so i didn't talk to her in bus, after the summer vacation we didn't talk to each other for a whole month then out of nowhere she proposed I was happy...our relationship only lasted 4 days because she proposed to someone else in front of me, i cried that day ,after that we never got along...
but on October 31 i recieved a love letter form someone i didn't even talk, not in school but from where i live her name was anu she was a girl with a tomboy personality for the rest of semester i loved her with my whole heart we even kissed ( my first kiss )
In class 11th
I started teaching children for some income (worst idea I have ever thought of ) anu and I were still together and school was just normal nothing too crazy I was happy but not for long...on one evening a student of mine came to tell me that her mother called me I was confused but when I got there I was slapped out of nowhere before i could even utter a word she accused me of rape of her 6 years old daughter I was awesome struck I urged her daughter to tell them I did not such thing but she just stood there doing nothing
After a lot of insults, I told my mother everything our family had fight, the police got involved I was taken for interrogation
I was confident i would be free because of the dna test even the doctor said these guys just wanted to accuse me for money but then something strange happened I was sent juvenile correction center( basically a minorities jail ) i thought when my report comes i would be free but it never did for 6 months i never did i cried every night in this place I lost in God, after got out i asked my parents everything they told me the doctor were bought to make a false report and the police higher up also took money,my parents paid 5,00,000rs for this case to close, i thought everything would be fine afterwards but nothing was fine everyone looked at me like I was the plague.
anu didn't talk to me for week then she told me got together with someone else a friend of mine from the area i live in I was shocked but I kinda also expected this who would want to be associated with a "pedo" then I got another shocking news we were leaving this place behind and going to our Village in bihar after this things only got worse my father would verbally abuse me every day...
I stopped attending school I lost all of friends but one dhruv he still my friend and there is one place I feel safe it's not my house or some garden
it's my maternal grandmother's house because there 3 girl they don't run away from me they talk to me they joke with me they sleep without being sacred that i might do something and fun fact i just got know them recently but they know about me...
Now my days go inside my room all day on my bed nothing to do i talk to dhruv sometimes and my sister's i visit them in every 2 months and when I do I stay for atleast one day...