WHACK—
A sharp, final crack that silenced the great hall.
Rosamund's head snapped to the side, a bloom of fire spreading across her cheek. Her chestnut hair, which was carefully arranged for the ball, now fell like a curtain between her and the world.
"YOU HAVE BROUGHT SHAME UPON THIS HOUSE, ROSAMUND." Her father's voice was dangerously low, like the calm before a storm. "An unforgivable disgrace."
Her mother materialized at his side, her fingers fluttering against his sleeve like frightened moths. "My lord, I beg you—"
"Do not beg." He did not look at her. His gaze remained fixed upon his daughter, who now knelt like a supplicant at his feet. "You will learn your place."
He was not a man in that moment, but a monument—carved from marble and cold tradition.
"As a woman," he whispered, the words meant for her alone, "you must understand. Men are your betters. This is the natural order of things."
"Never!" The word left her lips before she could temper it.
She lifted her chin, her eyes burning with unshed tears and defiance. "I will not be silent in the face of wickedness. Lord William was assaulting a maid—"
"A maid?" Her father's lips curved into something that was not a smile. "You would shatter my honour for a servant? You put out the eye of a marquess's son for her?"
He crouched, bringing his face level with hers. His breath smelled of wine and cold fury. "You are a fool, Rosamund."
He rose, and his voice crashed against the stone walls. "You have made a fool of me before the entire court!"
Rosamund stood. Her legs trembled, but her voice did not. "Then tell me, Father. What is a woman to you? Are we property? Does her lack of title make her pain insignificant? If so, the true fool has been standing here all along."
He moved with the speed of a striking serpent. But her mother was faster, her grip on his arm a desperate anchor. "Rosamund! To your room! Now!"
Rosamund did not run. She walked, her slippered feet silent on the cold stone. She did not see the maids she passed, only felt their whispers, sharp and silent as needles.
Her chamber door closed behind her with a soft, definitive click, sealing her in a tomb of silk and expectation.
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Downstairs, her mother released her husband's arm and turned to the frozen servants. Her gaze could have chilled wine.
"Return to your duties."
"All of you!"
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In her room, Rosamund sank onto the edge of her bed, the fine quilt offering no comfort. A single, hot tear traced a path through the powder on her cheek. She wiped it away with an angry swipe.
A timid knock.
"Not now, Margaret."
"But, my lady, your gown..."
"Margaret." The name was a blade. "Do not test me."
When the footsteps retreated, she seized a pillow and screamed her rage into its suffocating depths. The sound was swallowed whole, leaving only the tremors in her hands.
She hurled a vase. It exploded against the wall in a shower of blue and white porcelain.
"He hurt her—and walks free!"
Another followed, smashing into the hearth.
"We are married off like livestock! Our pain in childbirth a trifle, while a man's infidelities are worn as medals of honour!" She collapsed amidst the wreckage, her breath coming in ragged sobs. "And they call this order."
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Then came the darkness—not an absence of light, but a presence. A living void that breathed against her skin.
"Where am I?"
Her voice vanished into the nothing. Then, a single, searing beam from above, placing her on a stage at the end of the world. An endless aisle stretched before her, and she was moving. Forcefully pulled and neglected. Invisible strings jerked at her wrists, her ankles, and not forgetting her jaw.
"What is this!" she screamed, a sound without echo.
The she blinked.
The hall was now a cathedral, packed with a faceless congregation. Blooms of white lilies crowded every surface. And before her stood a groom of polished wood, blank-faced and elegant in his black suit.
The priest turned. His smile was a gash of condescension.
"Do you take him, Rosamund, as your beloved husband?"
No.The denial was a fortress in her mind. But her throat was dust. Her lips, stone.
A string yanked, cruel and precise.
Her wooden mouth formed the word. "I do."
***
"Rosamund."
The voice was like a thread, pulling her up from the depths.
"Rosamund."
Her eyes opened. The world swam into focus—the familiar carvings of her bedposts, the morning light painting stripes across the floor. Her mother's face, etched with a familiar, weary worry.
"Mother?" She groped for the pillow, seeking its dark refuge.
"Rosamund, will you compose yourself?" Her mother's voice trembled on the edge of control. "The court is a hive of gossip. You have created a scandal. How do you propose to mend it?"
Rosamund sat up slowly, the movement costing her what little strength remained. "I do not propose to mend it. I will not marry."
Her mother's jaw tightened. She sat, the bed dipping with her weight. "Listen to me. I, too, had fire in my veins. I believed I could shape my own destiny." She looked at her daughter, and her eyes were pools of old grief. "We women are like flowers in a royal garden. We are cultivated to bloom for a season, admired for our beauty, and then we must gracefully accept that we will fade. It is the way of the world."
"Lord William has agreed to take you as his wife." The words were spoken softly, a death sentence delivered with a mother's hand. "You will marry him."
The air left Rosamund's lungs. "Lord William." The name was a curse.
Her mother reached out. Rosamund recoiled.
"There is no one else." Her mother's composure cracked, revealing the raw fear beneath. "You have ensured that."
Rosamund turned to the window. The world outside was impossibly bright, impossibly calm.
"I will not marry him, Mother."
"You brought this upon yourself!" Desperation bled into her tone. "At least his bloodline is untainted! It is time you behaved as a lady of your station—as your sisters do! They are the very portrait of grace!"
"I am not my sisters." Her eyes glistened, not with tears, but with a clarity that was far more devastating. "Mother, you know I do not want the life you lead. It is plain that Father holds no love for you. Because you bore him no son… while his mistresses…"
"That is enough!"
"He sees you as a failure. I will not accept that fate. It is in the nature of men to be merciless."
"Enough!" Her mother stood, her voice shaking. "I said enough!"
But Rosamund leaned forward, her voice dropping to a shattered whisper. "You told me you were a wildfire once. Look what they made of you. Ashes, a useless one . And now you would feed your own daughter to the same flames?"
Her mother stood utterly still, her face a battleground of duty and a long-buried self.
Finally, she whispered, "Sometimes, child, ashes are all that survive the fire. But they survive. That is the only victory left to us."
She turned to the door. "Lord William arrives at noon to discuss the marriage contract. Make yourself ready."
The click of the latch was the sound of a future being locked away.
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Silence roomed around like wind.
Then, a breath. "There must be another way."
"Love," she murmured to the empty air. "If I could but find you…" A bitter, broken laugh escaped her. "God, what folly. What I'm I even saying?"
She struck her own forehead with the heel of her palm. A sharp, punishing smack.
"Mother is right. What prince, what lord of any honour, would have me now?" She looked at her hands—the hands that had thrown the vases, that had blinded a man. "I am… ruinous."
"I don't care. Do I?" She whispered, the question hollow
"Ahhhhhhh!" The scream was not sound, but the tearing of a soul. "Just… someone else." The plea was a prayer lost in the vastness of the room. "Anyone but him."
She curled into herself, a vessel of silent, shaking grief.
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The door opened some time later, without preamble.
Rosamund did not stir. She lay as if carved from the same stone as the palace itself.
"My lady? Breakfast is prepared."
Mrs. Edith's voice was a study in composure, a calm honed by decades of weathering royal storms. Her white hair was a crown of discipline, her apron a flag of unwavering service.
Rosamund turned her head. The movement was slow, weighted.
"Edith." Her voice was scraped clean of all artifice. "I have no appetite."
A silence. The maid lingered on the threshold, a question mark in human form.
Rosamund's gaze sharpened. "Tell me," she said, the words soft yet perilous. "What is the purpose of a woman in this world?"
Edith's hands twisted in the starched linen of her apron. "I… I could not say, my lady."
"Never mind." Rosamund turned her face to the wall. "Help me change my dress."
Relief, swift and palpable, washed over the maid's features. "At once, my lady."
Her footsteps were a hurried retreat, and Rosamund rose.
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The bath waited. Steam, scented with honey and rosemary, curled in lazy tendrils toward the painted ceiling. Maids moved around her in a silent, well-rehearsed ballet, drawing curtains and laying out fresh linens.
She sank into the water. For one blessed moment, the heat was all that existed.
"I wish to pick oranges from the orchard today," she announced, her voice cutting the quiet.
"Yes, my lady." Edith's reply came from where she was folding the discarded ballgown, her touch reverent.
"And I will do it myself." Rosamund opened her eyes, watching the steam. "With your assistance."
A hesitation. The rhythm of the cloths on her skin faltered for a single heartbeat.
Edith looked up, her aged face tightening. "My lady, of course, but…" She set the silk down, her hands clasping tightly. "Your mother has instructed me to attend Lady Agnes for her fittings this morning."
"Oh?" Rosamund turned, water rippling around her shoulders. "How… opportune."
The room grew still. The very air seemed to pause in its circulation.
"There has been a change of plan." Rosamund's eyes found Edith's across the chamber and held them. "You will accompany me to the orchard."
Edith's mouth opened and closed. A visible swallow travelled down her throat. "Yes, my lady."
Rosamund leaned back, the water closing over her shoulders. She shut her eyes and saw it—sunlight dappling through the leaves of the orange trees, a world away from this gilded cage.
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Later, being dressed in simple cotton, her hair carelessly pinned, Rosamund descended the grand staircase. Her step was light, almost buoyant, a fleeting memory of the girl she might have been. She was nearly at the bottom, forgetting the woman who followed, breathless with age and apprehension.
Then she stopped.
Her feet rooted to the stone. The smile she hadn't known she was wearing vanished, replaced by a mask of cold shock.
He stood at the foot of the stairs, waiting.
Lord William was immaculate. A dark coat tailored to perfection, a cravat white as innocence, boots that mirrored the gloom of the hall. And where his left eye should have been, a stark black patch of silk.
A slow, deliberate smile touched his lips, not reaching his good eye, which remained as cold and flat as a winter pond.
"Lady Rosamund," he said, his voice a carefully measured thing. He gave a shallow, perfect bow. "What a… profound pleasure."
His gaze did not waver. The empty space beneath the patch seemed to see her more clearly than anyone ever had.
And in the great hall, the clock began to strike the hour of noon.
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To be continued...