TITLE: "AMBIVALENT LIFE OF A TEENAGER..."
CHAPTER ONE: THOSE GOOD CHILDHOOD MEMORIES...
My Childhood Days was unimaginable when I don't have to worry or make important decisions for myself.
My parents gets to decide for me at times I found it challenging and troublesone but I realized they want what is best for me as a child. But I never thought that way I always wish to grow up fast and decide for myself.
As a child nothing to worry about not think of because life was easy and fun .
I got almost everything in my childhood, I thought I had it all ,being happy , being loved and taking care of by my parents, going to school. It never dawned on me that life is not the way we think it is .it is the opposite of child's thinking .
Dad always said, "As the first child, Setting good examples matters a lot because your younger siblings are looking up to you .I nodded my head like that of a Lizard I never understand what he meant at that time until i grew up.
CHAPTER TWO: THIS LIFE SEEMS WIERD
I realized that life changes instantly things became tough in the family. The breadwinner of the family, was bed-ridden that mom has struggle to put food on the table. The worst part of it was that we relocated to a smaller apartments , because we were financially unstable. Life seemed wierd, is as if everything we had vanished into thin air .
Mom struggled to take care of us no matter how tough it is . Dad sickness was detoriating day-by-day, she tried her best but there is an adage saying "two heads are better than one head". We managaed and prayed to God to give us the strength to endure life challenges.
As time goes by, I was finally in grade 10 but due to we are financially unstable , I decided to drop out from the prestigious school I attended. My mom persuaded me to write my SSCE at Grade 10 which is ineligible exam entry.
But despite everything it didn't work out due to we weren't able to save up for the tuition fees, my siblings attended an inferior school which was affordable at that time. As a young girl, I helped my mom tp go to the market.
I kept praying that one day God will give me the chance to go back to school again.
CHAPTER THREE: MY FIRST ACADEMIC AMBITION
I wondered if any of my fellow peers are experiencing or going through similar situations. Now , that i realized that as a child you only get to understand this life when you become a teen.
Is as if my ambition of furthering high school was knocking at my doorstep indirectly.
I sensed that God gave me this chance, I guessed that this was the first and reasonable decision I ever made at my teen age.At first I was in state of turmoil