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Chapter 7 - a chance

Abhi let's just give it a chance take your time think about it don't be so rushing and don't just accepted because our parents have accepted it don't take the kindness as a burden on to you that you have to pay it back that you have to carry the burden of them being nice you don't have to I am very sorry if I am being way to persistent I don't mean to be like that and I hope no matter what you choose we can at least have a friendly conversation and not hold any sort of a grudges if that is the case if I said something wrong if it has hurted you in deeply then I am very sorry and I am sorry for leaving today I did not want to leave today in such a hurry it was not cause of you don't be so guilty for everything and life .you need to live it don't carry the burden of things. I know it might be very hard for you because you have went through so much in your life I know you might be still suffering I know that feeling I too have faced it and I know how horrible it feels but I hope you will not make a wrong choice and I will be there for you I just want you to know that

meanal okay I think about it but you know my answer this this is just the most weird thing and it it is like the biggest Taboo where were you the past 3 months did you not new about me why is all this coming up now only. do you not wanted to be with me before .you really want to go out with me? be with me? even if we think about that there is so much more to it it's not just simple and it's not like we just go out and everything will work out. there so many things and I don't think so even if we would have met without being a part of the same family if we would have had been strangers, I don't think so we would have had worked out then also because you are so different I am so different

Abhi differences can be accepted we don't have to change ourselves for each other we can just respect and care for each other and everything would be ok please don't take it all as a burden and as a task to do it's all natural and it will all come naturally I know it would be tough for you to accept people again but I am here don't worry I will not make you feel small I will not hurt you

Minal it's not about hurting it's not about being together .you know what ,it's final we are not getting together I hope you find someone else now I just got an family and I don't want to lose it and about the part of being with you which is very complex it might be just attraction you will forget about it all in few days let's not talk about it again I am sorry

She made it clear to him that she wants to do nothing with him and there is going to be nothing between them abhi was very angry and disappointed that why is all this happening like this why did he not met her before why he did not went home before he could have had a chance he felt like cursing himself

he would have had tried everything and begged if it was just for his parents and family but he can't fight or insist her for any of this

He did the exact same what he did in the morning but this time he went outside because he could not tolerate the silence in his house he felt like choking there

She was feeling guilty and self hatred for being so negative about everything she did not wanted to say no to him like that but she had to because she did not thought they would work out and she did not had the courage to fight for him she was very upset and disappointed with her because she has always been like this always been so negative always been pushing people away who she loves and whom might love her back because she does not trust them due to her personal experience with her family she was very scared to open up to people to give new people a chance to give those people any chance she thought no one can love her

she thinks that she does not deserve love even though by reading self help books she thought she deserves everything but she was not always very optimistic about it

Abhi just went out and drank in a bar there were girls their trying to impress him but he did not got impressed he was continuously thinking about her and what she had said he was continuously being angry at himself every now and then that why did he not met her before why did he not came home before he was regretting it all and was also regretting the way he had talk to her because what if he would have had talk differently then she might have had like him and their might have been something happening between him and her but now she had made it clear that they will not get together he want to know a way by which he can convince her if it will work out

He wanted her to know that she does not have to compromise things for his parents and she can still have the family .all she and him need to do it just talk to them but without her consent he could not do even that he did not new what to do how will they be together how will they get together while having these feelings and behave as steps siblings according to their parents it was very heart breaking for him

She did not felt like eating anything that day she cried and slept

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