Sab kuch thik chal Raha tha fir ek din meri friendship Faris naam ke ek ladke se hui. Humari sarsari si mulaqat dosti me badal gayi. Faris ek business man ka beta tha. Uska family background bohot strong tha. Uska Nature mujhe bohot pasand tha hum kab dosti se aage badh gaye pata hi nahi chala.
Fir ek din Faris ne mujhse kaha ki wo mujhe pasand karta hai ye sun kar me heeran O pareshan ho gayi mujhe us waqt Samaj nahi a raha tha ki me usko kya jawab Shayad me bhi use pasand karne lagi thi. Mene bohot soch samajh kar hai bol di. Me apne dil se mazbur ho gayi thi me bhi Faris ko bohot jyada pasand karti thi. Mene 16 saal ki umar me mohabbat karna ki khata ki thi.
Mujhe us waqt pata nahi tha ki log jese dikhte hai Wese nahi hote.
Lekin agar mujhe pata hota ki 16 saal ki umar me liya gaya ek faisla meri puri zindagi badal kar rakh dega to me kabhi hai na bolti . Faris ka baat karne ka tarika uski personality mujhe bohot expire karti thi. Wo mujhse kehta tha ki wo mujhe kabhi dhoka nahi dega mere alawa kabhi kisi ladki ke bare me nahi sochenga. Usne mujhe apni mohabbat ka yakeen dilaya tha me dhire dhire uske Ishq me girftar ho rahi thi mere dil par jese mera bus nahi chal Raha tha Faris se agar ek din baat na hoti to pura din mera kharab ho jaata tha wo agar mujhse naraz ho jata to meri tabiyat kharab ho jati thi Faris meri bohot care karta tha wo meri aankh me aansu nahi dekh sakta tha me jab bhi roti wo mere aansuo ko saf karta tha me jese puri tarah uski ho gayi thi . Ek din jab Faris ki call ayi us waqt me dadi ke sath me thi mobile par Faris ka number dekh kar meri to saans hi atak gayi thi dadi mujhse puch rahi thi kiska phone hai lekin mene uska number girl ke naam se save kar rakha tha mene dadi ko bola meri friend hai baad me baat kar lungi.
Faris meri zindagi ka sab se khubsurat hissa tha jise me kabhi khona nahi chahti thi. Uske sath bitaya hua ek ek lamha mere dil ko bohot sukun deta tha me jab bhi usse baat karti to din bhar ki sari thakan dur ho jati thi.
Jis tarah bimar insaan ko dawai ki zarurat hoti hai usi tarah mujhe us shaks ki zarurat thi.
Wo sirf mohabbat nahi balki Meri adat,mera sukoon ban gaya tha.
Me jab bhi usse shadi ki baat karti wo mujhe taal deta tha wo bolta phele aap apni study mukammal kar lo fir sochenge abhi aap apne carier ka socho wo hamesha baat badal kar mujhe taal deta tha.
Faris ka Lehja kuch dino me bilkul hi badal gaya tha.
Uska badla hua Lehja mujhe bohot takleef deta mujhe yakeen hi nhi aata tha ki ye wahi hai jisse mene mohabbat ki hai.
Wo na hi pehle ki tarah mujhe waqt deta, na hi meri Care karta jese use mere hone ya na hone se Koi fark hi nhi padta ho.
Pehle Faris mujhse roj ghanto bate karta tha lekin pichle kuch dino se wo mujhe ignore karne laga tha esa lag raha tha jese me use irritate kar rahi hu.Me puri raat uske intzar me mobile dekhti rehti ki wo mujhe message karega mobile ki taraf dekhte dekhte kab nind lag jati pata hi nahi chalta tha.Wo mujhe message nhi karta tha.
Me jab bhi usse baat karne ke liye call ya message karti wo bolta me abhi bussy hu thodi der se baat karta hu or fir wo reply nhi deta . Kuch dino tak esa hi chalta raha fir ek din mene pareshan ho kar usse puch hi liya ki tum mujhe ignore Kyu kar rahe ho tum badal gaye ho Faris pehle tum Ese nahi the to usne reply diya...
Usne kaha esa kuch nahi hai me bus office ke kamo ki wajah se thoda bussy hu isliye aap se baat nahi kar pa raha hu.
Usne mujhe tasalli di bohot samjhaya me fir se uski baato me a gai usme yahi baat to Kamal ki thi wo kisi ko bhi apni bato se kayar kar leta tha uski bate sun kar Koi bhi kayar ho jata tha uska masum chehra or uski bate dono hi kamal ki thi.
Wo kisi ko bhi apni bato se impress kar sakta tha .
Lekin mujhe kahan pata tha ki Faris ki ye baatein sirf ek jaal thin... Us din usne mujhe tasalli toh de di, par uske kuch hi der baad mere mobile par ek aisa message aaya jisne mere pairon tale zameen nikaal di. Wo message Faris ka hi tha, lekin wo mere liye nahi... balki kisi aur ke liye tha."
"Aur ye sirf shuruat thi… meri zindagi ka asli imtehan ab shuru hone wala tha."