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Chapter 5 - The visit

The morning arrived.

Snow still clung to the edges of the garden paths, softened by sunlight that filtered weakly through the clouds. Ophelia woke before anyone came to her door. She lay still for a while, listening to the distant sounds of the mansion beginning its day. Footsteps in the halls. The low murmur of voices. A door opening and closing far away.

Today felt heavier than the others.

She dressed slowly. Not because she was nervous, but because she wanted to be present for this moment. She chose a dark sweater, soft but neat, and trousers that allowed her to move comfortably. Her hair was brushed and tied back loosely, no longer something she hid behind. When she stood before the mirror, she studied her reflection.

She did not see the frightened child who had arrived months ago.

Breakfast was calm.

Marta placed a cup of tea in front of her and smiled before stepping away. Rowan and Elsbeth sat across from her, both carefully relaxed.

"Good morning, Fila," Elsbeth said.

"Good morning," Ophelia replied.

They spoke for a while about nothing important. The weather. The way the snow was beginning to melt near the hedges. A new recipe the cooks were testing. It felt intentional, like they were giving her space to settle before saying anything that mattered.

Eventually, Elsbeth folded her hands together.

"The headmaster will arrive later, are you ready?" she asked.

Fila thought for a moment, and drank some of her tea. "Yes I am" she said finally.

She set the cup down carefully.

Rowan studied her face, searching for hesitation that did not come. "We can delay it," he said. "If you want more time."

Ophelia shook her head. "No. I want to do this today."

Elsbeth nodded, satisfied. "Alright. He will arrive around midday. Until then, the morning is yours."

That helped more than Ophelia expected.

She spent the next hours the way she usually did. A walk through the gardens despite the cold, boots crunching softly against the snow. She paused near the fountain, now frozen solid, its surface cracked like pale glass. Winter had stripped the garden of its careful beauty, leaving only shape and structure behind.

She returned inside and stopped by the library. A few pages read. A few notes written. Nothing new. Nothing demanding. Just enough to keep her hands busy and her thoughts steady.

When Marta came to tell her the headmaster had arrived, Ophelia did not jump.

She closed her book. Smoothed the edge of the page. Then stood.

"He is waiting in the east sitting room," Marta said. "Elsbeth and Rowan are there as well."

"Thank you," Ophelia replied.

The walk through the halls felt longer than usual, though she did not rush it. She noticed small things as she went. The way the light slanted through the high windows. The quiet hum of the mansion at work around her. She was aware of her breathing, even and controlled.

The doors to the sitting room stood open.

Inside, a man stood near the window, his back partially turned as he looked out over the snow-covered grounds. He was tall, dressed simply, his posture calm rather than imposing. When he heard her footsteps, he turned.

Ophelia stood in the doorway, looking at the headmaster.

"Miss Grindelwald," he said warmly. "Thank you for agreeing to meet with me. I am Agilbert Fontaine."

Fila nodded and sat down next to Elsbeth on the couch, there was a couch opposite this one where the headmaster would sit. And when she sat down, she looked at the headmaster and greeted him. "Hello"

Fontaine smiled and sat down on the couch.

"Thank you for finally meeting, I've been so curious since I heard about you." He said.

He seems genuine Fila thought.

"I want to begin by saying this," Fontaine said at last. "I am not here to decide anything for you. I am here only to answer questions and listen."

Ophelia nodded.

"You have been through a great deal," he continued. "And healing does not follow a schedule. Ilvermorny will wait. Or it will not. Either way, the choice remains yours."

She folded her hands in her lap. "I want to learn," she said. "But I do not want to lose myself in the process."

Fontaine smiled gently. "That is a very wise thing to say."

They talked for a long time after that. About learning. About expectations. About what support looked like when things became difficult. Fontaine spoke to her as if she were capable of understanding everything he said, because she was. He never rushed her answers. He never pressed when she paused to think.

He then reached into his pocket on the inside of his robe, from it he pulled out a letter. "this is a acceptance letter, you don't need to accept." He put the letter on the table. "But I want you to have it." he said as he sat back into his seat.

The letter laid on the table, its parchment untouched, its seal unbroken.

Ophelia did not reach for it.

She looked at it for a long moment, then back up at Fontaine. There was no fear in her expression, only consideration. The kind that came from being taken seriously.

"You are not asking me to decide now," she said.

"No," Fontaine replied easily. "I would never ask that of you."

Rowan shifted slightly in his seat, tension easing from his shoulders. Elsbeth watched Ophelia closely but said nothing, allowing the moment to remain hers.

Ophelia leaned back against the couch cushion, hands still folded in her lap. "If I go," she said slowly, "I want to know what happens when it becomes too much."

Fontaine nodded as if he had expected the question. "Then you step back," he said. "You rest. You speak to someone. You are allowed to struggle without being punished for it."

Fila thought hard. She knew that she wanted to attend the school, it was what she and her mother always had wanted. And she also knew that she needed to grow even more to handle it, she cant be this shy and drawn back girl if she is to attend school.

She looked up at the headmaster, "I will attend" she said, making sure everyone heard it.

Rowan and Elsbeth who sat in the room both got wide eyed and look at each other and the at Fila.

Fontaine did not move right away. He held her gaze, not to test her, but to make sure he understood her correctly.

"You are certain," he said gently. Not a question meant to challenge her, but an invitation to confirm her own words.

Ophelia nodded. Her hands were still folded in her lap, steady. "Yes. I am still learning how to be myself again. But I do not want fear to decide things for me anymore."

Rowan let out a slow breath he had been holding. Elsbeth's eyes softened, pride and worry mixing in equal measure.

"That is all anyone can ask of you," Fontaine said. "Courage does not mean you are never afraid. It means you choose to move forward anyway."

He reached toward the table, not to take the letter back, but to turn it slightly so the seal faced her. "Then I will say this. Ilvermorny will expect you on September first.

Ophelia glanced down at the letter once more. This time, she reached out and picked it up. The parchment was cool beneath her fingers.

"I will be there," she said.

A quiet smile spread across Fontaine's face. "I am very glad."

The conversation shifted after that, easing into calmer waters. Fontaine spoke about the school grounds. The houses. The way first years were guided carefully, never left to navigate everything alone. He explained what support existed if lessons became overwhelming, if memories surfaced at the wrong time, if magic misbehaved when emotions ran too close to the surface.

Ophelia listened. She asked questions. Real ones. About classes. About living arrangements. About whether she would be expected to perform or prove anything.

"No," Fontaine answered firmly. "You are not there to impress anyone. You are there to grow."

By the time he stood to leave, the light outside the windows had shifted, the afternoon sun lowering behind clouds.

"Thank you for meeting with me here," he said, turning to Ophelia one last time. "You chose this setting wisely."

She inclined her head slightly. "Thank you for listening."

When the doors closed behind him, the room fell quiet again.

For a moment, none of them spoke.

Then Rowan laughed softly, shaking his head. "Well," he said, "you certainly did that your own way."

Ophelia smiled. Not wide. Not uncertain. Just enough. "I wanted it to be mine."

Elsbeth reached out and squeezed her hand. "Your mother would be very proud of you."

Ophelia looked down at the letter resting in her lap. Then out the window, where snow continued to fall in slow, patient silence.

For the first time, the future did not feel like something rushing toward her.

It felt like something she was finally ready to walk into.

After the headmaster departed, she walked outside to her mothers' grave, she had removed the snow ontop of it. "Mom, I'm going to school." She said, she had a tear in her eye, but not the sad kind. "I just wish you would be here to see it." she said, after that she brushed of the loose snow ontop of the tombstone and gave it a kiss on the name written.

Inside Elsbeth and Rowan still sat in the room where they had met the headmaster Fontaine. "She surprises me more everyday" Elsbeth said as she looked out of the window.

Rowan who sat on the couch now with his left leg over the right one. "She is getting better, and improving. But she is also forcing herself to improve." He looked at the letter on the table. Still untouched.

Elsbeth turned and walked towards the door. "I'm telling the maids, they will be soo happy." She said almost skipping out of the room.

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