So this is starts from 2023 .I was in class 10th and there was a my neighbour who is my uncle (Ashu) and there is his maternal house,and he is only one-two years older than me that's why I never call him uncle, we always call each other by our nicknames which is given by ourself . We are very close to each other and our families also. One day he was showing me his school friends and I saw one of his friend with whom I fell in love at first sight then I check his profile and daily admires his photos. I always use to talk about him with Ashu . And he told me that she hates girls and never trusts them because of some trauma.....that day I was totally upset and thinking about him so I decided I will always love him but never tell him. I would often talk to Ashu about him but I had told Ashu not to tell him anything about me because I didn't want that he looks at me with the same hate-filled gaze as he does at other girls.But Ashu always told him about me and my over excitement towards him but he didn't react whenever Ashu talked about me with him. So I feel little sad and disappointed. I always pray to god that please only one time I want to see him face to face. I want to talk with him. Then a miracle happened and he arrives at home and I remember there was a winter season and night time with moon's light he was sitting on the chair and warming his hands by fire. And coincidentally I had also arrived there and I saw him but from the back so I thought he is Ashu then I sit beside him one the another chair. He had wore a white shirt black jacket with black pant and watching his phone . Suddenly I feel a voice who is calling my name and when I turned I saw that he was Ashu I had shocked how is this possible then he told me that on the chair is my love. And after listening that I got freeze. There were totally silence then I broke that silence and tell him to show his face then he rudely said " No need to see my face,would you please mind your own business " and after listening that my heart breaks into pieces and after that I kept quite. And after sometimes I go back to my house. Next morning, my grandmother slipped in the kitchen so she was not able to do house works so I took leave from my school. I saw him next morning on his bike and he was ready for going to his home and at that moment I continuously gazing him and my soul was saying that please don't go I want to see you more ,please. But he had gone.
And at that night I was scrolling reels on my phone and suddenly I recieved his follow request....my heart started beating loudly then I saw his message request then I thought maybe he will scold me at my behaviour or maybe something else should I reply him and lots of overthinking roaming on my head and I immediately told about this incident to my female best friend so she advices me to talk with him . So after too much thinking I decided to talk with him. And I replied his message and then i got that he was feeling sorry about his sentence and after that he didn't get peace and he was explaining that he was very nervous and he never talked any girl so he didn't know how to reply or talk with a girl and even he has no sister and no cousin sister and after that we talked about Ashu because he was the mutual for both then we talk approx five to six hours at night and all the screeshots i was sharing with my bestie because i was very nervous so my mind sometimes getting block . Then after all that we decided to not telling anyone about this chat so i deleted all the chats from my messanger and we went to sleep after saying good night to each other. I was very happy that night and recalling all the chats in my heads and smiling alone without any reason. I started making scenarioes in my mind and next morning I woke up early and getting ready for my school and I was very happy I went school and enjoying every lecture and I gave party to my friends and when I return home I picked up my phone and I was totally taken aback.....