(jay Jay's)POV
It wasQuarter to four. I woke up Because there were sounds coming from my stomach, 'feed me feed me'.
I tried to get up from my seat, but I felt two strong hands on my stomach and neck, holding me protectively with a tight grip.
I then looked at Keifer, he was innocently sleeping, he looked handsome and cute like a baby.
Then I kissed his forehead.This woke him up.
"Jay, are you awake?"he asked
I did not say anything and closed my eyes, he thought I was sleeping😆.Then he checked my temperature, kissed my forehead, covered me with a sheet, and left.
"Jay stop pretending I know you're awake"he said .
I open my eyes and giggle.
Then he asked worriedly "Jay, you're still in pain?. We can go to the doctor. Wait, I've brought you a painkiller. Take this, you'll feel better."
"No" I said
"But why? You don't want to go hospital, don't want to take painkiller also. How will your pain be reduced?"
"Keifer I refuse to take any kind of medicine during my period. We went to the doctor and he said that my body becomes very sensitive during these days, so the pills will have a bad effect on my body."I told him to stop insisting on taking me to the hospital.
But he hugged me like he got scared what I says but There is nothing to be afraid of in this.
"Keifer I am hungry" I said with pout. He smile and picked me in bridal style and made sit on bathroom slab and hand me sanitary napkin.and left.and here I smiling like lunatic.
Then I change without looking it and went to stairs but he bich me from there and made me sit on dining table."Kiefer, I'm fine now. I'm not in that much pain. You're not even letting me walk." But he just smile.
And feed me soup. And take me to my room and again cover me in blanket"I don't want to sleep."
"Okay " he made me sit on his lap my legs wrap around his waist and my hand around his neck,he put hi one hand on my waist and And the other hand was removing the hair from my face.
"Thank you for taking this much care of me You know, no one has ever treated me like this."I said.
"Don't thank me, it's my Obligation as your husband to take care of you. And if you want to ....then you can kiss me I didn't mind it"
"We are not married yet ".
"Yeah but in my imagination we're married and have caretaker and watcher with team of basketball with extra player's."
"You reprobed ".I said and he laughed.
"You don't want children, but I do."he said
"But how many children do you want?"
"Ummm.....12 ..Yes, 12 will be enough."
"What😧?????"
"Yes 6 caretaker and 6 watcher "he said shamelessly.
"Are you for real ,Who will bear the labor pain, you or me?"
"Obviously you "he said
"You know about labor pain. I will die of pain after giving birth to 12th children.no 7th child."
"Hey don't say something like that ok fine If you can't do 12, you can do at least 6."
"No still too much pain "
"Then 3 "
"No "
"Jay please "
"No"
"Please "
"No "
"You don't love me??"
"Fine We'll decide later, okay?"
"Ok , now kiss me " he kiss me on my lips and we slept.
{After 8 days. The Fernandez family returns home, but Jay will stay alone in Angelo's condo for a few more days.}
Today Angelo has invited everyone to his house All Section E Keifer, Percy, Jay Jay's mother and Jay does not know about his mother's arrival .
{At farnandez house }
(Jay Jay) POV
Finally this bloody days are over no cramps,no mood swim . I got ready and came home.
"Tita, Lola, kuya, Arie I miss you all .wow aver one is here I think I'm late." I said
"Yes you sleepy head "said Arie
"Baby sister I know you miss my handsome face" said Percy
"In your dream"I said
"Ma????" I said
"I miss my anak " ana she hugged me I also hugged her back I also miss her .
"Meet him he is Arthur my fiance soon to be husband"she said I don't know but I got scared.
"Hello jay jay how are you "he said He extended his hand to shake hands with me.
I fearfully touched his hand .
"H-hello"
"Jay your Tita asking for you "kuya said I ran towards kichen.
"Tita you called me ??" I asked
"No anak , everyone have already eaten everything, cut up the veggies I am making for you. "She said and I start choppin.
I cut my own finger. And saw my own blood.All my past memories started running in my mind, I could hear them. But suddenly I hold knife tighty it cut my palm . And I saw too much blood and got scared.
"You are just a problem "
Your burden to us.
Please die .
Leave us .
"AHHHHHH LEAVE ME "I screamed.
"Jay are you okay ??"Tita asked
"You go away from here, I don't want to hurt you."and I saw my hand bleeding badly.
"Jay Jay "kuya calling my name but I felt like these people were going to hurt me. I have to save myself.I was unable to understand anyone's voice now.
"Keifer"this only thing come in my mind.
I don't understand anything and walk towards leaving room.
(Angelo's) POV
I called out to Jay Jay, but she ignored me and went into the living room. There was a lot of blood coming out of her palm. And she was saying something.while holding her head.
"No more please no more "
I tried to hold her hand but she pushed me hard. I understood that this was her trauma. and was behaving as if she was protecting herself.
Now she was out of control Everyone was trying to handle her,Aries, Percy, Yuri .Yuri try to hold her hand but she slap him on his face 👋🏻 no one able to handle her.
Then I saw keifer coming inside.
(Keifer's) POV
As soon as I went inside, I saw Jay Jay Everyone was trying to stop her. Blood was coming out of her palm.
I called her.
"JAY "
"What happened here" I asked.and try my best to hold her she saw me like she was trying to recognizep me.
"Keifer"she said tears in her eyes and look like she scared and Tired.
(Jay Jay's) POV
I could only see darkness everywhere, but then I heard a voice, very familiar.
"JAY"He took my name .
It was keifer I want to hugged him and want to told him to safe me . I know he is the only one who can safe me now.
"Keifer"
(Angelo's) POV
Keifer called out Jay Jay, and Jay Jay might have come to his senses a little. Jay Jay took her name as if she was asking for help.
He tried to catch her but Jay Jay was afraid. Then he caught her from behind and held her tightly around her waist. She was hitting his hand so that he would leave her but even after so much pain he was not ready to leave her. Then he sit on the ground.while holding her like this .
"K-Keifer...Ple-please ...sa...safe me.....they....they....willll.hu-hurt me ." She said all scared she said hesitantly .There was no sound coming from her throat.
"Jay breathe jay....look at me no one is hurting you, jay breathe please,calm down."keifer said
Why does she only remember Keifer and not all of us?
"see everyone is here your Tita , Lola,Aries ,kuya, Yuri,Percy" .keifer said
"I-.... don't.....w- want to.... stay here, please 🥺take me away from .....h-here."she said
"Jay breathe, breathe jay,its ok iam here ...it's ok"keifer said.
Then she hugged him her head on his chest hands on his back and hugged him tightly like If she left him, the world would end.and we will hurt her.and his hand on her head creasing her hairs and try to calm her down.
After half an hour later she stop crying but still shaking in his arms.
Last time when she was scared she was not letting anyone come near her, this time keifer is here holding, still she is not pushing him away, I thought to myself and called the doctor.
The doctor came and I told him everything. He said he want to meet Jay Jay.
Keifer help her to sit on couch He gave her water to drink.And he came and stood near me.As soon as Jay Jay saw the doctor, she got scared but kept sitting with courage.
As soon as the doctor went near Jay Jay, Jay Jay stood up.
"Jay its ok he didn't do anything"I said but she still shivering.then she start crying I try to approach her but she move back like she scared from me .
She about to fall but keifer catch her and picked her up in braidal style and place her in sofa and sat beside her she hold his tightly As Tita tried to get closer, she sat on Kiefer's lap and put her hands around his neck.Like a little kid.
"Jay give your hand to doctor"keifer said but she shook her head in no.
"Jay, he won't hurt you." Keifer said
"if he does then"jay said in low voice .
"I won't let it happen, I won't let go hmm."he was just explaining it to her like a child.
Then he held her hand and the doctor checked her.
She was still on his lap like a child and rest her head in his chest and hands on his back he treating her like a child .I am really happy to see them like this.
But I have to be a little strict for their good future.then she sleep like this she held him tightly so that we don't take him away from her, she is really a child.
My anak (in mind)