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Chapter 92 - I Won’t Be Controlled

The motorcycle stopped abruptly. Under the streetlight, Kaivan gave her a flat look. "Do you want me to drop you off here?"

Isabel froze, then laughed awkwardly. "Don't! I was just kidding."

Kaivan sighed, restarting the engine. The silence that followed felt different now, warmer, softer, like an invisible thread beginning to form between them. Isabel didn't understand why, but being near him felt… safe.

The streets grew emptier, the buildings melting into shadows as they passed. When they arrived in front of her house, Isabel suddenly hesitated. The house looked dark and cold, radiating a quiet anger. "I… I'm scared," she whispered, her voice trembling.

Kaivan noticed. He turned off the engine and placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder. "I'll talk to them," he said softly. "Everything will be fine."

Isabel nodded, still anxious, but she trusted him. Together, they walked to the front door, each step echoing with her pounding heartbeat. Yet Kaivan's presence was steady, like a shield she didn't know she needed. He knocked lightly, and Isabel braced herself for whatever waited beyond.

After seeing Isabel safely home, Kaivan rode off again, cutting through the empty streets. The night wind bit through his jacket, but his thoughts were colder still. The sound of the engine blended with the silence, until a voice returned, not from outside, but from within.

"I can help store this information in your memory… in great detail."

The words struck him. He had thought he was using the book, but now it felt like the book was the one using him. He hadn't asked for its power. The Tome Omnicent had offered it.

A question formed in his mind, sharp and terrifying: was he truly in control of the Tome… or had he already become part of it?

Suddenly, he slammed the brakes. The tires screeched against the asphalt, slicing through the night. Beneath the streetlight, Kaivan sat frozen, his breath heavy. His heart pounded against his ribs. With trembling hands, he pulled the book from his bag,

, the Tome Omnicent.

Kaivan's hands trembled slightly as he gripped the book tighter. His gaze was fixed on it, as if searching for an answer hidden behind the darkness of its pages. "What do you want from me?" he whispered, voice breaking between resolve and fear. But there was no reply, only silence, heavy and alive.

The Tome of Omnicent did not respond. Its stillness felt like the watchful gaze of something sentient, not mere paper and ink. The pages lay empty and unmoving. A chill wind crept through the night, deepening the silence that hung between hope and threat. Kaivan's eyes lingered, as if willing the whispers of ink to speak once more.

"I know you have a will of your own," he said quietly, firmer this time. "Why did I meet them? Why did you choose this path for me?" His voice echoed faintly through the night, not as a boy's plea, but as someone demanding meaning from fate itself.

And just when hope was about to fade, black ink began to bloom across the page, slowly, like blood seeping from an unseen wound. Words emerged, one after another:

"I only tried to grant your wish. You said: 'I want to help. I don't want to be apathetic anymore.' I merely made that intention real."

Images flickered in Kaivan's mind, Radit's reckless grin that somehow saved them all. Zinnia's wary yet resolute eyes. Felicia, cold and composed. And Thivi, a small light that laughed through his endless nights. Every encounter now felt too deliberate, too precise to be coincidence. They were pieces placed long before Kaivan ever made his first move.

But the next line cut deeper:

"From that day until now, you kept helping. Yet every choice that strayed from my path created ripples I had to correct."

Kaivan froze. It was as if all his free will had been an illusion. He felt like a character in a story whose pen was never his to hold. Every decision he'd made, every act of defiance, part of a grander script, written silently by the will behind the ancient pages.

A question echoed inside his head: Was he truly in control, or just another pawn in the Tome's game? His eyes stayed fixed on the book, searching for meaning in the hush carried by the rustling wind and trembling leaves.

Then, with sudden resolve, he shut the book tight. His breath came sharp, his hands shaking, not from fear, but from the quiet birth of determination. "I won't be controlled," he murmured. His voice was calm, but his words cut like a blade, not rebellion, but a vow. A promise to himself, and to the entity lurking within those dark pages.

Kaivan slipped the book into his bag. His movements were steadier now; his eyes shone brighter than before. He knew that his words alone wouldn't change anything, but in his chest, a spark had ignited, a will to shatter the fate written without his consent. He would take control, even if the world said otherwise.

The motorcycle engine roared to life, slicing through the still night. Yet Kaivan's gaze no longer reflected confusion, only a quiet, burning fire. He drove into the darkness, but light had already begun to bloom within him. The night was cold, the road empty, but he was no longer afraid. He would defy the will of the book, and write his own destiny.

The next day, when the lunch bell rang, the classroom buzzed with chatter. In a quieter corner, Kaivan sat at his desk, scribbling on a worn notebook with sharp focus. His hand moved quickly, filling the page with numbers and calculations, budgets, equipment, everything he needed to scan the Tome Omnicent. Occasionally, he muttered under his breath, brows furrowed, eyes narrowed as if trying to solve a riddle.

"I need a scanner... and a proper PC," he whispered, barely audible. The tip of his pen danced restlessly, plotting strategies as if preparing for war.

Outside the classroom, a pair of light footsteps stopped at the doorway. Felicia stood there, tall and composed, her jet-black hair shimmering under the fluorescent light. The mysterious girl who always drew attention now smiled at the class monitor.

"Is Kaivan inside?" she asked softly, her clear voice carrying an undeniable weight. Her crimson eyes gleamed, the kind of gaze that made refusal impossible.

The boy at the door nodded nervously and shouted, "Kaivan! Your girlfriend's looking for you!"

Instantly, the room fell silent. Every head turned. Whispers rippled through the air like sparks. A few girls exchanged glances, their eyes narrowing.

Kaivan glanced up briefly, then sighed and shook his head without looking away from his notes. "She's not my girlfriend," he said flatly, uninterested. He returned to his world of numbers and logic, trying to retreat from the stage that suddenly spotlighted him.

But Felicia was already walking toward him, her steps graceful, arms folded, an amused smile curling on her lips.

"Relax," she said lightly, loud enough for everyone to hear. "What we have is way beyond a simple relationship."

The class gasped. Whispers reignited.

"Beyond? So... they're engaged?" one girl murmured to her friend.

Felicia only smiled faintly at the comment. She placed a hand on Kaivan's shoulder, prompting him to glance up while still gripping his pen. Her crimson eyes flicked to his notes, curiosity flickering in their depths.

"What are you working on, Kaivan?" she asked, raising an eyebrow at the maze of numbers in his notebook.

"Budgeting... for a scanner and computer. I need them to digitize the Tome Omnicent," he replied curtly, eyes back on the paper.

Felicia nodded, lips curving in amusement. "Hmm. But it's lunchtime. Come on, let's eat," she said with a rare gentle smile.

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