Bring up the discussion about if it is selfish or not to bring life into the world. But for as long as I live I will always consider that bringing life into this world is not a blessing. Some may argue that you will experience wonderful things that make you see the value of life. But in my eyes bringing life into this world is a curse coated in suffering, pain and hopelessness.
From my early years of childhood I was happy. Giggling and laughing not being able to contain my excitement as I blew out the 6 candles on my cake. I slept over at friends and ate pancakes made my friend's dad. I enjoyed life and it was truly an amazing time.
As I continued living I started to realize that the world wasn't as beautiful as I have thought. Through a tablet I witnessed for the first time the depravity of us as a species. I was exposed to gruesome gore videos and dopamine hitting videos. This itself doesn't make life bad, you just see what humans are capable of.
I didn't cry, I didn't fear, I didn't think anything as I watched those videos as people died. I was just a kid after all, I probably didn't even understand what the concept of death was. To not be able to interact with the living anymore.