//CLARA//
I didn't sleep.
Not really. I drifted in and out of something that couldn't be called rest, replaying the stables on a loop.
The word I'd thrown at his feet like a grenade.
Coward.
I still meant it.
But meaning it didn't stop my chest from aching.
By the time Hattie arrived to dress me, I looked like I'd been through a war. She took one look at my face and wisely said nothing.
The Charity Bazaar was a study in controlled chaos. Silk and candlelight, laughter and gossip, the endless choreography of people who'd rather die than show a single genuine emotion. Normally I'd be performing right along with them, mask in place, game face on.
Tonight, I couldn't find the energy.
Aunt Cornelia had swept ahead the moment we arrived, abandoning me to the crowd like a shark releasing a chum ball. I drifted through the rooms, accepting champagne I didn't drink, smiling at faces I didn't see, looking for an escape route that didn't exist.
Then I found one.
