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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4

Arjun did not sleep well that night.

It was not anxiety in the usual sense. There was no racing heart or spiraling fear. It was the quieter unease of realizing that something had shifted position while he was not looking.

In the morning, he took a different route to work. Not for safety. Just to see if the city felt the same. Traffic behaved predictably. People crossed streets without urgency. Nothing reacted to his awareness. That almost made it worse.

At the office, his access badge worked as usual. His inbox was full in the ordinary way. A reminder about compliance training. A follow up on a client deliverable. A calendar invite marked optional.

He accepted the invite.

The meeting was labeled as a process review. It involved six people and no clear objective. Arjun recognized it immediately for what it was. A space where tone mattered more than content.

Sanjay Verma joined a few minutes late. He apologized lightly, as if apologizing were a reflex rather than an obligation.

"I will keep this brief," Sanjay said. "This is just a temperature check."

Arjun watched the others. No one asked what that meant. Everyone nodded.

Sanjay spoke about resilience. About adaptability. About how modern organizations needed people who could handle ambiguity without friction. He used words like alignment and sustainability. None of them were wrong.

Then he looked at Arjun.

"Arjun has taken on additional responsibility recently," Sanjay said. "Which is appreciated. These transitions can be stressful."

Arjun felt the attention settle on him, soft but deliberate.

"I am fine," Arjun said. "It has been manageable."

"Of course," Sanjay replied, smiling. "This is not about performance. Just awareness. Sometimes high performers internalize pressure without realizing it."

The meeting ended five minutes later. No action items. No follow ups.

As people filed out, one of the managers said quietly, "Good discussion." Arjun wondered what had been discussed.

By afternoon, a notification appeared on his phone. An optional wellness session. Stress management strategies for leadership readiness. He had never received one before.

He ignored it.

That evening, Meera called him.

"I am not recording this," she said immediately. "And I am not quoting you."

"I have not agreed to anything," Arjun replied.

"I know," she said. "That is why I am calling."

She told him about a case she had been looking into. A public sector executive who had resigned after a brief illness. No scandal. No investigation. Just a quiet exit followed by organizational restructuring that benefited a private contractor.

"Everything checks out," she said. "On paper. Doctors signed off. Audits clean. I keep running into explanations that are too neat."

Arjun listened without interrupting.

"I am not saying there is a conspiracy," Meera continued. "I am saying there is a pattern that cannot be written."

"You should be careful," Arjun said.

She laughed softly. "That is what everyone says when they do not want to say more."

After the call, Arjun sat with the lights off. He replayed the meeting. Sanjay tone. The wellness notification. The way concern had been framed as support.

It occurred to him that no one had told him to stop asking questions.

They were making sure he did not need to.

The realization was not dramatic. It was clinical. Like recognizing symptoms you had once studied but never expected to experience.

That night, he wrote one sentence in a notebook he had not used in years.

Pressure does not need to break you. It only needs to narrow your choices.

He closed the notebook and placed it at the back of a drawer.

For the first time since Shailesh email, Arjun understood something clearly.

Whatever was happening did not require secrecy.

It relied on cooperation.

And most people gave that freely, believing they had chosen to.

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