Did my mind and body degenerate into stupidity after I became a woman?
"Ah, ahh..."
I was at a loss for words at the disaster that had just unfolded.
'What did I just do...?'
The memories rewound in my head.
Memories so embarrassing and shameful they made me cringe just thinking about them surfaced.
- On my way in the car now~
- Sir~ not there~~! Sir~ not there~~! Sir~ not there~~! Sir~ not there~~!
- Spread your pussy and wait, I'm coming.
- Yongsan 2-dong, Masan Building, #203, let's go
- Stop it, you crazy fuckers lolololol
- I'm dying for some creampie impregnation sex.
- Pussy, get ready!
- Group gangbang, let's gooo!!!
- Sneaking into a female streamer's house and...
- Upvote if today's stream was packed lol
- But did she really cum just from him touching her butthole?
- Looking for a gangbang party~~(6/9)
- Heu-eung, noona...
"Ah..."
Just looking at the chat log made me dizzy.
Something was wrong.
No matter how I racked my brain, this wasn't an illusion. It wasn't a dream, nor was I hallucinating.
My mind went blank. My brain overloaded and gave up, like a circuit breaker had been tripped.
Uh...
Ummm...
"Uh... Um... E-End stream!!!"
[Lee Do-hee's stream has ended]
"Ah..."
- Seriously fucking wanna rail her lol
After the stream ended, the last chat message lingered in the air before fading.
"Fuck..."
*
Thump! Thump!
The sound of her kicking the blankets echoed through the room.
"Kuaaaargh!!!! What have I done!!!"
I'm annoyed.
I'm angry.
And on top of that, I'm mortified and ashamed.
It's so embarrassing.
I'd looked in the mirror a few times, so I fully expected to be sexually harassed while streaming.
And since I'm still a man on the inside, I honestly thought no amount of sexual harassment would faze me.
But the moment I saw those chat messages...
A burning heat shot to the top of my head, my vision spun, and my mind and body went numb as if I'd been electrocuted.
"Ugh... ugh..."
That wasn't like me. It wasn't manly.
The person standing there was clearly a pink-haired little girl.
"Was it a mistake to stream...? Maybe I should quit..."
But it felt like a waste to give up now.
"Right... It's just because my mental state was a bit off today..."
It was less about feeling shame and embarrassment as a woman, and more about knowing roughly what people would think and feel seeing me act like that.
Or was it? Is this really shame as a woman...?
Honestly, I didn't know. The things that happened today weren't things that would ever happen to a normal person, so it was hard to rashly determine the cause.
How... how am I supposed to take this?
I clutched my head. No matter how much I tried to deny it, reality was already laid out before me.
The pressure was suffocating.
"Right, I just have to accept it. I've changed."
It was a little sad, but it seemed I had to accept this too.
To be precise, it must be because my hormones have changed.
It's not that women are inferior or anything. It's just a shame because I can see this will be a disadvantage in overcoming the trials and tribulations ahead.
But actually, acknowledging this mental aspect of being a woman put my mind at ease.
"Mhm... Right, right. It's possible."
My body turned female, so it's natural to think like a woman. That's perfectly possible.
I now possess a body that feels shame and gets flustered—or more accurately, I have ovaries and a pituitary gland that secrete the hormones for it.
Approaching it scientifically seemed to cool my head.
As my mind became a little more rational, I quickly regained my composure. I could breathe a little easier again, and my breathing calmed down.
"What, it wasn't a big deal, was it? I should get something to eat."
What's the big deal about exposing my naked body?
No, wait, showing myself climaxing was a bit of a big deal. Live, in front of tens of thousands of viewers, no less...
"Ugh... Fuck, is that really my erogenous zone?"
I made a mental note to do some research(?) later and put a pot of water on the stove.
Just then,
[Ding-dong~]
The doorbell rang.
'Huh...? No way.'
Come to think of it, shame wasn't my only problem.
'That's right. My address!!'
Hasn't my address basically become public, like a communal flesh toilet anyone can visit?
Thump... thump...
I grabbed my phone and immediately dialed 112. I checked the intercom monitor to see outside, ready to call immediately if there was a suspicious man at the door, or even if there was no one there.
"Huh?"
But the person standing there was unexpected.
It was the landlady.
She was still wearing a one-piece dress that revealed half her chest and clung to her entire figure.
'Ah, I got nervous for nothing...'
Seeing her gentle face and those mounds of flesh that looked like they could extend your lifespan just by looking at them brought a sense of peace to my heart.
Now that I thought about it, this building was a residence for female victims of sexual assault, with more than five professional security guards on duty 24/7 at the first-floor entrance alone.
'Right, there's no way they could get here that easily.'
I ran to the door and opened it to greet the landlady.
"Oh... hello?"
"Ah! Do-hee~ I... I made too much of this... I thought you might like some, so I brought it over."
In the food containers she was holding were several types of side dishes, like soy-braised beef and stir-fried anchovies.
"Oh...! Thank you. I'll enjoy it!!"
I was just thinking about making some ramen since I had nothing else to eat.
She often brought me food like this, so I accepted it without hesitation. It was a little burdensome at first, but I understood now. The landlady was just the type of person who finds happiness in helping others.
And it was perfect timing, since I had something to ask her.
"Um, excuse me..."
"Yes?"
"No one can break in here, right?"
"Oh my, the security here is incredibly tight~ Did something happen?" the landlady asked with concern after her matter-of-fact reply.
"Oh... no..."
Just then, a man's shout came from outside.
[Who the hell are you?! Get him!]
[Aaargh!!! What are you doing?! I was just looking at the building...]
[Shut up! I saw you filming this place! Take his phone and call the police!]
The clamor of voices and the sounds of a scuffle rang out loudly.
"Ah...!"
"See? Sometimes the men who were reported in the past come looking for the victims like this. But they get caught right away."
"What? Can you do that even if they're just loitering outside?"
"Ah, the entire alleyway around here is my private property. If someone looks even slightly suspicious, we can detain them for trespassing~ And even when we do, our accuracy rate is over 90 percent, so you don't need to worry."
True, a normal person wouldn't have a reason to suspiciously loiter in front of some random building. So they detain them for trespassing first and investigate later.
And if it's an innocent citizen? A little monetary compensation would settle it.
Literally, act first, report later.
And this woman, she was a lot richer than I thought.
"So don't you worry~ Enjoy the food, Do-hee~"
"Yes! Thank you!!"
The landlady's face was shining so brightly I couldn't see it.
A god. She's a god...
She gives me a house, she gives me food, and she provides perfect protection.
She even has those voluptuous pockets of maternity that make me want to run up, hug her, and bury my face in them...
Every now and then, seeing her makes me think I did the right thing being reborn.
A little while later, I got a call from the security office. The short version was that the man they caught was indeed one of my viewers.
He was about to be handed over to the police, but I told them to just let him go.
Besides, handing him over to the police would just cost the landlady money. When I explained that my address was accidentally leaked while I was streaming, I got an earful from the security guards before the incident was finally settled.
Apparently, the man they caught said something about writing a post online to keep people from coming here. After that, the number of people suspiciously loitering around completely disappeared.
"Sigh, of all the things to happen..."
Anyway, what's past is past.
I can't let something like this stop me.
I'm someone who has lost countless comrades inside the Tower. You can't move forward without leaving something behind.
Whether it's your humanity or your masculinity, nothing is given for free in this cruel world.
Anyway, now that things were more or less sorted out, I decided not to worry about it anymore. I would bravely eat the rice and side dishes the landlady gave me!
And with renewed energy, I called out its name.
"Come forth, Status Window!!!"
[Tiring~]
◇Traits
[S-class Onahole Body]
Strength +10%
Agility -50%
Endurance +100%
Mana +100%
[A-class Mana Pool]
Mana +100%
[???] : Opening Progress 14%
[???] : Unopened
[Final Stats]
Strength: 5.5
Agility: 3.5
Defense: 12
Mana: 60
Bonus Stats: 3
"Ooh..."
I had only chosen Mana, but a whopping 60 points had been added.
"Wow, this is fucking broken... Is this even allowed?"
My mind, which had been suffering from post-nut clarity and had completely checked out, snapped back into focus.
I got 20 from the S-class reward, and my traits boosted it by 200%, making it 60 all at once. And it wasn't just Mana. I had 3 bonus stats. If I remembered correctly, A-class gave 2, and B-class gave 1.
Comparing it to my other stats, I could really feel how overpowered this ability was.
"Kyaaaah...!! This is it, yes... This is the Tower!!!"
Yes, this was it.
This was why I climbed the Tower.
The tangible feeling of getting stronger in real-time. The sensation of growth. I was addicted to this feeling, which was why I had climbed the Tower so frantically.
"Right, what's that saying? Pleasure comes after hardship? Hehehe..."
Forgetting all the bad things that had just happened, the corners of my mouth nearly reached my ears.
There's a saying that's been passed down like a proverb ever since the Tower first appeared.
'The Tower is fair.'
Anyone who heard that would probably tell you to cut the crap. Even on the 1st floor, some people get an arrow from behind that pierces their organs, while others just get hit by a few pebbles and that's it.
Of course, I think it's bullshit too. And if you went to the family of someone who died and spouted that crap about the Tower being fair, you'd probably get slapped.
But from the perspective of the 'god' who created the Tower, it is fair.
The principle of fairness is very simple. The more difficult the trial the Tower gives you, the greater the reward.
If you clear a so-called "bullshit difficulty" trial, you always get an A~S class reward. So, if you say, "I've gotten an S-class reward before!" you can proudly boast that you survived one of those unfairly hard trials.
Of course, sometimes you get an easy trial and a relatively lower reward, but in the end, probability is given to everyone equally, so in the grand scheme of things, you could say it's fair.
I experienced that kind of difficulty several times in my past life, and most of the people in the current raid teams are people who have faced and overcome those bullshit trials.
And today, I overcame it.
"Hehehe... Tomorrow, I'll brag about this a little~ What kind of content should I do~~"
Any talk of quitting streaming had already been erased from Lee Do-hee's mind.
*
But while Lee Do-hee was thinking this, things were unfolding differently elsewhere...
[Tower Climbing Support Gallery]
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★Title: Summary of the female streamer who became a legend today.gif
Content:
(Lee Do-hee just starting her stream.gif)
(Lee Do-hee with an arrow in her butthole.gif)
(Lee Do-hee getting her butthole touched by the doctor.gif)
(Lee Do-hee cumming.gif)
(Lee Do-hee leaking her home address.gif)
(Lee Do-hee taking a shower.gif)
(Lee Do-hee ending her stream.gif)
(The chat window right before she ended the stream.gif)
Comments:
- Can't be the only one to see this, ascending upvote lol
- That's enough to break anyone's mental state.
- Uh oh, this guy's post is getting a star lol
- Exposed her raw pussy to the whole nation
└ Her address got leaked too lol
- The verification mark, holy shit;; Has the admin gone crazy?
- Looks like a ton of Pan-bungis came too lol
- Let's ascend~~
- Check for a toothbrush at her place.
└ Crazy simp fucker lol
- Entering the Ascended Gallery lol
- She's fucked;; That post already has over a million viewsㄷㄷ
- Holy shit, what did you guys do???
- Fuck, we're so screwed lolololol
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This site was also a community run by the Constellation who created Pantheon TV. It was heavily based on old anonymous communities, but despite the similarities, it was a strict real-name system.
But surprisingly, the posts were even more explicit than on those sites. While slander and spreading false information were swiftly dealt with upon being reported, the site was almost completely hands-off when it came to sexual content.
No one knew why. People just guessed that the standards were different because adult content wasn't illegal where the Constellation who created the site resided.
Therefore, when it came to sexual matters, there was no need to use a VPN to hide your IP. It was a true safe haven, protected by a higher power.
And the buzz she had generated was heating up the Korean online communities in a way she hadn't expected.
[Pantheon TV Gallery]
This place was similar to the Tower Climbing Support Gallery, but it covered all streamers, not just the Awakener streamers who climbed the Tower.
So naturally, they couldn't be left out of this hot topic.
But their interest lay elsewhere...
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Title: Those Tower Gallery fuckers are making another female streamer quit.
Content: Why do those mentally ill fucks always swarm any new female Awakener streamer? They should just stick to sucking off the major guilds like they usually doㅉㅉ
In the end, they spammed the upvotes, unlocked the gold, and sent it to the Ascended Gallery, taking the steps to kill her career.
Comments:
- Seriously, there are hardly any top-tier Awakeners among streamers, so they just attack streamers whenever they're bored.
- Wow... they ascended a female streamer's naked body from today's stream lol
└ It wasn't just her naked body, they posted her having an orgasm and her address too;; They're just pure evil.
- For real, isn't that grounds for a lawsuit?
└ You're the ones who should be sued for all the sexual harassment lol
└ Look at the bug crawling out of the woodwork lol. We just mess around in here, you retard.
└ Seriously, why can't they just stay here? Why do they have to take it to the public and let her get ridiculed like that? I feel so bad for her...
- Sigh... Tower-tards will be Tower-tards...
- The Tower Gallery is the real murder gallery lol
└ For real, they're the original murder gallery.
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As such, the [Pantheon TV Gallery] and the [Tower Climbing Support Gallery] were rivals.
As the number of people who seemed to hold dual citizenship—'Awakeners who stream while climbing the Tower'—grew, each community wanted to make these people more like 'streamers' or more like 'Awakeners'.
So it was common for them to fight in the chat rooms of streamers who straddled both worlds, and when a new face like this appeared, they would engage in a subtle power struggle to pull them to their side.
Things had been quiet recently, but now the Lee Do-hee incident had blown up, so they were fighting over nothing.
The history of their fighting went back nearly 10 years, so once a fight started, it would deviate from the original point, and they would end up digging up each other's past misdeeds until an admin brought down the hammer.
But this time, surprisingly, more people were arguing about the rights and wrongs of the current situation rather than past grievances.
The reason was that most people thought Lee Do-hee would quit streaming.
Exposing her naked body was one thing, but how could anyone think she would continue streaming after climaxing on broadcast from having her butthole touched, and even having her address leaked?
To top it off, that fact was immortalized without any filter on the most-viewed community in the entire country. To the general public, it was such a mess that they thought she'd be lucky not to commit suicide.
The swift Cyber Wreckers were already spreading the news, and without her knowledge, she was becoming the entire nation's masturbation material and target of sexual harassment.
The Pan-bungis, who had been enjoying themselves (?) and dishing out some moderate sexual harassment as usual at the appearance of a new and interesting streamer, pointed the finger at the Tower Gallery for getting the post immortalized on the Ascended Gallery and forcing her to quit. The Tower Gallery users shot back that the ones who were spamming sexually harassing comments in the first place were more at fault. They were fighting like crazy.
Moreover, since the original author of the ascended post was a user of both sites, they were just insisting that he belonged to their side.
The fight didn't stop until the next morning, and the ascended post's comment section surpassed 20,000 comments...
[Tiring~]
[Rookie Lee Do-hee's 2nd Day of Training Stream!]
Just when everyone thought she would obviously quit streaming, she returned.