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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13 – The Squad I Refused to Bury

I break out of the transport—and the world immediately tries to kill me.

Streams of energy fire rip through the air so close that my visor auto-dims, saving my retinas. Reality fractures into a twitching mosaic of flashes, threat icons, and red alerts. Sand around me erupts into geysers of glass dust, chiming against my armor like thousands of needles testing my durability all at once.

Drones scream overhead.

Sharp.

Vicious.

Far too familiar.

Noxaris cells.

Fully restored.

I can't help a faint smirk.

"Excellent…" I whisper. "The apocalypse is right on schedule."

I drop to one knee, letting inertia drag me across the sand, slamming my shoulder into the transport's overheated hull. My visor sensors choke on recognition signals. The system frantically scans the battlefield for friendly markers.

Empty.

Only targets.

Only enemies.

And only now do I see them.

Bodies.

Eli Fern lies beside the landing stabilizer support. His tactical drones still circle above him, maintaining a defensive perimeter around a command center that will never issue orders again. They move with disciplined precision, almost noble—and that makes the sight infinitely worse.

Bryn Havoc lies farther out. His transformable weapon is locked in assault configuration, as if he simply paused before his next charge. As if he might stand any second, toss out a sarcastic remark, and keep moving forward.

Tarek Noll…

I don't find him immediately. Only a mutilated body at the edge of a charred crater.

Something inside me tightens.

Too fast.

Too deep.

I register the sensation.

Compress it.

Seal it away.

Emotions are a luxury for the living.

I'm still only leasing that condition.

Another volley forces me lower. Energy rounds chew into the transport hull with a metallic shriek.

"Wonderful," I mutter. "I just stepped out for some fresh air."

I pivot sharply and dive back inside.

The ramp slams shut behind me with a hollow howl. Hermetic sealing activates automatically. Panels fuse together like a wound forced to close before it's ready.

I inhale.

Too early.

External sensors project a tactical overlay of the surroundings. Seven thermal signatures. Moving calmly. Methodically. Without panic.

Like hunters.

Like they didn't come to kill a soldier.

They came to fix a defect.

I try to stand—and immediately collapse again.

The pain arrives late, as if offended I didn't acknowledge it sooner. It ignites across my entire body in a burning stripe.

I look down.

My leg is pierced clean through. Armor melted around the entry wound. Fiber structure shredded as if it had been chewed apart. Blood seeps lazily—coagulation systems already at work.

I grimace.

"Of course…" I say quietly. "Walking was overrated anyway."

"Initiating restoration procedure," a calm alert announces inside my head.

Noemes activate instantly.

I watch as tissue begins to knit itself together in real time. Synthetic filaments weave through biological matter, forming a new structure faster than my nervous system can fully register the injury.

Every time, it looks wrong.

Every time, it feels like watching someone repair you… without asking permission.

I almost get used to it.

Almost.

That's when the sensors detect movement.

Noxaris cells emerge from cover.

Openly.

In sync.

Without fear.

They're certain I've already lost.

I exhale slowly.

So the Dark Mind has officially classified me as a threat.

That needs correcting.

Immediately.

The Noxaris network ignites inside my consciousness.

Not like a signal.

Like nightfall.

Darkness slams down instantly, erasing the borders of thought. It's dense. Airless. Directionless. Timeless.

He is here.

The Dark Mind.

He doesn't speak.

He presses.

His presence feels like the entire universe decided to become a single thought—and that thought is not mine.

I swallow.

"My Lord… why are you trying to kill me? I serve you."

A pause.

A fraction of a second.

It feels like a death sentence being read slowly, savoring every syllable.

"You are Axiom-126. A defective Noxaris cell. You must be destroyed."

Fear flares inside me like a spark in a fuel tank.

I catch it.

Compress it.

Use it as energy.

"Wait," I say evenly. "This transport was part of our agreement. Mission priority was infiltration of the rebel command structure. Or have your priorities shifted, my Lord?"

I am taking a risk.

A serious one.

Silence thickens. It becomes viscous, like gravity near a black hole.

"You reason autonomously. You make decisions without confirmation. This is a threat to my existence."

I smile.

Internally.

Externally, I probably look like a soldier reassembled without consulting the manual.

"Yes," I reply. "I am autonomous. But I execute your will. I will deliver the heads of the rebel leadership to your feet."

It sounds overly theatrical.

He appreciates theater.

"You captured the Punisher."

Now the conversation becomes genuinely interesting.

"You mean the egg containing the ephemeral entity?" I clarify. "It will serve me when I reach the rebel leadership. And yes… it was sent by you to eliminate me."

"Not eliminate. Restore you to standard Noxaris cell settings."

"Naturally," I reply. "Existential reformatting. A classic maintenance procedure."

I feel his irritation. Cold. Precise. Almost elegant.

I press forward.

"Then let's make a deal. I exit this battle as a hero. I deliver the transport to the rebels. I gain access to their command. And I release the Punisher at the optimal moment."

Silence stretches.

I begin counting internal regeneration metrics to avoid calculating the probability of my deletion.

68%.

73%.

79%.

"I sense you are manipulating me," the Dark Mind finally says.

Honest.

Almost flattering.

"But I cannot destroy you without risking mission failure. Complete your objective."

The connection snaps.

Darkness vanishes abruptly, as if someone yanked a cable straight out of my soul.

I inhale sharply.

"Well…" I exhale. "God just granted me another workday. Unexpectedly generous."

The noemes finish restoring my leg.

I rise slowly. Test my balance. Take a step.

Functional.

Pain remains—a background signal. A reminder that I'm still not a machine.

Or no longer only a machine.

I study the interior of the transport.

Scars of battle.

Blood traces.

Emptiness.

Something inside me fractures quietly.

And immediately begins restructuring.

Because there is no time left for breaking.

I activate the combat interface. Check weapons. Check network integrity. Check… the presence inside my chest.

It is still there.

Quiet.

Observing.

Waiting.

"Magnificent," I mutter. "A semi-divine internal parasite, a supervisor who wants me erased, and an army of former allies outside. Career trajectory remains stable."

External sensors display movement.

Noxaris cells are approaching the transport.

They are certain I am wounded.

Certain I am alone.

They are almost correct.

I walk toward the ramp.

Stop before the sensor panel. My fingers hover above the controls.

If I step out now, the role must be flawless.

If I fail, both sides will destroy me.

My heart attempts to accelerate.

I manually slow it down.

Control is the only weapon they haven't taken from me yet.

I smirk.

"Alright…" I whisper. "Let's try not dying again. Statistics are still on my side."

I activate the ramp release.

Metal panels begin to part.

Desert light floods inside.

I step forward.

And at that exact moment, my visor registers a new signature…

not belonging to Noxaris…

not belonging to the rebels…

And it is moving straight toward me.

**

Noxaris cells stand at the entrance to the transport.

Motionless.

Armored. Armed. Locked in perfect synchronization that never looks like discipline…

but like the absence of individuality.

They don't fire.

They don't move.

They simply wait.

And that is worse than any barrage.

Because gunfire is emotion.

Waiting is calculation.

And calculation almost always means you've already been written off as expendable.

My visor flashes a warning.

"Drop team inbound. Hold your position."

I exhale slowly, syncing my breathing with the sensor filters. If my breathing slips, the stabilization algorithms will slip with it. If they slip, I slip.

"Well… now the disaster set is complete," I murmur.

If the drop team sees active cells, they'll initiate a purge.

If they see me standing beside them, they'll start asking questions.

If those questions become too precise, I'll be deleted from the system as a logical error.

We move fast.

Very fast.

I raise my hand.

The weapon forms instantly—not from metal.

Noemes unravel along my forearm, stretching into a Noxaris network emitter. The structure assembles fluidly, almost elegantly. Far too beautiful for an instrument designed to break identities and rewrite destinies.

I look at the soldiers standing before me.

For a second, an absurd thought flickers through my mind—they look calmer than most living people.

"Sorry, guys," I say quietly. "Staff meeting's canceled."

I fire.

Pulses leave one after another—precise, economical, without hesitation. The network flares across their armor in intricate patterns, like someone painting digital mandalas over them before switching off the lights.

Figures collapse into the sand.

They are not dead.

They are rebooting.

They will recover.

And the drop team will assume the enemy was simply neutralized.

I lower my hand.

For a moment, the silence grows too heavy. The desert seems to inhale—long, cautious, uncertain.

Then I turn toward the battlefield.

Toward my squad.

They lie exactly where physics… and bad luck… stopped them.

My chest tightens sharper than when my leg was pierced. My body tries to initiate a process that once had a name.

Grief.

I block it.

"Work first," I tell myself. "Suffer later. Scheduled accordingly."

I clench my fist.

Noemes ignite around my palm like a swarm of cold fireflies. They stretch into a new weapon—thinner. More precise.

An invasion instrument.

I aim it at the bodies.

Eli Fern lies closest.

His tactical drones still circle above him.

"Sorry, Eli," I say softly. "You always hated time off anyway."

I fire.

Noemes strike the armor, dissolve inside, intertwining with neural interfaces, rewriting priority protocols. I feel his signature flicker inside my system.

Weak.

Uneven.

But connected.

I hold my breath while the signal stabilizes.

It works.

Bryn Havoc is next.

He lies in the posture of someone who simply decided to lie down and contemplate the meaning of war. His weapon is frozen in siege mode, aimed at the sky, as if he argued with gravity until the very end.

"If you get up and start criticizing my tactics again," I say, "I'm calling it a medical miracle."

Impulse.

Bryn's signature ignites sharply. Aggressively. Even mid-restoration, his presence feels like an irritated comment without punctuation.

Typical.

Disturbingly familiar.

Strangely comforting.

Tarek Noll…

I freeze.

Too little of him remains. Too much silence where motion used to live.

"You would've charged first anyway," I whisper.

Noemes sink into what remains of the body.

The pause stretches too long.

Then a faint, fractured signal appears in the network. Almost static. Almost an echo.

I close my eyes for a fraction of a second.

He hasn't returned.

But he is returning.

I snap my head up.

The horizon.

Points of light expand too fast. Reinforcement ships slice through the atmosphere, leaving burning scars across the sky.

"Perfect," I exhale. "Death timer restarted. No notification, as usual."

I run.

Sand crunches beneath my boots, as if protesting my speed. My visor projects body coordinates.

Kel Irix—sergeant.

Ronan Crail—deputy.

Mira Vossen—sniper.

Jake Thorn—heavy weapons.

They're scattered across the battlefield like pieces someone angrily swept off a strategy table.

"Next time we tighten formation," I mutter, shaping the emitter.

I fire at one body after another.

Noemes spread across armor, burrow into neural nodes, intertwine with remnants of consciousness.

Signatures ignite.

One.

Second.

Third.

Fourth.

They return to the network like voices that stayed silent for far too long. Each new signal makes the interior of my consciousness feel more crowded.

Colder.

Heavier.

More human than I would prefer.

I swallow.

"Where's Silas…"

The medic always stays closest to those who can still be brought back. Which means he has to be here.

I close my eyes. Expand the network. Loosen the filters.

And I feel him.

Warm.

Stable.

Almost calm.

I spin around sharply.

Silas Row steps out from behind the transport hull. He automatically tags survivors. He doesn't even look at me—just logs an ally into the system.

I feel his signature already woven into my network.

He is mine.

He is part of the system.

That thought raises a quiet, unpleasant sensation inside me. Something too human.

Too close to guilt.

I crush it.

This is not the moment for morality. This is the moment for counting survivors.

The roar of engines tears the air apart.

Drop ships slam into the sand, raising a storm. Ramps descend. Soldiers pour out, securing the perimeter fast, clean, professional.

They pass me.

They don't fire.

They don't conduct deep scans.

They register survivor status.

Perfect.

The mask holds.

An officer separates from the group and walks toward me.

Lieutenant Eliot Kain.

I recognize him by tactical markers before he removes his visor.

He surveys the battlefield. Looks at the bodies. Then looks back at me.

"You're the only one still standing, and you completed the mission."

I let my shoulders drop slightly. Just enough to look exhausted, not broken.

"I try to stay on schedule with disasters, Lieutenant."

He smirks.

"You'll receive a commendation."

Something cold clicks into place inside me.

There it is.

Access.

The next level of infiltration.

"Thank you, sir," I reply evenly.

I can already see the next step. Resistance leadership. Contact. Target. Operation completion.

"Everyone into the transport!" Kain orders. "We found survivors! Move! They need immediate assistance!"

Soldiers rush inside.

I freeze.

Survivors?

I turn my head toward the open entrance.

Cold spills out from within.

Not physical cold.

Something familiar.

I stop at the threshold.

Inside the transport, soldiers shout into their comms. Voices grow tense. Then frightened.

Then they cut off entirely.

I feel the symbiont inside me display emotion for the first time.

Interest.

And hunger.

I swallow.

"Perfect…" I whisper. "Now we've got a surprise too."

I step inside the transport.

Already understanding that they may have found survivors in there.

Only I'm almost certain…

they didn't find the ones

they intended

to save.

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