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Chapter 37 - Chapter 37 — The Year Between Us

It did not happen overnight.

She did not wake up suddenly healed.

She did not smile one morning and say she felt fine.

It took nearly a year.

A year of slow breathing.

A year of medicine, therapy, silence, and fragile beginnings.

A year of Ren Mori unlearning everything he once believed made him powerful.

The first months were the hardest.

Seren's body stabilized gradually after that night—after his confession, after her whispered "got you," after the temple that may or may not have existed.

Her breathing returned to normal.

The unexplained weakness faded little by little.

But she remained fragile.

Not physically alone.

Emotionally.

Some days she spoke normally.

Other days she withdrew, staring at the sea for hours.

Ren never forced conversation again.

He learned.

He waited.

He changed in ways even his men noticed.

He no longer entered her room without knocking.

He no longer touched her unless she nodded first.

The first time he asked, "May I sit beside you?" the servants outside nearly dropped what they were holding.

Seren had blinked at him, surprised.

"You're asking?"

"Yes."

A pause.

"…You can."

That single permission felt heavier than any empire he controlled.

Feeding her became a quiet ritual.

She had lost weight during her illness.

She ate slowly.

Often too little.

Ren would sit across from her with a bowl and spoon, watching carefully.

"Three more bites," he'd say softly.

She would glare faintly.

"I'm not a child."

"I know."

"Then stop counting."

"Two more bites."

She would sigh but comply.

Some evenings, when she was too tired, he would sit beside her and hold the spoon near her lips.

She would stare at him suspiciously.

"You look ridiculous."

"I don't care."

"You do."

"Open your mouth."

She would narrow her eyes.

Then open it anyway.

Sometimes she'd purposely bite the spoon lightly just to annoy him.

He'd look offended.

"Are you trying to injure me?"

"Maybe."

It became their strange kind of peace.

He never touched her without permission.

If she leaned against him first, he would freeze for half a second before carefully wrapping an arm around her.

If she reached for his hand, he would look at her like she had handed him something priceless.

One evening, she fell asleep sitting upright on the couch while reading.

Her head tilted slowly.

Almost falling.

Ren moved instinctively—then stopped himself mid-motion.

"Seren," he whispered softly.

No response.

He hesitated.

Then very gently, he slid one hand behind her back and the other under her knees.

"May I?" he murmured, even though she was asleep.

He carried her to bed.

Tucked the blanket carefully around her.

He stayed sitting on the floor beside the bed for an hour, just watching.

Afraid that if he touched her wrong, she might vanish again.

But the world outside the island did not pause for healing.

Ren had been away from the mainland far too long.

His empire—illegal trade routes, silent partnerships, controlled territories—required presence.

And absence bred opportunists.

Reports started coming in.

Delayed shipments.

Intercepted funds.

A rival group expanding aggressively.

One of his trusted lieutenants sent a message bluntly:

"They think you're weak."

Ren almost laughed.

If only they knew.

He wasn't weak.

He was distracted.

And distraction in his world was dangerous.

One night, while Seren slept peacefully, Ren stood on the balcony speaking quietly on the phone.

"Yes," he said coldly. "Handle it."

A pause.

"No mistakes."

Another pause.

"I'll come if necessary."

He ended the call.

Seren's voice came softly from behind him.

"You're needed there."

He turned.

She was leaning against the doorframe, wrapped in a light shawl.

"How long have you been standing there?"

"Long enough."

Silence settled between them.

He hated this part.

"Listen to me," he said finally. "I have to go to the mainland. Just for a while. A few days. Maybe a week."

Her expression didn't change much.

"I'll go with you."

His answer was immediate.

"No."

Her brows lifted slightly.

"Why?"

"I can't take any risk."

"I'm not fragile anymore."

He stepped closer.

"It's not about fragility."

"It's about control?" she asked quietly.

He flinched faintly.

"No. It's about safety."

She held his gaze.

"Then bring more security."

"Seren."

His tone sharpened slightly.

Then softened immediately.

"I can't focus there if I'm worried about you every second."

She studied him.

"You think I'll disappear again?"

His jaw tightened.

"I won't survive it twice."

Silence.

Then she sighed softly.

"…Fine. But don't take too long."

He exhaled in relief.

"Thank you."

She tilted her head slightly.

"Don't thank me like I'm doing you a favor."

He almost smiled.

"I am."

He left the next morning.

The island felt quieter without him.

Seren noticed.

Not because she needed him to breathe anymore.

But because his presence had become… familiar.

Annoyingly so.

She sat in the garden one afternoon, reading, when she caught herself glancing toward the path he usually walked.

She frowned at herself.

Ridiculous.

When he returned a week later, the first thing he did wasn't check his office.

He walked straight to her room.

He paused outside.

Knocked.

She opened the door before he could call her name.

They stood there.

Looking at each other.

"You're late," she said calmly.

"It's been exactly seven days."

"Seven days and four hours."

He blinked.

"…You counted?"

She turned and walked back inside.

"I was bored."

He followed, a faint warmth spreading through his chest.

"I handled it," he said quietly.

"Did you kill anyone?"

A pause.

"Yes."

She didn't react dramatically.

Just nodded slightly.

"Then don't lie about what you are."

He stopped walking.

"I'm trying to be better."

"For me?"

"Yes."

She looked at him over her shoulder.

"Then come eat. I won't finish alone."

He didn't answer.

He simply followed.

Peace returned.

For a while.

The island felt stable.

Seren's health improved significantly.

She laughed sometimes now.

Small laughs.

Rare ones.

But real.

One evening, she tried to cook.

Ren insisted on supervising.

"You're hovering," she said flatly.

"You nearly burned the onions."

"That was intentional."

"No, it wasn't."

She turned suddenly and shoved a small piece of carrot toward his mouth.

"Eat it."

He blinked.

"Raw?"

"Yes."

He opened his mouth obediently.

She watched him chew with intense seriousness.

"Well?"

"It's… a carrot."

She rolled her eyes.

"You're useless."

He smiled faintly.

"If useless makes you smile, I'll take it."

She paused.

Then turned away quickly.

He pretended not to notice the faint pink in her ears.

But peace does not stay long in Ren Mori's world.

It never does.

The night it happened was quiet.

Too quiet.

They were asleep.

Seren's head rested against his shoulder—something she had begun doing unconsciously.

Ren woke instantly.

A sound.

Footsteps.

Wrong rhythm.

Not his guards.

His eyes opened slowly.

Four shadows slipped through the balcony entrance.

Silenced weapons.

Professional.

Fast.

They weren't his men.

His enemies had found the island.

One aimed directly at the bed.

At her.

Ren moved before the first shot fully aligned.

He rolled off the bed, pulling Seren down with him.

Gunfire cracked through the room.

He grabbed the hidden weapon beneath the bedside table.

His movements were precise.

Cold.

Efficient.

The first intruder dropped before he finished blinking.

The second lunged forward.

Ren shot him at close range.

Blood sprayed against the wall.

The third tried to retreat.

Too slow.

The fourth fired wildly.

A bullet grazed Ren's shoulder.

He didn't even react.

Within seconds—

Silence.

Four bodies on the floor.

Smoke hanging heavy in the air.

Seren was on the ground behind the bed.

Eyes wide.

Breathing fast.

Ren turned slowly.

Fear hit him like a delayed explosion.

Not fear of enemies.

Fear of her reaction.

This was how it started before.

Violence.

Blood.

Him.

He dropped the gun immediately.

"Seren—"

She stared at him.

His heart pounded violently.

Please don't look at me like that again.

Please don't go cold.

He opened his mouth to speak—

But she moved first.

She rushed toward him.

"Are you hurt?!"

He froze.

Her hands grabbed his face, turning it left and right, searching frantically.

"There's blood—"

"It's not mine," he said quickly.

Her fingers slid down to his shoulder.

He hissed faintly.

Her eyes widened.

"You're bleeding!"

"It's nothing."

"Nothing?" she snapped.

Her voice trembled.

"You think this is nothing?"

He stared at her.

Confused.

She looked angry.

Scared.

But not distant.

Not cold.

She pressed her palm against his shoulder wound, trying to stop the bleeding.

"Sit down," she ordered.

He obeyed instantly.

She tore fabric from the sheet, wrapping it around him tightly.

Her hands shook slightly.

"You could have died," she whispered.

He watched her.

"You're not… afraid of me?" he asked quietly.

She looked up sharply.

"Why would I be?"

"Because of this."

He gestured to the bodies.

To the blood.

To what he is.

She held his gaze firmly.

"You killed them to protect me."

Silence.

"That's not the same as before," she said.

His chest tightened.

"You don't hate me?"

Her expression softened slightly.

"I would hate you if you let them kill me."

A strange sound escaped him.

Almost a laugh.

Almost a sob.

She finished tying the bandage.

Then, unexpectedly—

She leaned forward.

Wrapped her arms around him.

Carefully.

Mindful of the wound.

His body went completely still.

He didn't move.

Didn't breathe.

Afraid he might ruin it.

"You're shaking," she murmured.

"I'm not."

"You are."

He swallowed.

"I thought you'd look at me differently again."

She pulled back slightly.

Her hand cupped his cheek.

"I know what you are."

Her thumb brushed faintly under his eye.

"But I also know who you are to me."

His breath caught.

"And that," she whispered, "is not something I hate."

He closed his eyes.

Relief flooded him so intensely it hurt.

For the first time since the night she almost vanished—

He felt steady.

Not because the world was calm.

But because she was still there.

And this time—

She chose him back.

To Be Continued…

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