Ren gasped as he woke, slumped over the table in the library.
His lungs burned as if he had been holding his breath underwater. The sudden return of weight—of gravity, of time—pressed down on him all at once. His fingers dug into the wooden edge of the table instinctively, nails scraping softly against the surface as though he needed proof that he was solid, that he hadn't dissolved along with the glowing forest.
The book lay open beneath his hands.
Its pages were still.
The symbols that had once pulsed with quiet light were now nothing more than ink—old, uneven, almost careless in their strokes. Whatever warmth had flowed through them moments ago had vanished, leaving behind only paper and silence.
Ren stared at it for several seconds too long.
The library was the same as before. Too same. Rows of shelves stood unmoving, their shadows long and dull beneath the fluorescent lights. The air smelled faintly of dust and aging paper. Somewhere, far away,
a clock ticked—steady, indifferent.
No glowing spores.
No forest.
No voice that knew his pain.
His chest tightened.
Slowly, Ren pushed himself upright. The movement made his head spin slightly, and he had to steady himself against the table. His hands came up to his face without conscious thought, palms pressing hard against his eyes as if he could physically block out whatever remained behind them.
His fingers trembled.
Get a grip, he told himself. You fell asleep. That's all.
But his heart refused to slow.
Images clung to him with unsettling clarity—the way light bent between the trees, the warmth of the stream, the softness in her eyes when she looked at him as though he mattered. Dreams weren't supposed to feel that complete. They weren't supposed to leave behind warmth in your chest.
Ren dragged his hands down his face and exhaled shakily.
He closed the book.
The sound echoed louder than it should have.
Without looking back, he gathered his bag and walked toward the exit. Each step felt heavier than the last, like he was moving against an invisible current pulling him backward—toward the table, toward the book, toward a world that had already begun slipping away.
The automatic doors slid open.
The sky outside split open with thunder.
Rain came down all at once.
Not a gentle drizzle, not a warning mist—but a sudden, relentless downpour that swallowed the street in seconds. Thick drops struck the pavement with sharp, violent sounds, bouncing back into the air like shattered glass. The world blurred instantly, colors smearing together under the weight of the rain.
Ren stepped out anyway.
Cold water soaked into his clothes almost immediately, seeping through fabric and clinging to his skin. His hair plastered itself to his forehead, rain running down his face until he couldn't tell where the sky ended and he
began.
He didn't care.
As he walked, the city dissolved into noise—engines hissing through waterlogged streets, distant horns, footsteps splashing past him without pause. Neon signs flickered weakly through the rain, their reflections trembling in puddles like broken mirrors.
Was it all fantasy? he thought.
Maybe it had been nothing more than his mind giving him what reality refused to offer. Maybe exhaustion and grief had finally crossed a line inside him, weaving comfort out of desperation.
But then why did it feel like something had been taken from him?
Ren clenched his fists as rain dripped from his sleeves. His chest ached—not sharply, but deeply, like the aftershock of a loss he couldn't name.
Maybe, he thought, it was just my brain protecting itself.
The thought didn't comfort him.
By the time he reached his apartment building, he was drenched to the bone. The concrete stairwell smelled of mildew and damp metal. Flickering lights buzzed overhead as he climbed, each step echoing hollowly.
He unlocked the door.
The moment he stepped inside, the warmth—or lack of it—hit him.
The apartment felt smaller than usual. The air was thick, stale, heavy with unspoken tension. A single light was on in the living room, casting sharp shadows across worn furniture.
His father was there.
Sitting on the couch.
Waiting.
Ren's shoulders tensed instinctively.
"You're late," his father said without looking up.
Ren didn't answer at first. He slipped off his shoes, water pooling on the floor beneath them. His soaked clothes clung uncomfortably to his skin, but he didn't move to change.
"I went to the library," Ren said quietly.
His father scoffed. "Again?"
There was no concern in the word. Only irritation.
"You think books are going to fix your life?" his father continued, finally glancing at him. His eyes were tired, sharp, permanently edged with disappointment. "You waste time while bills pile up. While responsibilities sit here, waiting."
Ren swallowed.
"I'm trying," he said.
"That's what you always say."
Silence stretched between them, thick and suffocating. The rain tapped against the windows relentlessly, a dull, endless sound.
Ren's gaze drifted toward the framed photo on the shelf.
His mother.
Her smile felt like something from another lifetime.
His father noticed the direction of his gaze and stood abruptly. "Don't look at that," he snapped. "You weren't the one holding everything together."
The words hit harder than expected.
Ren's jaw tightened, but he said nothing. He had learned long ago that silence was safer than defense.
"Go change," his father muttered. "You're dripping all over the floor."
Ren turned and walked down the narrow hallway. Each step felt heavier than the last, his body moving on autopilot while his mind drifted somewhere far away—somewhere quiet.
He closed his bedroom door behind him.
Locked it.
The sound was final.
His room was dim, lit only by the weak glow of a streetlight leaking through the curtains. The familiar clutter—books, scattered notes, a bed that looked perpetually unmade—felt strangely distant, like a replica of a space he once lived in.
Ren sank onto the edge of the bed.
His thoughts began to spiral.
His mother's voice echoed faintly in his memory—not clearly, not fully. Just fragments. Warmth. Safety. A time before everything felt sharp and exhausting.
I couldn't even remember you properly, he thought bitterly.
The ache in his chest deepened.
He lay back, staring at the ceiling. Rain shadows danced faintly across it as cars passed outside, their lights briefly illuminating the cracks.
If the fantasy wasn't real, he thought, why does this feel worse?
His eyelids grew heavy, thoughts blurring together—his mother's face, the woman in the forest, the glow of the stream, the silence of the apartment.
Eventually, exhaustion claimed him.
Ren fell asleep.
At first, his dreams were empty.
Then—
A faint glow appeared.
Soft. Pulsing.
The room grew colder.
Something moved.
A small light floated near the foot of his bed, flickering uncertainly like a candle in the dark. Another appeared. Then another.
The shadows in the room stretched unnaturally, crawling up the walls.
A familiar chirping sound echoed softly.
Ren's breath slowed.
The Lumispry hovered beside his bed, its tiny form glowing brighter in the darkness. It tilted its head, eyes shining with gentle curiosity.
More shapes emerged from the shadows—soft outlines, glowing eyes, silhouettes that didn't belong to the real world.
The room darkened further.
Lights died.
Sound vanished.
Dark.
Too dark.
And somewhere in the silence, something waited.
To be continued …