~fate of sadness
After when noah left freya on the terrace she stood still tears falling from her cheeks eyes were red. She started feeling cold. He left with nothing but a pale of sadness.
~FREYA POV
Now it is that where he is and where I am. Once again he left without telling me anything. I don't know where to find you, I don't know where you are. I am done, I am just tired of missing you, I am tired of chasing people. everyone left me at the end that's the ending. My mother my family too they left me without saying a word doesn't mean that they are dead but still they haven't. Now the only one I have after my sister gargi, It was you. You can't do that...
I wiped my tears from my shirt cleaned up my face and headed straight towards my flat.
When I reached there about to open the door I saw a bouquet again of the same flowers. I didn't check who sent me just took that to trash as they remind me everytime of noah there was an letter again attached to it I took it in my pocket to read it in my home.
I readed it. It was from Theo again.
Saying "sorry for last time, you left without saying anything with a guy I didn't meant to interfere but I just wanna say that take care".
How stupid who even send flowers for saying that. This all, all this started irritating me why.
Suddenly someone came to my door rang the bell I ran over there opened the door and I saw. 'Grace--?'
"Can I come inside" she said.
"Yes please"
"You know what he choosed"
"What"
"He choosed to remove his own existence to save you". Grace said.
"and you agreed. You listened him but not to me who said to save him".
"I don't listen to anyone, I gave him choice. You can listen everytime he screams but I listened when he whispered with tears outside your operation theatre to save you"đź’—
"I'm giving choice to you too listen me, if you want him to be exist he will and you too. But not in the way you know eachother. every memory related to you he will forget and same with you, you both would exist where you can't recognise eachother. Do you want it or want to suffer more with his memories?"
Her words choked me from inside I don't know what to do or what to being without his existence would hurt but where I can't recognise him that would hurt more, but what matters is his existence. He is not here because of me I have to do that even though I didn't want.
"yess I would do that". I said.
She held my hand, my all memories related to him replaying in my mind and I didn't knew when I fell asleep.
Does his existence will matters without her?🍂