Ephemerality (n) : the quality or state of something lasting for only a very short time, the transient nature of the way things go.
Though my life blended through the 4 years I spent in Sekai International Academy. I was ready to believe I'd exist in a better place. Even if it meant leaving behind parts of me I left and parts of everyone I'd carry. My pondering left me hazed on the backseat, Something made my uncle's voice audible to me from the passengers seat.
"Its for the best" My Uncle Dex lightly spoke, looking at me from the rear mirror.
I know.
"You know. esther." He paused almost hesitating
I sighed, the air condensing on the window I was leaning on.
I was sixteen this time. sixteen and clueless, I may have thought this was the point everything would go the way I'd vision but again. I was too greedy.
I spent nearly my whole life in that academy, I found love and I lived with the hate, It broke my heart every second as I yearned for one more moment back so I could've said a proper farewell to them...
Sekai Academy was a delinquent dominated institution, almost ruled from the student body, not exactly democratic to be exact, it had to be the worst sorry excuse of a collection of Rich, Spoilt, Mindless kids who got the early access to their parents money and decide to use it to terrorize other kids, a clear system of ranking, while in the mid lowest rank C I had no trouble getting my way around But I was sure to witness cases of kids.. No, My friends who didnt. I saw people suffering behind closed doors nobody would dare go near, And Multiple cases of illegally Unrecorded deaths that seemed myths to the student body. Your either there to prey or be the prey, usually unwillingly.
But you know whats funny, No matter the circumstances, the cruel air that'd sting my throat dry, the hindsight of so little justice, I still found love where I was, I was prepared to leave that place empty handed like I have now, But It really hurts knowing I had everything to lose.
And Kuro? Will I ever be able to see him again, And My bestfriends?
A sigh circulated the pressure in the car, I could sense my uncle catching rare glimpses of me from the front passenger seat, He may have anticipated seeing me cry for the first time in a while but I wasnt gonna let him have it.
I looked my right leaning against the cold glass, and rested my eyes only to doze off quietly.