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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4 - What we didn't say

The hallway felt different after that.

Not darker.

Not quieter.

Just… heavier.

Mike walked beside Jane, the space between them small again but careful this time. The laughter from earlier still echoed somewhere in his head, like it had pressed a pause button on something neither of them knew how to restart.

Jane broke the silence first.

"So… did you find what you were looking for?" she asked, pretending to adjust the strap of her bag.

Mike nodded. "Yeah. My notebook."

He didn't mention that he had already forgotten what was inside it.

They stopped near the school gates. Students passed by, talking about homework, buses, weekend plans. Normal things. Things that made what had almost happened feel unreal—like a scene meant only for the two of them.

Jane looked up at him. "Today was… fun."

"Yeah," Mike said quickly. "It was."

Another pause.

This one wasn't awkward.

It was cautious.

Jane smiled, softer than before. "See you tomorrow?"

Mike smiled back. "Tomorrow."

She turned and walked away, not looking back this time. Mike watched until she disappeared beyond the gate, then let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding.

That night, Mike lay on his bed staring at the ceiling.

He replayed the moment in the hallway again and again—the closeness, the silence, the way Jane's voice had dropped when she spoke. He wondered what would've happened if the laughter hadn't interrupted them.

Would they have crossed that invisible line?

He rolled onto his side and picked up his phone. Jane's name sat quietly at the top of his chat list.

He typed.

Deleted.

Typed again.

Mike: Today was nice.

Three dots appeared almost instantly.

Jane: Yeah. It really was.

Mike smiled at the screen.

That was enough.

For now.

The next day at school, everything looked the same—but felt different.

When Mike entered the classroom, Jane was already there, sitting by the window. Sunlight fell across her desk, and when she noticed him, she smiled. Not the friendly kind. Something warmer. Something meant only for him.

He sat beside her.

Neither of them mentioned yesterday.

They didn't have to.

Their shoulders brushed once while reaching for the same book. Jane laughed quietly, and Mike felt his heart do something stupid again.

At lunch, they talked about random things—teachers, movies, how unfair exams were. But between the words, something else existed. Unspoken. Growing.

As the bell rang, Jane packed her bag and looked at him.

"You coming?" she asked.

Mike stood up. "Yeah."

They walked out together, side by side, not touching—but closer than before.

Some feelings don't need to be named to be real.

And some stories don't rush.

They wait.

The walk home felt shorter than usual.

They didn't talk much this time. Not because there was nothing to say, but because everything felt like it mattered too much. Jane kicked a small pebble on the road as they walked. Mike noticed how she slowed her steps to match his without even realizing it.

"Do you ever feel like…" Jane started, then stopped.

Mike looked at her. "Like what?"

She hesitated, then smiled lightly. "Like days can change without warning."

He nodded. "Yeah. I do."

They stopped at the corner where their paths separated. Jane turned to face him, holding her bag in front of her like a shield.

"Well," she said, "this is me."

"Yeah," Mike replied, a little disappointed by how final that sounded.

For a moment, neither of them moved. Cars passed. Someone laughed in the distance. Life continued around them, impatient and loud, while they stood there quietly.

Jane took a step back, then paused. "Mike?"

"Yeah?"

"I'm glad we're… friends."

The word landed carefully between them.

Mike smiled, even though part of him wondered if it meant only friends. "Me too."

She waved and turned away. This time, Mike didn't wait for her to disappear. He turned in the opposite direction, hands in his pockets, heart heavier and lighter at the same time.

Later that evening, Jane sat on her bed, scrolling through old photos on her phone. Random things. School events. Group pictures. Then one photo caught her attention—taken months ago in class, where Mike was in the background, half-laughing at something someone had said.

She didn't remember why she'd kept it.

She locked her phone and stared at the wall.

"Why now?" she whispered to herself.

The next few days passed in small moments.

Shared glances during class. Quiet jokes written in the margins of notebooks. Sitting closer than necessary during lunch. Nothing dramatic. Nothing obvious.

But everyone noticed.

Archi raised an eyebrow once. Someone else whispered. Jane pretended not to hear. Mike pretended not to care.

What mattered was the way Jane waited for him outside class.

The way Mike always saved a seat beside him.

One afternoon, as they stood by the lockers, Jane leaned closer and said softly, "You know… we never finished that conversation in the hallway."

Mike's breath caught. "Which one?"

"The one we didn't have."

Their eyes met again. The hallway was loud this time, full of students, but the world around them faded just a little.

"Maybe," Mike said quietly, "some conversations need the right moment."

Jane smiled. "Then we'll wait."

And for the first time, waiting didn't feel like fear.

It felt like hope.

The week moved forward quietly, like it was afraid to interrupt something.

Mike started noticing things he hadn't before—the way Jane twirled her pen when she was thinking, how she always folded the corner of her notebook pages instead of using bookmarks, the slight pause she took before saying his name. Small details, but they stayed with him longer than they should have.

One afternoon, the teacher dismissed the class early. Chairs scraped against the floor as everyone rushed out, but Jane stayed seated, staring at her open notebook.

"You okay?" Mike asked.

She nodded, then shook her head. "Yeah. Just… tired."

He sat back down beside her. The classroom slowly emptied, leaving behind a low hum of silence. Sunlight filtered through the windows, catching dust in the air.

Jane closed her notebook. "Do you think people can feel the same thing but be scared for different reasons?"

Mike didn't answer right away. He understood the question more than he wanted to admit.

"I think," he said carefully, "some people are scared of losing what they already have."

Jane looked at him then, really looked at him. "And others?"

"Others are scared of wanting more."

The silence returned, heavier this time, but not uncomfortable. Jane rested her elbows on the desk, her chin on her hands.

"Which one are you?" she asked softly.

Mike felt his heart thump. "I don't know yet."

She smiled, not disappointed. Understanding.

When they finally left the classroom, the hallway was nearly empty. Their footsteps echoed as they walked side by side, close enough that their arms brushed again. Neither of them moved away.

Jane slowed down. Mike slowed with her.

For a second, it felt like the world had narrowed to that space between them—so small, yet impossible to cross.

Jane stopped walking.

"So," she said quietly, "if we're not rushing anything…"

Mike swallowed. "Yeah?"

"…then it's okay to stay like this for a while."

He nodded. "More than okay."

She stepped forward, just a little. Close enough that he could smell her shampoo, feel the warmth of her presence. They didn't touch. They didn't need to.

Jane smiled, eyes steady. "Good."

Then, like before, the moment passed—not broken, just paused. She turned and continued walking, and Mike followed, knowing something had shifted again.

Not into something named.

But into something real.

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