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Chapter 13 - the weight of truth

The oppressive silence of the Blackwood Forest was slowly being replaced by the familiar sounds of the wilderness. The chirping of crickets, the rustling of leaves, the distant hoot of an owl – it was a symphony of life returning to a place that had been tainted by the void. But for the four mages gathered around a crackling fire, the silence was a heavy blanket, thick with unspoken questions and a tension that was almost as palpable as the dimensional corruption they had just faced.

Astraeus sat with his back against a towering oak, his eyes fixed on the dancing flames. He could feel the gazes of his teammates on him, a mixture of curiosity, suspicion, and a fear that he had been dreading since the moment he had been resurrected. He had known this moment would come, but that didn't make it any easier.

Darius, ever the pragmatist, was the first to break the silence. His voice was low, steady, but with an undercurrent of steel that demanded answers. "Astraeus. We need to talk."

Astraeus met his gaze, his own expression a mask of exhaustion and resolve. "I know."

Lyra, her usual cheerful demeanor replaced by a quiet intensity, spoke next. Her voice was barely a whisper, but it carried the weight of their shared experience. "That… that shadow. It wasn't just a spirit. It was more. I could feel it. The power… it was ancient. And angry."

Thomas, who had been staring into the fire as if searching for answers in the flames, finally looked up. His eyes, usually so full of confidence and a touch of arrogance, were now filled with a mixture of awe and a deep, unsettling fear. "It was a demon," he said, his voice flat and certain. "I've read about them in the restricted texts. The raw, untamed power, the aura of pure, unadulterated rage… there's no mistaking it."

Astraeus took a deep, shuddering breath. He had a choice to make. He could lie, create a more palatable story, something that would be easier for them to accept. But they had just fought beside him, trusted him with their lives. They deserved more than a convenient fiction. They deserved the truth.

Or at least, a version of it.

"His name is Kha'Zul," he said, his voice quiet but clear, each word carefully chosen. "And you're right, Thomas. He is a demon. A Demon King, to be precise."

The revelation hung in the air, a tangible thing that seemed to suck the warmth from the fire. The faces of his friends were a mixture of shock, disbelief, and a dawning, horrified understanding. He had expected them to recoil, to draw their weapons, to see him as a monster. But they didn't.

Lyra's eyes, wide with a mixture of fear and fascination, were the first to meet his. "A Demon King?" she breathed, the words barely audible.Thomas, his face pale in the firelight, his voice trembling slightly, asked the question that was on all of their minds. "But… how? How is that possible? How are you… alive?"

Astraeus began to speak, his voice low and steady, a stark contrast to the turmoil that was raging within him. He told them about the ruins, about the ill-fated expedition, about his own foolishness that had led to his death. He told them about the God System, about the impossible choice he had been given: accept the power, bind the demon, or let the world burn.

He told them everything, the raw, unbelievable truth of his second life. He laid his soul bare, exposing his deepest fears, his most profound secret. He expected judgment, condemnation, rejection. He expected to be alone once more.

But as he finished his story, as the last words faded into the crackling of the fire, he was met not with anger, but with a profound, heart-wrenching empathy.

Lyra, her eyes shining with unshed tears, was the first to speak. Her voice was soft, but it held a fierce, protective light that warmed him to the core. "You died," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "You died, and you came back. And you've been carrying this… this monster, this burden, all on your own."

Thomas, his usual bravado stripped away, revealing a vulnerability that Astraeus had never seen before, looked at him with a mixture of awe and regret. "You should have told us," he said, his voice hoarse. "We're your friends, Astraeus. We would have helped you. You didn't have to carry this alone."

"I didn't want to put you in danger," Astraeus said, his own voice cracking, the carefully constructed walls around his heart beginning to crumble. "I didn't want you to look at me the way everyone else would. As a monster."

Darius, who had been silent throughout the entire exchange, his expression unreadable, finally stood up. He walked over to Astraeus and placed a heavy, reassuring hand on his shoulder. His voice, when he spoke, was a low, rumbling growl, but it was filled with an unwavering loyalty that resonated deep within Astraeus's soul. "We're not everyone else," he said, his grip tightening. "You're our friend. Our brother. And we're with you. To the end."

Lyra and Thomas stood up as well, their own hands finding their way to Astraeus's shoulders, a silent, powerful gesture of solidarity that spoke volumes. In that moment, surrounded by his friends, their warmth a shield against the cold, lonely darkness that had been his constant companion, Astraeus felt something shift within him. The fear, the shame, the crushing weight of his secret… it was still there, but it was no longer his alone to bear.

He had a team. He had friends. He had a family.

And for the first time since his resurrection, he allowed himself to hope.

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