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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1: The Weight of Years

When Elias Morven was twenty-two, he believed history was a language spoken only by the dead, and that his duty—his privilege—was to listen.

By forty-six, he understood history was written by the living, paid for in blood, and revised by liars.

He had loved history the way other people loved music or God. Dates, causes, consequences—they were not dry facts to him, but the pulse of humanity itself. Empires rose because men believed in something larger than themselves; they fell because those same men forgot the cost of belief. At university, Elias had been known as the quiet one, the man who could quote Thucydides without notes, who argued that wars were never about good or evil, only about power pretending to be virtue.

He earned his degree with honors. A master's, then a doctorate. He wrote papers no one outside academic journals ever read. He applied for teaching positions and research grants, sent his carefully worded CVs into the void of modern employment.

And the void answered with silence.

Adjunct work came and went. Short-term contracts. Lectures to half-empty halls filled with students who saw history as a requirement, not a mirror. Rent rose. His savings thinned. Then his mother fell ill, and hospitals did not accept citations as currency.

When the recruitment office called it service, Elias almost laughed.

But laughter didn't pay for chemotherapy.

So he signed.

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Military life erased individuality with mechanical precision. Hair cut short. Clothes standardized. Speech regulated. Elias was older than most—his body slower, his endurance tested—but his mind adapted with ruthless efficiency. He recognized the system. Every empire trained its soldiers the same way. Obedience first. Identity second. Doubt last—if at all.

When war came, it arrived wrapped in certainty.

They spoke of enemies who hated freedom. Of threats that must be stopped there so they would never reach here. Elias listened, the scholar in him cataloging every phrase. He told himself that this time might be different. That perhaps history had learned something.

He wanted to believe this would be a heroic chapter. A story with clean lines. Good men, bad enemies.

Reality disabused him quickly.

The land they occupied did not look like the maps. The people did not resemble the caricatures. He saw villages emptied by fear long before soldiers arrived. He watched commanders make decisions based not on necessity, but on optics.

He saw children learn the sound of drones before they learned to read.

Comrades died—some instantly, some slowly, calling out names that dissolved into static. Elias survived, not because he was braver, but because history had always favored those unlucky enough to live long enough to remember.

One night, after a village was reduced to ash for reasons that would later be summarized in a classified report, Elias sat alone and understood something with terrifying clarity.

This war would change nothing.

It would not bring peace. It would not protect anyone who mattered. It would simply add another layer of sediment to the endless grave that was history.

When his service ended, he returned home to a country that applauded without listening. People thanked him without wanting details. They wanted symbols, not truths.

History, once his refuge, became unbearable. Every page mirrored his own actions. Every campaign reflected the same lie.

Eventually, there was only exhaustion.

He knelt alone in his apartment, knees pressing into cold floorboards, and prayed to a god he had not spoken to since childhood.

"God," he whispered, voice shaking under the weight of memory, "I know what I've done is unforgivable. I know men like me don't deserve clean endings. But if You are truly forgiving… then forgive me."

His breath hitched.

"I will atone. However You ask. Just let it mean something."

His heart stopped.

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Death did not come as darkness.

It came as wind.

Elias gasped, lungs filling with cold, clean air that burned like life itself. He bolted upright, senses screaming, hands gripping rough canvas beneath him. The smell of smoke, leather, and damp earth filled his nose.

Shouting echoed nearby.

This was not a hospital. Not heaven. Not hell.

He pushed himself upright—and froze.

His body was wrong.

Stronger. Younger. Free of scars, free of pain. His hands were unlined, steady, and when he lifted them, he saw the faint impression of calluses earned not through neglect, but through training.

He was clad in armor—real armor. Polished steel, layered leather, a crimson cloak fastened by a silver clasp bearing a lion rampant crowned by three stars.

A sword lay beside him. Not ceremonial. Balanced. Used.

And as his confusion peaked, memories that were not his own surged forward.

Not dreams.

Knowledge.

Your name is Alaric Valenroth.

The certainty struck him with the weight of revelation.

Alaric Valenroth—second son of House Valenroth, one of the great noble families of the Kingdom of Edravia. Born eighteen years ago in the stone halls of Highcrest Keep. Trained from childhood in statecraft and warfare, not because he was expected to inherit, but because House Valenroth did not produce weak sons.

His father: Duke Reinhardt Valenroth, the Iron Lion of the East, commander of Edravia's eastern legions. A stern man, feared by enemies and respected by allies, whose loyalty to the crown was matched only by his pragmatism.

His mother: Lady Seraphine, dead from fever years ago, remembered as sharp-minded and politically astute, the true architect of the family's alliances.

The kingdom itself unfolded in Elias's mind like a map long studied. Edravia—an old realm, forged through conquest and compromise. Prosperous cities along trade routes, fertile plains, and to the north, the Broken Mountains.

And beyond those mountains: goblin lands.

For centuries, goblins had been a persistent threat—raiders, scavengers, disorganized but numerous. Usually manageable.

Until now.

A stampede.

Tens of thousands unified under war-chiefs, driven by famine, internal strife, or something more ominous. Intelligence was fragmented, but the conclusion was clear: if they reached the city of Redhaven, the eastern bulwark of the kingdom, it would fall.

So the decision had been made.

House Valenroth would march first.

Not to win.

To delay.

Alaric—Elias—felt the weight of it settle into his bones with familiar cruelty. This was a maneuver history loved. A smaller, elite force sent to bleed so that walls could be manned, militias raised, civilians evacuated.

A sacrifice wrapped in honor.

A man approached the tent and dropped to one knee.

"My lord," he said, voice tight with urgency. "The scouts have returned. The horde is less than a day away."

Elias studied him. Captain Marcus Feldren—veteran soldier, loyal to his father, loyal to the banner. He had followed Alaric since the march began.

"How many?" Elias asked.

"More than expected," Marcus replied. "But disorganized. If we choose our ground well, we can hold them."

Hold them.

Not defeat them.

Elias rose to his feet, armor settling naturally onto his frame. He stepped outside the tent.

The camp stretched before him in disciplined order. Three thousand soldiers—heavy infantry, cavalry, archers. Veterans. Professionals. Men and women who knew their worth and their likely fate.

Beyond the camp, the land sloped downward into a broad valley choked with mist.

That was where the goblins would come.

Elias felt no illusion of heroism stir within him. No childish fantasy of glory.

Only understanding.

History had placed him here not by accident, but by pattern.

He turned back to Captain Marcus.

"Send word," Elias said calmly. "I want all high-ranking officers assembled."

Marcus hesitated. "For immediate deployment orders, my lord?"

"No," Elias replied, eyes fixed on the darkening horizon. "For a strategy meeting."

A pause.

Then Marcus bowed deeply. "As you command."

As the captain departed, drums began to sound in the distance—low, distant, like a heartbeat rising from the earth itself.

Elias Morven, once a historian who chronicled the deaths of others, now stood as Alaric Valenroth, noble son of Edravia.

The goblins were coming.

And before the first blade struck, before the first life was spent, he would ensure this war—this sacrifice—would not be written blindly.

History would listen to him now.

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