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The Silence After God

MisterElegance
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In a world that prides itself on reason and order, Isaac survives an event that should have erased him — and in doing so, glimpses a truth that reality itself tries to suppress. Beneath regulated faith and denied miracles, something ancient still shapes the world from the shadows. Guided by fractured memories of the White Light, Isaac begins to understand that belief is not submission, but orientation — and that truth does not descend fully formed, it must be illuminated. As hidden paths emerge, leading either toward the Divine or into corruption, Isaac faces a terrifying realization: miracles are not gifts, but consequences. To guide the way forward, he must accept the burden of light — and the cost of being seen.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1 – Still-Warm Ashes

The camp stretched like an open wound in the belly of the land — a cluster of patched tents and smoking fire pits beneath a sky that was no longer a sky at all, merely an opaque void, starless, moonless, stripped of any promise that something beyond the darkness still existed.

The air carried the persistent stench of rancid sweat, rotting leather, and the distant echo of metal grinding against metal — the ceaseless sound of a war dragging on like a chronic disease.

Here, in the depths of the Dense Darkness, even light seemed ill.

The fires burned with pale, trembling flames, incapable of piercing more than a few meters into the viscous blackness that clung to everything.

Soldiers stayed close to the fire not for warmth, but because stepping beyond the circle of light was a death sentence — or worse.

Things moved in the dark.

Things that had never been human, and things that once were, but no longer were.

Tobias cleaned his short blade with a frayed cloth, the motion mechanical and rhythmic, like a forgotten prayer.

His eyes remained on the fire — always the fire.

Staring into the darkness for too long made it begin to stare back.

The blade, scarred with notches from past battles, reflected fragments of the nearby flames — a reminder that in this world, even steel carried wounds.

He did not look up when the soldier approached — an ordinary man, covered in dried mud and soot that seeped into every pore, as if the earth itself were slowly reclaiming him.

He carried the smell of someone who had just returned from the edge of the camp — where the darkness thickened, where the air grew heavier in the lungs.

"They found the captain."

The words dropped like stones into a dry well — no echo, no ceremony.

No herald with golden trumpets, no officer offering false lamentations.

Just the raw truth, stripped of any hypocritical veil.

Tobias's hand froze against the steel.

His fingers tightened around the cloth until his knuckles went white.

Isaac.

Of course it would be Isaac.

The bastard always had a talent for being where he shouldn't.

"Where?"

"Near the ravine. With the others."

Others.

The word struck him like a punch to the gut.

Isaac wasn't others.

He never had been just another one.

"Is he… intact?"

The soldier looked away, swallowing hard.

"Enough to recognize him. It wasn't… it wasn't the Darkness that took him."

Tobias let out a shaky breath — half relief, half horror.

In this cursed world, a clean death was a rare luxury.

To die by the blade was mercy.

To die by the Darkness… no one wanted to know what came after.

The bodies that returned were never whole.

And sometimes they came back walking.

He sheathed the blade and stood, ignoring the sharp protest from his left leg.

He grabbed a torch — no one moved without light in the depths of the Dense Darkness.

Pain was a constant companion, almost comforting in its predictability.

"I'll see."

No one stopped him.

No one ever did.

The path to the ravine wound through cursed ground, black and damp like the depths of a freshly opened grave.

The soil here never fully dried, soaked by moisture seeping from invisible fissures, as if the world were bleeding from beneath.

Tobias held the torch high, but its light barely penetrated the surrounding darkness.

It felt like walking inside a living animal — the air thick, almost tangible, pressing against the skin.

He heard his own breathing amplified, the sound of his footsteps seeming to come from every direction at once.

Movement lingered at the edges of his vision.

Always movement.

Shapes that vanished when looked at directly.

Silhouettes that might have been twisted shrubs — or something far worse.

Tobias had learned not to investigate.

In the depths of the Dense Darkness, curiosity killed more surely than any blade.

The bodies lay arranged in uneven rows in a clearing lit by torches planted in the ground.

The light was weak, sickly, casting shadows that twisted in ways shadows were never meant to twist.

Tattered cloaks covered the dead, but failed to conceal the irregular shapes beneath.

There was no honor here — only brutal efficiency.

Isaac lay in the third row, recognizable by his old helmet, reinforced at the crown and marked by a deep groove along the right side.

You'll end up dead before me, Tobias had said that night years ago, his voice hoarse with exhaustion as he scrubbed blood from his hands.

Isaac had only smiled.

Maybe. But not today.

Tobias knelt, his knee sinking into the cold, damp earth.

He hesitated, then reached out and pulled back the cloak.

The face was partially preserved: burns had devoured the flesh of the forehead and right cheek, but the straight nose and the subtle scar along the left jaw remained unmistakable.

The eyes were closed.

A small mercy.

"Idiot," Tobias whispered, his voice breaking.

"Always have to be the hero, don't you?"

His hand rested on the corpse's cold shoulder.

Not the recent chill of fresh death, but an ancient cold — as if emptiness itself had settled into the bones.

The kind of cold that came when the Darkness touched something for too long.

Behind him, someone approached.

"We'll take him to the pyre when…" A pause.

No one knew how to say sunset anymore.

There was no sun to set.

"At the scheduled time."

Scheduled time.

They measured time by hourglasses, by guard rotations, by arbitrary intervals between darkness and slightly less darkness.

"I'll come," Tobias said, rising.

No one objected.

The pyre waited at the center of the camp — the only place where larger fires were permitted.

A crude heap of damp wood and viscous oil, stacked with bodies like spoiled goods.

This was no grand ritual of the old days, with incense and prayers.

It was raw precaution: burn everything, quickly, before something returned.

Because things did return.

Not always from the Darkness.

Sometimes they simply… returned.

Corpses that sat up.

Dead men who walked.

Always hungry.

Always hollow.

Tobias watched as they placed Isaac — not at the top, not at the bottom.

Just another body in the pile.

It gnawed at him, a dull rage with nowhere to go.

"He deserved better," someone murmured from the shadows.

Merit.

The word rang hollow.

Merit meant nothing when the world was dying.

When the torch touched the base, a watchful silence fell.

Not the silence of mourning, but the silence of men who had learned to fear anomalies.

The flames erupted — and immediately, something was wrong.

The fire burned too high.

Too hot.

Colors that should not exist danced in the flames — pure whites that hurt the eyes, golds that seemed to vibrate.

Men instinctively backed away.

Some made ancient signs against evil.

Others grabbed their weapons.

Tobias remained still, but his hand found the haft of his axe.

This isn't normal.

Fire didn't burn like this.

Not here.

Not in the depths.

The pyre now roared, a wall of heat forcing sweat to pour freely.

But it wasn't the suffocating heat of common fires.

It was something else.

Something that made the skin prickle, that made the air vibrate in ways air was never meant to vibrate.

And then, at the heart of the white-gold inferno, something stirred.

First, an arm.

Black.

Charred like coal.

Fingers curling with deliberate slowness.

"Heavens…" someone whispered, the fear in their voice raw and primal.

Tobias's stomach dropped.

No.

Please.

No.

He knew this.

He knew what happened when the dead refused to stay dead.

He had seen things crawl from graves, heard of soldiers who rose days after burial, eyes empty and hunger endless.

But this…

The body rose.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

And the flames — the impossible flames, too bright, too alive — did not consume it.

They recoiled.

Bent away.

Like servants before a king.

A deathly silence fell over the camp.

Battle-hardened soldiers — men who had faced the horrors of the Darkness without flinching — now stood frozen.

Because this was different.

This did not come from the Darkness.

And that was infinitely worse.

The Darkness they understood.

Its rules. Its horrors. Its dangers.

They had learned to survive within it, to move through it, to accept it as the new normal.

But this…

The figure emerged fully from the flames.

Humanoid.

Covered in a thick layer of black carbon, like a burned statue.

For a moment it did not move — simply stood there, impossible.

Then, with the dry crack of breaking ceramic, the charred shell began to split.

Large fragments fell away like dead bark peeling loose.

Black gave way to skin beneath — red, marked by second-degree burns covering nearly every visible inch.

Blisters formed irregular patterns.

The flesh was raw, exposed — but it did not bleed.

And steam rose.

Not smoke — steam, as if the entire body were boiling from within.

The face emerged as the final plate fell.

Still recognizable, yet disfigured.

The bone structure remained — the line of the jaw, the shape of the nose — but the skin was twisted by burns that rendered familiar expressions almost, but not quite, alien.

Then the eyes opened.

And for a single instant — just one — the entire body glowed.

Not with external light.

From within.

As if invisible flames burned beneath the surface, tracing veins of fire across arms, chest, face.

Patterns of amber light dancing like living embers.

Soldiers screamed.

Some dropped to their knees.

Others raised weapons with hands shaking so violently they could barely hold them.

Then the glow vanished.

Gone as quickly as it had appeared, leaving only burned skin.

Tortured human flesh.

Except for the eyes.

The irises glowed.

Intense amber, luminous like polished embers.

Not bright enough to illuminate, but undeniable — two points of heat trapped in human sockets.

And that gaze swept the camp.

Calm.

Deliberate.

Unhurried.

The creature — the man? — stepped down from the pyre.

Every movement perfectly human.

Measured steps.

Arms swinging naturally.

No cadaverous stiffness.

No grotesque contortions.

But the calm was unnatural.

He had just crawled from a funeral pyre, covered in burns, surrounded by terrified soldiers with weapons drawn.

And he walked as if on a morning stroll.

No haste.

No fear.

No sign that he registered the panic around him.

Steam continued to rise from his naked body, each breath releasing warm mist into the cold air.

The temperature around him was perceptible — not the killing cold of Darkness-born abominations, but heat.

Like standing near a forge.

"What… what the hell…" someone stammered.

The figure stopped.

Slowly turned toward the sound, amber eyes fixing on the soldier.

"Do not fear."

The voice was rough, rasped, as if the vocal cords had been burned and barely functioned.

But it was undeniably human.

Tired.

Low.

And completely calm.

"Shoot!" the archer shouted.

"Before—"

"WAIT!"

Tobias heard his own voice roar before conscious thought could intervene.

Everyone froze, staring at him.

He forced his feet to move.

Each step required monumental effort against instincts screaming to flee.

Three meters.

Two.

Up close, it was worse — and better — at once.

The burns were extensive, transforming skin into a landscape of raw red and pale pink.

But beneath the damage… if one looked carefully…

The height.

The breadth of the shoulders.

The nose — deformed, but the line was familiar.

And there was the old scar on the left jaw, visible even through fresh burns.

"Isaac?" Tobias whispered.

The amber eyes turned to him.

And something flickered within them — recognition.

"Tobias."

The sound of his name, spoken with a familiarity that should not exist in the mouth of the dead.

Tobias's legs nearly gave out.

"You died. I saw you."

"Yes."

Simple.

Factual.

As if discussing the weather.

"Then how—?"

Isaac — because Tobias now had no doubt it was him, somehow — simply looked at him, those eyes burning low, offering no immediate explanation.

And the calm was the most terrifying thing of all.

A man who had just crawled from a funeral pyre should have been screaming.

Or confused.

Or something.

But he simply stood there, naked, burned, steaming, regarding them all with unnatural patience.

"Isaac, what the hell happened to you?!" Tobias demanded, desperation bleeding into his voice.

"I saw something," Isaac replied quietly, almost contemplatively.

"Between death and fire. I saw the truth."

"Truth? What truth?"

Isaac did not answer at once.

His eyes drifted upward to the black, starless sky.

He remained like that for long seconds, as if listening to something no one else could hear.

"What truth, Isaac?!" Tobias pressed.

Isaac lowered his gaze.

"I cannot explain."

"Why not?!"

"Because you would not understand. Not yet."

There was no arrogance in the statement.

Only fact.

"And forcing understanding now would be… cruel."

"Cruel?! You crawl out of a FUNERAL PYRE and talk about cruelty?!"

"Yes," Isaac said calmly, the absolute serenity of his voice striking like a slap.

"Because there are truths that shatter unprepared minds. And you…" He looked around at the trembling soldiers, the weapons raised, the pale faces.

"You want safety. You want explanations that fit within what you already know. And I cannot give you that."

A soldier screamed, hysterical.

"He's possessed! Trick of the Darkness!"

"No," Isaac turned to him, movements slow and deliberate.

"I am not of the Darkness. You would feel it if I were. You know its touch."

And it was true.

Everyone there had felt the presence of Darkness-born things — the killing cold, the void that devoured hope, the sensation of being watched by something that had never lived.

This was not that.

This was warm.

Present.

Alive in a strange, undeniable way.

"Then what are you?" another soldier asked, voice breaking.

Isaac considered the question for a long moment.

"I am still human."

"LIAR! Humans don't—"

"I am still human," Isaac repeated, firm but without anger.

"But I am not normal. I never will be again. I saw too much. I changed too much."

He looked at his burned hands, turning them slowly.

"But my humanity remains. It is simply… transformed."

"Transformed how?" Tobias asked.

"In ways I do not yet have words for."

Frustration burned in Tobias's chest.

"You need to give us more than that!"

"I know," Isaac agreed.

And for the first time, something like sorrow touched his voice.

"But I cannot. Not because I do not want to. Because I genuinely do not know how to translate what I saw into words that do not sound like complete madness."

A heavy silence fell.

Tobias rubbed his face, struggling to process it all.

"You… you're still Isaac? Truly?"

"The memories remain. The person I was… is here. But something was added. Something that did not exist before."

A pause.

"It is like asking whether a butterfly is still a caterpillar. It is and it is not. The transformation is real. Irreversible."

An older officer stepped forward, authoritative but subtly trembling.

"If you cannot explain what you are, at least tell us what you want."

Isaac met his gaze.

"Clothes. Food. Time."

"Time for what?"

"To understand how to fulfill what I came to do."

"And what did you come to do?"

Isaac hesitated.

His amber eyes swept the camp once more, resting briefly on each terrified face.

"To fulfill a promise," he said at last.

"What promise?"

"One you have forgotten."

The answer satisfied no one.

Murmurs erupted — fear curdling into anger, into desperation.

"SILENCE!" Tobias roared.

He turned back to Isaac.

"Last chance. Are you a threat?"

"No."

"How do we know?"

"You don't," Isaac admitted simply.

"You must choose: kill me now, or give me time to prove otherwise."

"And if you're lying? If this is a trap?"

"Then the mistake will be mine. And you will have made the sensible choice."

There was no bravado.

No challenge.

Only acceptance.

The older officer leaned close to Tobias, voice low.

"We can't let him roam free. If he's an abomination—"

"I know," Tobias muttered.

He turned back to Isaac.

"Quarantine. Constant watch. You try anything, and we kill you. Understood?"

Isaac nodded slowly.

"Understood."

"And answer one thing. Just one." Tobias stepped closer, lowering his voice so only they could hear.

"Oath under three moons. You remember?"

The amber eyes met his.

And for the first time, Tobias saw real emotion cross that burned face.

Something like grief.

"I remember," Isaac said quietly.

"You bled into my hand. I into yours. We swore never to abandon a brother-in-arms."

The world tilted beneath Tobias's feet.

No one else knew that.

No one.

"How… how do you—"

"Because it is me," Isaac said, his voice carrying a weight Tobias could not name.

"But I am also no longer entirely the man who made that oath. The essence remains. The form has changed."

Something broke and reforged itself in Tobias's chest.

"Take him," he ordered hoarsely.

"Isolated tent. Guards in shifts. No one enters or leaves without my permission."

The soldiers hesitated, none eager to touch that.

Finally, two of the bravest — or most desperate — approached, keeping a careful distance.

Isaac walked calmly between them.

No resistance.

No haste.

Steam still rose from his naked body, amber eyes glowing in the darkness.

Before disappearing among the tents, he looked back one last time.

His eyes met Tobias's.

And Tobias could have sworn he saw something in those luminous depths — not threat, not triumph.

Fatigue.

Deep.

Ancient.

As if Isaac carried a weight no living man should bear.

Then he was gone, escorted into quarantine, leaving only dissipating steam in the cold air and warm footprints in the mud.

Tobias stood there, staring at the pyre still burning, consuming the other dead.

And he knew something fundamental had changed.

Not only in Isaac.

But in the world.

In the depths of the Dense Darkness, where light was a sickness and hope a forgotten luxury…

Something had returned.

Not from the Darkness they knew.

But from something older.

Something that burned.

And no one — no one — knew whether they should pray for the salvation it might bring.

Or fear the truth it would certainly carry.

Tobias knew only one thing for certain:

His friend had died.

And something wearing his face had returned.

Carrying secrets it claimed it could not share.

And a promise no one remembered making.

The rest…

The rest they would discover.

For good or ill.

But they would discover it.