I don't believe in the word respect, I instead believe in the actions that enforce the idea of it. At the end of the day, some can say they respect you, but do their actions signify something else. That's what I started to wonder while I lay in bed, throwing a plant seed up and down, why is it that words are so powerful that they can change the landscape, but yet if there are no actions that come with them what's the point. Nothing would change -- the light in my room flipped. A demonic evil creature then said get out of bed and go outside. That creature was my mom, a person with the power to ruin my day. She then grabbed my collar with one hand and threw me out the open window while saying, "Don't come back until dinner". I just wanted to relax and now I'm expected to do something uhhh, whatever. I'm just going to find a spot to go back to sleep..
Getting up, I look to my right, and I see two of my friends at the door, one of them is laughing at me, the other was concerned about whether I was okay. The one laughing is Sebastion slender build and was born with the power of electricity. The friend who was concerned about me was Roxanna born with the power of fire. Lovely, now mine was- "Hey come on now we are heading to the forest. Fine, I say, I walk towards them, at a pace where they have to slow down because I'm not going to chase them. When they finally slow down, I finally see the beautiful forest vibrant, the place that always seemed to be growing. It's like, it knows that I don't like eyes looking at me, instead covering everything for me in a beautiful green ... - --- .--.
We walk on the trails, Sebastian says to me" Hows it going with Roxann", and I fire back with "Going as good as you getting older". He then says " SOOO its going great then, so when's the marriage, can I be the godfather wait that position will probably be for someone important to you, Dang you think of me as important". I brush him off and go towards Roxanna saying, "Save me". She then sighs and, under her breath, says " That is something you only can do for yourself, if you ever wanted to". What she said wasn't wrong, just hurtful. Still, I just can't help it, I'm just so tired of everything, like why is it that everything is just horrible, I wish everything could just slow down for just a second or just being able to redo something in the past. Still, yet I can't make it slow down, only to repeat the same thing over and over again every time and when they look at me it goes the same way again, and it feels like I just can't fight anymore. - .... .. ...
I see as we are closing in on the tree, a beautiful bench, the perfect spot to nap. I tell my friends we can play Marco polo, Sebastion your it. Roxanna then says " Why is it that I'm not it, Orpheus.", because every time I hear her it hurts, it hurts to where I can't stop and not want to hear more, if she stays silent I can sleep, but if she keeps talking I'll just want to hear her even more. I then say" Please don't argue". I then close my eyes, Sebastion then say mar- trees then sprout all around growing covering the sky silencing everything around me and everything then turns green.