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Chapter 7 - Chapter Seven: Conversations That Do Not End

Emma told her mother on a Thursday.

Not because Thursday held any particular meaning, but because it was the first day that arrived without dread attached to it. The kind of day that did not announce itself as important until it already was.

Her mother, Margaret Collins, lived in a narrow townhouse on the quieter side of the city. The house was always immaculate in a way that suggested vigilance rather than comfort. Shoes aligned by the door. Surfaces cleared of clutter. Curtains drawn just enough to allow light without exposure.

Emma had grown up understanding this as care.

She rang the bell.

Her mother opened the door almost immediately, as if she had been waiting behind it.

"Emma," she said, stepping aside. "You're early."

"Traffic was light," Emma replied, automatically.

They hugged—briefly, efficiently.

Inside, the house smelled of lemon cleaner and tea. Margaret moved toward the kitchen, already reaching for a kettle.

"You didn't call first," she said, not accusatory, but observant.

"I know," Emma replied. "I wanted to talk to you."

Margaret's hand paused on the kettle.

"About what?"

Emma sat at the small kitchen table she had sat at for most of her childhood. The chair felt the same—slightly too rigid, as though posture mattered even when no one was watching.

"About my father," Emma said.

Margaret did not turn around.

For a moment, nothing moved except the faint ticking of the clock on the wall.

"I thought we were done with that," Margaret said finally.

"So did I," Emma replied. "But I wasn't."

Margaret set the kettle down slowly and turned to face her. Her expression was composed, but something in her eyes tightened, like a door being quietly closed.

"What brought this on?" she asked.

Emma considered the question. There were many answers, none of them simple.

"I met someone," she said instead. "Someone who knew him."

Margaret's breath caught—just slightly. If Emma hadn't been watching closely, she might have missed it.

"That's not possible," Margaret said. "He disappeared. He wanted nothing to do with us."

Emma held her gaze. "He had another family."

The words landed heavily in the room.

Margaret's lips pressed together. She pulled out a chair and sat across from Emma, folding her hands carefully in her lap.

"So," she said. "You found out."

Emma's chest tightened. "You knew."

Margaret closed her eyes briefly. When she opened them, the composure she had worn like armor slipped just enough to reveal fatigue beneath it.

"Yes," she said. "I knew."

"Why didn't you tell me?" Emma asked. Her voice remained steady, but only because she was holding it there deliberately.

"Because it wouldn't have helped you," Margaret replied. "It would have given you questions I couldn't answer and pain I couldn't soften."

"You gave me silence instead," Emma said. "That didn't soften anything."

Margaret flinched.

"I was trying to survive," she said. "And to help you survive."

Emma leaned back in her chair. "He didn't leave because he didn't love me."

Margaret's eyes snapped up. "He told you that?"

"No," Emma said. "He wrote it."

Margaret looked away.

"So he left you letters," she said quietly. "How generous."

Emma felt the familiar urge to defend, then stopped herself.

"He was a coward," she said. "And he knew it."

Margaret laughed once, sharply. "At least he was honest about something."

They sat in silence again, the years between them suddenly crowded with unsaid words.

"There's something else," Emma said.

Margaret sighed. "Of course there is."

"I have a brother," Emma said. "He's alive. He didn't know about me."

Margaret's shoulders sagged.

"And now you do," she said.

"Yes."

Margaret looked at her daughter then—not as a child to be protected, but as a woman who had found her footing elsewhere.

"What are you going to do?" she asked.

Emma answered without hesitation. "I'm going to keep him in my life."

Margaret nodded slowly. "That makes sense."

Emma blinked. "It does?"

Margaret's mouth curved into something like a sad smile. "I didn't raise you to abandon people who matter."

The kettle began to whistle.

Margaret stood and turned it off, her movements slightly less precise than usual.

"I won't apologize for what I did," she said, her back to Emma. "But I am sorry for what it cost you."

Emma felt something loosen inside her—not resolution, not forgiveness, but acknowledgment.

"That's enough for now," she said.

Daniel told his mother on Sunday.

Emma wasn't there, but she waited—checking her phone, pacing her apartment, rehearsing nothing and everything.

The message came just after dusk.

Daniel:It's done.

She stared at the words.

Emma:Are you okay?

A pause longer than usual.

Daniel:I don't know yet.

She typed.

Emma:Do you want company?

The reply came quickly.

Daniel:Yes.

She was at his door twenty minutes later.

Daniel looked exhausted when he opened it—eyes red, posture slumped, the careful control she had come to recognize loosened.

He stepped aside without a word.

They sat on opposite ends of his couch at first, the space between them charged but not awkward.

"She cried," Daniel said finally. "Not loudly. Quietly. Like she was trying not to inconvenience anyone."

Emma nodded. "That sounds familiar."

"She kept asking what she did wrong," he continued. "What signs she missed."

Emma shook her head. "This wasn't hers to prevent."

"I told her that," Daniel said. "I don't know if she believes me yet."

Emma shifted closer—not touching, just nearer.

"What do you believe?" she asked.

Daniel stared at his hands. "I believe my father was capable of love and cowardice at the same time."

Emma nodded. "So do I."

He looked up at her then, something unguarded in his expression.

"I'm glad you exist," he said.

The words were simple. Unpolished. Honest.

Emma felt her throat tighten.

"I'm glad you do too," she replied.

They sat together as the night deepened, not solving anything, not defining anything—just remaining present.

For now, that was enough.

Some conversations, Emma realized, were not meant to end.

They were meant to continue—slowly, imperfectly—until the silence they replaced no longer held power.

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