"P- Please… Avi, this… this is not you." With her golden eyes, Aisha; my wolf, just stared at him in disbelief.
"Avi, Avi. No!!!" When Aisha snatched his head off, I felt a rush of pleasure rush through my body. If this isn't me, then who am I, exactly?
Is it expected of me to remain motionless outside this pack, to flee and hide every time a wolf with a pack attempts to kill me? Why? I don't have any criminal convictions on my record! I didn't break any of the pack's rules in any way. The only thing that caused me to turn rogue was the fact that I was born.
"Aisha… let me take over," I said in hushed tones while sitting on Aisha's dark mind. The sound of her howling woke me up, and I began to feel my bones breaking and disintegrating in various ways.
When I landed on my feet after Aish had left, I exhaled loudly. I looked around me and smiled when I noticed that there was blood all over the place. I walked with my naked body, which was covered in the blood of the Alpha's family, with self-confidence.
"There is no Idam pack anymore!" I yelled at the pack of wolves who were severely wounded but not to the point where they were unable to heal themselves.
"Remember this day, and never forget it!" I yelled at them, and all they did was stare at me with sad and angry expressions. They're just looking at me with a sour expression on their faces because they're all such wimps. They have an army of elite wolves, so the members of it were never properly trained, and look where that got them.
"You're a monster! You didn't deserve that wolf! A half human with a strong wolf? That doesn't make any sense—" The man who attempted to express himself is now lying on the ground, lifeless, having failed miserably.
"Ahhh!!!" When blood suddenly gushed out of her father's neck after my claw dug into it before he could even see me coming, a little girl who looked like his daughter screamed in terror.
At the very least, it will not be a painful death... Maybe?
"HAHAHA!" I burst out laughing as I stared at their expressions for a long time. They are looking at me as if I am the bad guy in this situation as if I am the one who has done them wrong?
"You banished me from being born!!" I howled out of nowhere that gained their attention. I glared at each and every one of them before sighing deeply and started walking away.
I don't get why the Idam pack has the title of the strongest pack when in fact all of them couldn't beat Aisha, but it makes me giggle. It's as if I was fighting a pack of cubs.
On the day of my birth, I was already inside the jail, waiting for my naming day. The naming day was the day when a person would be mature enough to bear his or her own name as well as the repercussions of their parents' transgression; in other words, it was the day they discovered their wolf.
It seemed as if they were feeding me like a bird just so they could abandon me in the middle of nowhere with no knowledge of what I was doing. I came dangerously close to death on a handful of occasions, and it was those experiences that shaped me into the woman I am today.
The woods were filled with my bare body as I walked through them. Birds would flee if they caught a whiff of me or smelled my scent. Everyone will soon learn that the Alpha of Ida, the most powerful pack, is no longer with us.
"Is it you?" While I was bathing myself in the river near my home, which I had built myself, I overheard a child muttering to himself. In all honesty, I could smell him from a mile away, especially with those disgusting tigers' bloodstains on his clothes and skin.
"What?" In the midst of cleaning myself, I asked, and he gazed at me with innocent eyes after emerging from the bush. Now that the light of the moon is shining on him, I could nearly feel myself gagging out of anticipation.
"The one who killed the Alpha of Idam pack?" As he continued to walk forward, he asked. I groaned as I walked around the perimeter of the lake. When he began to realize that I was naked in front of him, he looked away almost instantly and quickly.
"Could you please kill Alpha Damian?" He asked while still turning his back to me. I paused in the middle of putting on my clothing and attempted to recall who Damian was.
"The Alpha of Tayn?" When he nodded his head, a smile slowly crept over my lips as I asked him. That was the day in which I was able to take down two of the most powerful Alphas.
This is a name that I will never forget: Damian of Tayn. He was the one who dispatched a pack of wolves to track me down and assault me; they were given the order to bring me back alive or dead. That way, I may appear to be no different than any other woman he is interested in. The shape of my head would be like one of his wall decorations, dangling from the ceiling.
"Please, let us live our life too…" That's exactly what every rogue said to me the moment the words began to spread like fire across the area. The assassin of two of the most powerful Alphas was putting together her own pack.
"Welcome, to the pack of rouges…" They were hailed by Ashel before I had a chance to turn them away. The couple rogues broke into a smile and expressed their gratitude to me.
"I thought I already said that I would not take anyone else? I am not building my own pack! I simply took the responsibility for you and your friends, now look how many of us are already here," I hissed at him, but he just laughed at me and walked away without saying anything. Take a look at that jerk!
After hearing Ashel plead with me not to murder his pack and just their Alpha, I'm not sure why I listened to him the first time. When I saw that Ashel had not yet been given a name day, I took him into my care. This means that he was abandoned without a wolf or any other form of protective care.
However, this youngster was able to survive for an extended period of time without the assistance of the others. How much of a jumbled mess did fate make of his life? That was the day I finally accepted the fact that Ashel was putting together a pack to defend me.
However, he was powerless to defend me from himself.
After a few years, our lives began to become more orderly as I trained everyone to be a fighter and to follow. Despite the fact that the majority of them had committed serious crimes, they never disobeyed me; perhaps their wolves were aware that my wolf was not to be trifled with.
A large number of packs attempted to attack it and seize control, but they were all defeated and killed. However, my death was similar to theirs in that I was slain by a wolf from my own pack.
Kushiel, the wolf of punishment, took my life in compensation for the innocent lives I had taken back at my pack. And instead of feeling hateful towards Ashel and Kushiel, I was strangely feeling grateful.
"Avia…" I was ready to close my eyes when I heard a familiar voice say something to me. He went up to me with his body bare, and the other members of our pack merely gazed at him with pity on their faces.
"Avia… no…" His tears began to fall on my face as he attempted to stop the bleeding in my neck by applying pressure to it with his hands. But what would be the ramifications of that? Aisha has already left, and she is no longer alive. I wouldn't be able to mend myself as a result of this circumstance. Right now, I'm simply a regular person.
"It's ok… A- Ashel… my death was not something you should cry on." When blood started streaming out of my mouth, my pack members immediately transformed into their wolf forms and began howling.
It's all right. Ashel, I enjoyed my time with you all and look forward to seeing you again. I believe now is the appropriate moment to depart, but please...
"Lead them…" Those were the final words I spoke before slipping into the darkest spot on the face of the planet, death.