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Fractured lens

Ling_XinLi
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Chapter 1 - Chapter 1

Order was the scaffolding upon which Elias built his life, not as a preference or habit but as a quiet necessity as vital and unconscious as breathing, and his small apartment stood as proof of this belief in every detail.

Books lined the shelves not by author or title but by the year of their first publication, forming a silent chronological procession that pleased him in a way he never tried to explain.

His clothes were arranged first by fabric and then by shade, cotton and wool flowing into one another in careful gradients that brought a sense of calm to his mornings.

There was a place for everything, and everything in its place was not merely a saying but the governing law of his private world.

This was not the nervous tidiness of someone afraid of dirt or disorder, but the deliberate construction of a reality shaped by a mind that depends on structure to function.

Chaos, to Elias, was not exciting or creative but a form of noise that made it impossible to think.

That same philosophy shaped his work, where order was not only respected but preserved.

Elias was a city archivist, a guardian of recorded truth, and the Marlow Heights Archives building served as his refuge, a grand stone structure where the past rested quietly in labeled drawers and acid free boxes.

In the lower levels, where the air was cool and controlled and carried the faint scent of old paper and binding glue, Elias felt a peace that never followed him into the outside world.

Here, truth was not debated or reinterpreted, because it existed as something solid and verifiable, a birth certificate from 1892, a zoning map from 1947, a signed letter from a long forgotten mayor, each item able to be held, examined, and confirmed.

It was real, and that reality mattered to him more than most people could understand.

His colleagues, few in number and quiet by nature, regarded him with a mixture of respect and mild confusion as they passed him in the hushed corridors.

They noticed his precision, the care with which he handled fragile documents, and the long hours he devoted to verifying a single footnote, and they described him as meticulous and dedicated.

What they did not see was the quiet need that drove it, the way confirming a fact steadied him, grounding his thoughts like a deep breath taken after a long moment of unease.

Each verified date and authenticated signature became another layer of protection, a barrier against the vague anxieties that pressed at the edges of his awareness when things felt uncertain or undefined.

His current project involved restoring and digitizing the earliest council meeting minutes, records dating back to the late nineteenth century that survived as massive leather bound ledgers with cracked spines and pages yellowed to the color of old ivory.

The handwriting was elegant but difficult, a looping cursive penned by clerks whose names were long forgotten, and for Elias the work became a kind of meditation.

He would sit for hours at his oak desk beneath the warm circle of his task lamp, surrounded by silence so complete that even small sounds felt deliberate, the click of keys, the soft slide of paper, the distant hum of the ventilation system.

As he traced the faded ink with a gloved finger, his attention narrowed to the careful work of interpretation, uncovering debates over funding the city's first gas street lamps or motions to purchase a new horse for the fire brigade.

These small decisions were the foundations of the vast city that now surged above him, and he found comfort in the fact that they were finite and knowledge.

He felt a quiet kinship with the clerks who had recorded them, recognizing a shared purpose across time, as they captured moments in ink and he preserved them in digital form, ensuring they endured.

Leaving the archives at the end of the day was always unsettling, as he rose from the ordered depths in the slow, creaking elevator and emerged into the noisy lobby and then the crowded streets beyond.

The city annoyed his senses with blaring horns, raised voices, and the restless movement of countless lives crossing paths without pattern or meaning.

He moved through it with his head lowered, focused only on the familiar route back to his apartment, where order waited for him.

There, he prepared the same simple meal of grilled chicken, steamed broccoli, and brown rice, read for exactly one hour from a history of cartography, and then laid out his clothes and packed his lunch for the next day.

In this carefully maintained routine, Elias did not find boredom but safety, because while the world outside felt like an endless storm of uncontrolled information, he had built a quiet space at its center where everything had a place and every fact could be trusted, never suspecting that the walls of that space were already beginning to weaken.