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Chapter 13 - chapter 13: unannounced time

Nothing was announced this time around but

there was no dramatic shift, no sudden change that the world could point at and say, this is where it began, Instead, their decision settled quietly into their lives and like something that have been waiting for the right moment to arrive.

Amara noticed it first in the way Nathaniel walked beside her in the way he asked instead of assuming, he focused on the way his hand found hers, not to claim, but to reassure.

They took their time, some days they talked for hours, either they are sitting on the tree or walking to the far distance campus until their legs hurt. Other days, they simply existed in each other's presence, studying side by side, sharing meals, exchanging glances that said more than words could ever imagine, because love no longer felt forbidden but it felt so intentional and loving than any other thing in life.

So one evening as they sat on the steps outside the library, Amara finally said what had been resting in her heart.

"I was afraid," she admitted. "Not of loving you but of losing myself again."

Nathaniel turned to her fully. "I would never ask you to disappear for me."

"I know, and that's why this feels different." He said as he nodded.

"I spent so long believing responsibility meant sacrifice choosing one thing meant for abandoning the other. You taught me that and I honesty can hold more than fear ever again."

She smiled softly while she said, "We taught each other."

The days passed, and slowly, the campus began to notice.

Not in whispers or speculation, but in quiet acceptance. Nathaniel was no longer a distant figure moving through corridors of power though he laughed more easily now than before and he also listens longer. Amara walked with a confidence that did not seek approval.

They were not hiding neither were they also rushing.

One afternoon, Nathaniel invited her to his apartment for dinner, nothing formal but just the two of them. Amara felt a flicker of nerves as she stood in the doorway, but it faded the moment she stepped inside.

The space felt lived in cool warm that books stacked unevenly on shelves. A jacket draped over a chair and it wasn't the home of a man defined by status but by thought.

"This feels like you" she said.

He smiled and said "I hoped you'd think so."

They cooked together, clumsy and laughing, arguing lightly over seasoning and music. It felt domestic in the simplest, most grounding way.

After dinner, as they sat on the balcony overlooking the city, Nathaniel grew quiet and cold.

"There's something I want to ask you," he said carefully.

Amara turned toward him with a steady heart and said Okay, that would be fine.

"I don't want to trap you with words or promises,but I want to know if you see a future where we walk forward together not as something secret,not as something rushed but just something that feels so real between us".

She didn't answer immediately instead, she took his hand and was feeling the familiar calm settle in her chest.

"I do," she said finally. "But only if we keep choosing honesty over comfort."

He squeezed her hand gently. "Always."

Their relationship unfolded naturally after that. There were disagreements, moments of silence, moments where old fears surfaced. But they talked through them by refusing to let misunderstandings grow roots.

Amara finished her program with distinction and her confidence unshaken and unbroken. Nathaniel supported her without overshadowing her, celebrating her achievements without trying to claim them. Months later, in the Monday evening as they walked through the campus bathed in golden light, Nathaniel stopped near the oak tree that looks thesame.

Amara recognized it immediately.

"You brought me here on purpose," she said.

"Yes," he replied witha faint smile touching his lips.

He didn't kneel nor produce a ring but he simply faced her with an open and sincere heart filled with love and joy.

"I don't want to make promises that sound beautiful but feel heavy," he said. "I want to ask you something simpler and harder. Will you keep choosing this life with me, even when it's ordinary, even when it's difficult?

Amara felt tears gather, not from surprise, but from certainty.

"Yes, I will" she said with tears rolled down her cheek.

He exhaled full of relief and joy crossing his face at once and said "Then that's enough for me."

They embraced under the tree, with the campus humming softly around them as an ego of love, there was no applause, nor spectacle but just two people standing in the truth they had fought to reach the level they are now.

Later that night as Amara lay awake, she realized something was deep.

But love had chosen her back and not as a fantasy nor as an escape but as a partnership rooted in respect, patience, and growth.

And she knew, deep in her heart, that whatever came next would not be built on fear or longing.

Rather It would be built on choice and not lust though Amara loves so hard and matured to do anything she wants to do as an adult she has grown to.

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