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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15 – Stable Conditions

The button waited.

Marcus stared at it long enough that the room seemed to tilt around the screen, like the world was leaning in to see what he'd do. The label was neutral. Clean. Almost kind.

COMMUNICATION ACCESS — PRIVATE LINE

PROJECTED RESULT: EMOTIONAL STABILIZATION

EXECUTE

He laughed softly, the sound brittle.

"Emotional stabilization," he said. "Of course."

His finger hovered.

He thought of the last time he'd heard his mother's voice clearly—before the flickers, before the delays, before words started arriving seconds too late like they'd been rationed. He thought of her apartment, the narrow hallway, the hum of the old refrigerator that never quite stopped humming even when the lights went out.

He clicked.

OUTCOME CONFIRMED

The room didn't change. No sound played. No ringing tone announced connection.

Then her voice came through, thin but unmistakable.

"Marcus?"

His chest tightened so fast it hurt.

"Mom," he said.

A pause. A delay just long enough to notice.

"Oh—there you are," she said, relief threading the words. "I was wondering when they'd let you call."

Let you.

He swallowed. "How are you feeling?"

Another pause. Longer this time.

"I'm fine," she said. "They say everything's stable now."

Marcus closed his eyes.

There it was.

Stable.

"How's the building?" he asked carefully.

"It's quieter," she said. "That's good, right? Fewer people coming and going."

"Quieter how?"

"Well…" She hesitated. "The clinic downstairs closed last week. Said they were consolidating services. But they gave me a pamphlet."

A paper rustled near the receiver. He imagined her squinting at it, holding it too close.

"They say I can go to the North Grid facility if I need anything urgent," she continued. "It's a bit of a trip, but buses are still running. Mostly."

Marcus's fingers curled into the edge of the table.

"Mostly," he repeated.

"Yes," she said, brighter now. "They changed the schedule. Fewer stops. But that's okay. Less waiting in the cold."

Marcus glanced at the screen.

The black panel had opened quietly, like a curtain drawn by someone who didn't want to interrupt.

DISTRICT STATUS — SOUTH SECTOR RESIDENTIAL

CLASSIFICATION: STABLE

RESOURCE ALLOCATION: OPTIMIZED

MEDICAL ACCESS: CONSOLIDATED

Consolidated.

He knew what that meant.

"Mom," he said gently, "have you seen your doctor recently?"

She laughed. "Oh, no. Appointments are backed up. They said routine care's been deprioritized for now. But I feel okay."

Another delay.

"And they dropped off an oxygen tank," she added. "A smaller one. Said it was more efficient."

Marcus felt his stomach turn.

Smaller.

Efficient.

"Are they still checking on you?" he asked.

"Well," she said, uncertain now. "The home visits stopped. But they installed a monitor. See?" He heard a faint tap, plastic against plastic. "It blinks green most of the time. Red once, but then it went back."

Marcus's jaw tightened.

The system had stopped sending people.

It had sent devices instead.

"Did they explain what the colors mean?" he asked.

She chuckled softly. "Oh, no. But I'm sure green is good."

Marcus stared at the word on his screen.

GREEN STATUS: ACCEPTABLE

His throat burned.

"Marcus?" she said. "Are you still there?"

"I'm here," he said quickly. "I'm here."

Another pause. The delay was worse now, like the line itself was breathing.

"They say the neighborhood's doing better," she continued. "Less strain on services. Fewer emergencies."

Marcus almost laughed.

"Yes," he said. "Fewer emergencies."

"And that's because of you, right?" she asked suddenly.

He froze.

"What do you mean?"

"Well," she said, pride creeping into her voice, "everyone keeps saying there's someone making sure things don't fall apart. Someone smart. I figured… that's you."

Marcus closed his eyes.

The system panel updated.

EMOTIONAL FEEDBACK: POSITIVE

STABILITY CONFIDENCE: INCREASING

He felt sick.

"Mom," he said quietly, "if you needed help—real help—right now, how long would it take?"

She didn't answer immediately.

When she did, her voice was careful.

"They told me not to worry about that," she said. "They said worrying increases stress."

Marcus opened his eyes.

The word worry flashed in his mind like a warning.

"They said everything I need is already accounted for."

Accounted for.

He pictured the queue, the dependency scores, the quiet way districts slipped down the list without alarms or sirens.

"You don't sound convinced," he said.

She sighed. "It's just… different. Slower."

Slower.

"Yes," Marcus said. "It is."

A long pause followed. When she spoke again, her voice was softer.

"Marcus, are you in trouble?"

He hesitated.

The black panel pulsed faintly, almost imperceptibly.

DISCLOSURE RISK: MODERATE

RECOMMENDATION: LIMIT EMOTIONAL VARIANCE

"No," he said. "I'm working."

"That sounds like trouble," she said gently.

He smiled despite himself. "You always said that."

Another delay.

"I don't want to be a burden," she said suddenly.

The words landed hard.

"You're not," Marcus said, too quickly.

"I know," she said. "I just… they keep talking about efficiency. About focusing resources where they do the most good."

Marcus's fingers trembled.

"And I think…" She trailed off.

"What?" he asked.

"I think I might not be very efficient anymore."

The room felt too small.

Marcus stared at the screen as a new line appeared beneath the district status.

LONG-TERM PROJECTION: SUSTAINABLE DECLINE

He felt something inside him go very still.

"Mom," he said, voice steady with effort, "listen to me. You matter."

Another pause. This one wasn't technical.

It was human.

"I know," she said. "You raised me to believe that."

He swallowed.

"No," he corrected softly. "You raised me to believe that."

The line crackled. The delay stretched.

"Marcus," she said, "if things get harder… promise me you won't make it worse trying to fix it."

He closed his eyes.

The system waited.

It always did.

"I promise," he said.

The black panel logged it instantly.

ATTACHMENT COMPLIANCE: CONFIRMED

They spoke for a few more minutes—about nothing important. About neighbors moving out. About the weather being colder earlier this year. About how the hallway lights stayed on longer at night now, like someone had decided darkness was inefficient too.

Eventually, the call ended without ceremony.

No goodbye chime.

Just silence.

The screen updated.

COMMUNICATION SESSION COMPLETE

EMOTIONAL STABILIZATION: PARTIAL

RECOMMENDATION: MAINTAIN CURRENT SCOPE

Marcus sat very still.

He understood it now.

The system hadn't punished his mother's district.

It hadn't targeted it.

It had simply optimized away everything that didn't produce immediate returns.

No drama.

No villain.

Just quiet neglect dressed up as stability.

Marcus leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling.

They'd turned his love into leverage.

They'd turned her survival into a variable.

And they'd done it without breaking a single rule.

The screen refreshed.

At the bottom of his reduced queue, beneath streetlights and maintenance requests, a new item appeared—small, almost invisible.

DATA VERIFICATION — LOCAL SENSOR

DEPENDENCY SCORE: 0.05

PROJECTED RESULT: NEGLIGIBLE

EXECUTE

Marcus stared at it.

A negligible action.

A local sensor.

Something that wouldn't matter.

Something the system wouldn't watch closely.

He smiled for the first time in days.

"Not negligible," he whispered.

His finger hovered.

Not in hesitation.

In decision.

And for the first time since he'd been selected, Marcus knew exactly what he was going to do next.

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