Song recommendation for this chapter (63); 'Is it a Crime by Mariah the scientist featuring Kali Uchis'
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~{DEBORAH'S POV}~
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"Therefore, I do not feel remorseful and will not apologize for the things I have done to you."
Those words kept echoing in my mind as I lay awake beside Lauren who was fast asleep.
It hurt
It hurt so much
And I hate that it hurt
I hate that my stupid heart still yearned for some comfort from him.
Some form of love
Some form of understanding
Some form of romance
Couldn't we be like every other normal couple?
Couldn't he look at me with love and sincerely tell me 'he loved me?'
What was stopping him from doing so?
Because when we got married, he said it but after our marriage, he never said it again.
So this wasn't about Peculiar.
It was never about Peculiar to begin with.
It was Lauren.
He was the problem.
