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Chapter 43 - Chapter 42

The light did not fade gently.

It collapsed.

Like a star burning itself out.

Elara felt it first—the tearing sensation, the snapping recoil as the merged power unraveled. Golden and blue bled into crimson, then into darkness, then into her. Everything rushed back at once. Weight. Gravity. Pain.

She screamed.

Or maybe she didn't.

She wasn't sure anymore.

When the world finally stopped spinning, she was on her knees between the standing stones. Her palms pressed into damp earth. Her lungs burned like she'd been drowning for hours.

The air was… wrong.

Clear.

Too clear.

No mist.

No whispering veil.

Havenwood stood naked beneath the stars.

"Elara."

Kaelen's voice reached her like a tether.

She looked up.

He was kneeling in front of her, hands hovering at her shoulders but not touching. As if he were afraid she might break. Or disappear. His face was streaked with blood—some his, some not. His eyes—

They were darker now.

Not corrupted.

Claimed.

"Elara," he said again, softer. "Look at me."

She did.

And felt the King stir.

Not violently.

Not angrily.

Curiously.

"So this is what remains," the voice murmured inside her, smooth and intimate. "We survived."

Her stomach twisted.

Kaelen reached for her at the same moment she flinched.

"Don't," she whispered.

His hand froze midair.

The hurt in his eyes was sharp. Immediate.

"I didn't—" he stopped himself. Swallowed. "Are you in pain?"

Always, she thought.

"I don't know," she said honestly.

Because she couldn't tell where she ended anymore.

Morwen lay nearby, breathing, alive. Color had returned to her face. The ley lines hummed softly beneath the ground, no longer screaming.

Lyra staggered over, bloodied but grinning shakily. "We won," she said. "Didn't we?"

Oberon didn't smile.

He stared at Elara.

At the way the air subtly bent around her.

At the faint golden-blue lines just beneath her skin.

"Define 'won,'" he murmured.

Elara pushed herself to her feet.

The world shifted with her.

The standing stones responded—soft, reverent pulses of light, as if recognizing her. Havenwood answered her movement like a living thing.

Her breath caught.

I can feel it.

Roots. Water. Stone. Every inch of the forest whispered her name.

And beneath it—

Him.

"You anchored beautifully," the King said. "Even now, you're still holding me."

She squeezed her eyes shut.

Kaelen noticed.

"What is it?" he demanded. "What did he do to you?"

Her gaze snapped to him.

Something sharp crossed his face at her expression.

"He's still here," she said.

The words fell heavy.

Lyra swore under her breath.

Oberon exhaled slowly. "I suspected."

Kaelen surged forward, gripping Elara's arms. This time she didn't stop him. His hands were warm. Real. Desperate.

"You said the binding would seal him," he said tightly. "You said—"

"I did seal him," she replied. "In the Echo Stone. In the ley lines."

She swallowed.

"And in me."

Silence.

Kaelen's grip tightened.

"That wasn't the deal."

"There was no deal," she said quietly. "Only consequences."

His jaw clenched so hard she thought it might crack.

"I will rip him out," Kaelen said, voice low and dangerous. "I don't care what it costs."

The King laughed softly inside her.

"You already paid," he purred. "Didn't you feel it?"

Elara did.

She turned fully toward Kaelen.

"What did you do?" she asked.

His eyes flickered.

Just once.

Enough.

Her heart dropped.

"You didn't just fight the guardian," she said. "You made a pact."

Kaelen didn't deny it.

"I chose you," he said hoarsely. "Over everything."

Her chest ached.

"And the price?"

His lips pressed into a thin line.

"I don't know yet," he admitted. "But I feel it. Waiting."

The King shifted inside her, pleased.

"He is bound now too," the King whispered. "Not to me. To you."

Elara staggered back a step.

Kaelen reached for her instinctively—

And stopped himself.

Fear flashed across his face.

He's afraid to touch me.

That hurt more than the pain.

The standing stones pulsed again, brighter this time. The ley lines settled. Havenwood breathed.

The danger was over.

But the war—

The war had moved inside her chest.

She wrapped her arms around herself.

"I can hear him," she whispered. "All the time. He's not shouting anymore. He's… patient."

Kaelen stepped closer, voice rough. "Tell me what he wants."

She hesitated.

The King leaned in.

"Tell him," he urged gently. "He deserves to know."

Her throat burned.

"He doesn't want to escape," Elara said. "He doesn't want to rule."

Kaelen's eyes darkened. "Then what?"

She met his gaze.

"He wants to live," she said. "Through me. To feel. To love. To be chosen."

The word hung between them.

Chosen.

Kaelen's hands curled into fists.

"I won't let him take you," he said fiercely.

The King smiled inside her soul.

"I already have," he whispered.

And Elara realized the most terrifying truth of all—

The King wasn't fighting her.

He was waiting for her to choose him again.

The absence of mist should have felt like freedom.

Instead, it felt like exposure.

Elara stood beneath a sky so clear it hurt to look at. Stars burned sharp and close, no veil to soften them, no magic to blur their edges. Havenwood lay bare—its trees darker, its paths too visible, its secrets suddenly obvious to the world.

We are seen now.

Kaelen's arm stayed firmly around her waist as if the night itself might steal her away. He hadn't let go since the light collapsed. Not once.

"You're shaking," he said quietly.

"I'm not cold."

His hand tightened anyway.

"Still," he murmured. "Stay close."

The words should have comforted her.

They didn't.

Because they didn't sound like concern.

They sounded like instruction.

"He fears losing you," the King observed calmly inside her. "Understandable. He already paid more than he intended."

Elara swallowed.

Kaelen leaned down, pressing his forehead to her temple. His touch was warm—human. Fragile.

And possessive.

"You shouldn't move around alone," he said. "Not yet. Not ever, if I'm honest."

She stiffened slightly. "Kaelen—"

"I know," he interrupted gently. Too gently. "You're strong. But things are… different now."

He lifted her hand, brushing his thumb across the faint glowing lines beneath her skin. His eyes darkened with something unreadable.

"You are different."

Lyra watched from a short distance away, arms crossed, ears twitching. She didn't miss the way Elara's posture shifted—or the way Kaelen subtly angled his body between Elara and the rest of the clearing.

Oberon noticed too.

"The ley lines have stabilized," Oberon said carefully. "But Elara remains the primary conduit. We'll need boundaries."

Kaelen's jaw tightened. "No experiments. No tests. No one touches her without my permission."

A pause.

Oberon raised a brow. "That wasn't a request."

"It was a warning," Kaelen replied.

Elara felt the King smile.

"There," he murmured. "The first chain."

She pressed her fingers into her palm, grounding herself.

Later—after Morwen was taken to rest, after Lyra and Oberon retreated to secure the perimeter—Elara finally found herself alone with Kaelen in the remains of the clearing.

Or almost alone.

The Echo Stone pulsed faintly beneath the earth.

And the King breathed with it.

Kaelen crouched in front of her, examining her like she might vanish if he blinked too long. His hands framed her knees, steadying.

"You need rest," he said. "I'll stay awake."

"You don't have to guard me."

"I do," he replied instantly.

That word again.

Do.

She studied him.

He looked… softer. Mortal. Lines of exhaustion etched deeper into his face. His power—once vast and terrifying—felt quieter now, coiled tightly inside him.

Human.

She should have felt relief.

Instead, a strange ache bloomed in her chest.

"You miss what he was," the King noted gently. "You won't say it. But you feel it."

She clenched her jaw.

Kaelen reached up, brushing her hair back. His touch lingered too long, as if he needed constant reassurance she was still real.

"If you hear him," Kaelen said suddenly, "tell me."

Her breath caught.

"Every time?"

"Yes."

"What if it's nothing?"

"There's no such thing anymore."

The intensity in his gaze made her heart race—not with desire, but with unease.

"And if I don't want to tell you?" she asked quietly.

His hands stilled.

For a fraction of a second, something dark flickered across his face.

Then it vanished.

"I'll know anyway," he said softly. "We're bound."

That wasn't romantic.

That was a cage with velvet lining.

"He confuses protection with possession," the King whispered. "A common flaw."

You're manipulating me, she thought.

"I'm observing," he replied calmly. "You're the one feeling the cracks."

That night, Elara didn't sleep.

Every time she closed her eyes, she felt Havenwood breathing through her. The ley lines hummed like veins. The Echo Stone pulsed like a second heart.

And the King—

He was quiet.

Too quiet.

When he finally spoke, it wasn't command.

It was comfort.

"You held the weight beautifully," he said. "Do you know how many would have broken?"

She turned onto her side, staring at the darkness.

"I didn't do it for you."

"No," he agreed. "You did it for love."

Her chest tightened.

"That's why it worked."

Images drifted through her thoughts—Kaelen kneeling, bleeding, offering up eternity without hesitation. His fear when she stepped into the circle. His voice when he begged her not to.

"He loves you desperately," the King continued. "But desperation curdles."

She swallowed hard.

"He would die for me."

"Yes."

"And I would die for him."

"That," the King said gently, "is the tragedy."

Her brow furrowed.

"You don't need to die," he continued. "You need to endure."

She felt it then.

Not temptation.

Logic.

Havenwood needed stability. Order. Control.

Kaelen was already bending toward extremes—watching her too closely, deciding too quickly, guarding her from imagined threats.

He was afraid.

And fear made him dangerous.

"I could help you carry this," the King whispered. "Guide you. Balance him."

Her pulse quickened.

"No," she breathed.

"Not rule," he added quickly. "Share."

Silence stretched.

For the first time—

She didn't push him away immediately.

The thought slipped in, unwanted but persistent.

What if he's not entirely wrong?

The realization terrified her.

Her eyes snapped open.

Kaelen was watching her from across the room.

Had been for who knows how long.

"You were talking," he said quietly.

Her throat tightened. "I—"

"To him?"

She hesitated.

Just a second too long.

His expression hardened.

"Tell me what he said."

Her heart hammered.

Every instinct screamed to lie.

And that—

That scared her more than anything the King had done.

Because for the first time since the binding—

Elara wondered whether the greatest danger to her soul wasn't the King inside her…

…but the man who loved her too much to let her choose.

And somewhere deep within her chest, the King smiled.

"There," he whispered. "That was your first almost-yes."

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