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Chapter 5 - CHAPTER FIVE

The office was quieter than usual that night.

Elara's heels clicked against the polished floor as she approached Lucien Blackwell's suite of offices. Every step felt heavier than the last, as though the air itself had thickened with anticipation. She wasn't supposed to feel nervous she was a professional. She was in control.

And yet, she was trembling.

When she entered, the lights were dimmed. His silhouette filled the room, broad shoulders, sharp jawline, eyes dark and dangerous as he leaned against his desk. Not a word. Just presence. Authority. Heat that wrapped around her like a vice.

Close the door, he said softly.

She obeyed immediately, the click of the lock echoing like a heartbeat in the silent office.

Lucien's gaze swept over her, slow, deliberate. Her pulse spiked at the intensity, each second dragging as though he could read every thought, every hidden desire she had tried to bury.

You came, he said finally. Low. Controlled. Dangerous.

Yes, sir, she whispered, even though the words felt too small, too powerless for the storm he unleashed simply by being there.

He stepped closer. Each step deliberate, measured, a predator taking his time. She could feel the heat radiating from him, smell the faint, intoxicating scent of his cologne, and her body betrayed her with a shiver she could not suppress.

You know the rules, he said, voice low and velvety, and yet… you tempt me.

Her lips parted slightly.

No words, he interrupted softly, raising a finger, hovering just beneath her chin. His presence alone commanded obedience. Your reactions are enough.

Her breath hitched, pulse racing. The faint brush of his finger sent shivers through her, igniting something primal and forbidden. Every rational thought screamed to step back, to regain control but she didn't. She couldn't.

Lucien circled her, slow, methodical, like a storm moving around its center. Every glance he gave her was a claim. Every pause, a subtle assertion of power. She felt naked under his gaze, though her blouse covered her skin.

You are defiance and submission all at once, he murmured, stopping behind her chair. His presence was overwhelming, pressing close without touching. And that makes you… irresistible.

Her stomach fluttered violently. Her hands gripped the edge of the chair to steady herself.

Do you feel it?" he asked, voice dropping even lower. The tension? The heat? The pull?

Yes, she whispered.

Good. He finally allowed a touch, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear with such deliberate slowness that it made her shiver uncontrollably. Not forceful. Not harsh. But precise, intimate, enough to make her ache.

You will learn, he said, tracing a finger lightly along her jawline, that every movement, every look, every breath of yours… belongs to me while you're here.

Her knees threatened to buckle. Her chest heaved as the proximity, the brush of his touch, and the unrelenting, dominating gaze pressed against every part of her.

You may not admit it, he continued, voice a dangerous whisper, but you want this. You crave the control. And I… I intend to give it. Slowly. Carefully. Relentlessly.

Elara's lips parted, body trembling, heat pooling in ways that left her dizzy. She wanted to resist, to assert herself, to regain some semblance of control but he had already claimed her mind.

Lucien leaned closer, letting his presence hover inches from hers. His hand slid lightly along the curve of her shoulder not holding, not claiming fully but enough to make the blood race through her veins.

You will obey, he said, low, deliberate. Even when it hurts. Even when it confuses you. And even when it makes you ache for me.

She swallowed hard, aware of the wet heat pressing between her thighs, heart hammering, skin electrified from the ghost of his touch.

And if I break the rules? she whispered, her voice trembling.

He smiled slow, dark, predatory.

Then, he murmured, voice dropping to a velvet-dark growl, you will learn what happens when control is taken, not given. But for now

He stepped back slightly, allowing her a reprieve she didn't need. You may leave, he said.

Her legs felt unsteady as she moved toward the door. Every step was a battle against the ache that had settled deep in her core. Every glance back at him made her pulse spike again.

Tonight, he said quietly, almost inaudible, you will remember who owns your mind.

She stopped. Turned. Looked at him. Heat and desire blazed between them like a fire no one else could see.

Yes, sir, she whispered.

And then she left, the door clicking behind her, heart racing, body trembling, mind already ensnared.

Because she knew, even as she tried to convince herself otherwise: Lucien Blackwell had won.

And she would never be free.

Elara didn't remember leaving the building.

She remembered the echo of his voice in her head.

The weight of his gaze on her back.

The way her body responded long after his office door had closed.

By the time she reached her apartment, the city felt unreal too loud, too bright, too distant from the quiet, suffocating intensity Lucien Blackwell had wrapped around her like a second skin. She dropped her bag by the door, leaned her forehead against the cool wood, and exhaled shakily.

She should have felt relief.

Instead, she felt empty.

Her phone vibrated.

She froze.

For a long moment, she didn't look. She didn't need to. She already knew.

Lucien Blackwell:

Did you get home safely?

Her breath stuttered.

She stared at the screen, heart pounding. The message was simple. Controlled. Almost considerate.

Dangerous.

Yes, she typed, fingers trembling.

Three dots appeared immediately.

That single word sent a shiver through her. Not because of what it said but because of what it implied. He had been waiting. Watching the time. Thinking about her.

She dropped the phone onto the couch like it burned.

Sleep came late and restless. Every time she drifted off, she felt him again close, deliberate, commanding without touch. When morning finally arrived, she woke already tense, already aware.

Already his.

The next day, the office buzzed with restrained energy. Whispers followed her down the corridor. Glances lingered a little too long. Elara kept her head down, her expression neutral, her body betraying nothing of the storm beneath her skin.

She was almost at her desk when she felt it.

Not saw.

Not heard.

Felt.

Lucien's presence was unmistakable a shift in the air, a tightening of space. She didn't turn. She didn't need to.

Come with me, he said quietly.

Not to his office.

To the private conference room at the end of the floor the one rarely used, the one without glass walls.

Her stomach flipped.

Yes, sir.

The door closed behind them with a soft, final sound.

Lucien didn't speak immediately. He removed his jacket slowly, deliberately, setting it aside with care that felt intimate in its restraint. He loosened his cufflinks, rolled his sleeves once just enough to expose his forearms.

Elara's breath hitched before she could stop it.

He noticed.

His gaze lifted, dark and knowing.

Sit, he said.

She did.

He stood across from her, resting his hands on the table, leaning forward just slightly. Close enough that the tension coiled tight between them.

You were distracted yesterday, he said calmly.

Her throat tightened. I completed all my tasks.

That wasn't what I said.

Silence stretched.

I asked you to stay, he continued. And you left thinking about me.

Her pulse spiked.

Yes, she admitted quietly.

Good, he murmured. I would have been disappointed otherwise.

He moved around the table, slow and unhurried, stopping beside her chair. Not touching. Never rushing.

You've been very good, he said. Following rules. Holding yourself together.

His hand came to rest on the back of her chair. The warmth of him radiated through the space, pressing into her awareness.

But you're reaching your limit.

Her fingers curled into the fabric of her skirt.

You feel it, don't you? he asked softly. That edge. That ache. That moment where obedience stops being a decision and starts becoming a need.

Her breath came shallow. Yes.

Lucien's fingers tightened slightly on the chair. Not enough to startle. Just enough to claim.

Look at me.

She did.

His eyes were darker now. Less controlled. Still restrained but barely.

I could take everything from you right now, he said quietly. Your composure. Your control. Your carefully built walls.

Her lips parted.

But I won't, he continued. Not yet.

The denial was almost unbearable.

He leaned down, bringing his mouth close to her ear so close she felt the warmth of his breath, the brush of his words against her skin.

"You don't get what you want simply because you crave it, he murmured. You get it when I decide you're ready.

A tremor ran through her.

His hand slid from the chair slowly, deliberately to her shoulder. He didn't squeeze. Didn't restrain.

He grounded.

Her body reacted instantly, heat blooming low and sharp, her breath catching in her chest. She tilted toward him without thinking.

Lucien's hand tightened.

Careful, he warned softly. You're forgetting yourself.

I'm trying not to, she whispered.

His mouth curved not quite a smile.

Good, he said. Trying is exactly where I want you.

His thumb brushed her shoulder once just once before he pulled away entirely, stepping back as if nothing had happened.

Stand.

She did, legs unsteady.

He circled her slowly, assessing, watching the way she held herself now tense, aware, undone in ways no one else could see.

You're learning, he said. Your body listens before your mind catches up.

He stopped in front of her.

Do you trust me?

The question landed heavy.

Yes, she said, surprising herself with how quickly it came.

Lucien studied her for a long moment. Then, finally

He touched her properly.

His hand slid to her waist, firm, deliberate, anchoring her in place. Not rough. Not gentle.

Possessive.

Her breath broke.

Stay still, he said.

She did.

He leaned closer, his other hand coming up to tilt her chin just enough to make her look at him. Their faces were inches apart. Close enough that one wrong move would shatter everything.

You feel that? he asked quietly.

Yes.

That's restraint, he said. Not absence.

His thumb brushed the corner of her mouth barely there, a promise more than a touch. Her lips parted instinctively.

Lucien's breath deepened.

For a moment just one it felt like he might finally close the distance.

Instead, he stepped back.

Go, he said.

Her heart thudded painfully.

She nodded, dizzy, body humming with unfulfilled need.

At the door, she paused.

Yes, sir?

His gaze held hers, dark and unwavering.

Tonight, he said, don't sleep.

Her pulse raced.

Tomorrow, he continued, you won't need to.

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