My alarm didn't wake me up, I must have slept like a baby, cause it's 11:37 and I'm just waking up, event's of last night hit me like a pack of bricks and my mind replaying every since thing.
I forced myself to roll over, hiding under the blankets, trying to ignore the slick heat between my legs. This is wrong, I reminded myself, gripping the sheets like a lifeline. Xavier is Finn's best friend… my child's friend. How could I even…
I heard my phone buzzing and that pulled me out of my thoughts, I reached for my bedside stand for it and it was Kayla. I answered it.
" hello V.
"Hey kels" I said yawning
"Do I wake you? I'm sorry" Kayla said her tone comforting
"Nah I've been up for awhile now" I said rubbing my eyes
"I figured we should talk, we've not been talking much lately, I'm so sorry v I've been so busy with this research I really wish I was there with you"
"I know kels, and I think you should enjoy Brazil, soak up all the good sunshine the country has to offer and stop worrying about me" I groaned
"It's hard not to, you're alright yeah?
"Mmhmm" I replied
"I'm here if you need anything, let's talk more often" she replied
"Okay babe" I said and she hung up
I miss her, no kidding and she would freak out when she learns I was tongue deep in my son's best friend's mouth. Kayla would scream in horror.
I freshened up, in a pair of shorts and Charlie's oversized shirt, my 4A hair packed neatly in a bun over my head and I headed downstairs for coffee.
Fawn and Xavier where already in the living room, chatting about God knows what and as soon as I stepped foot in the kitchen, Xavier eyes trailed on me, I could feel it.
"Good morning mom" fawn said coming over to meet me in the kitchen
"Morning baby, sleep well?" I said trying to get busy in the kitchen
"I did, and I made breakfast too" she said bringing me a plate from the microwave.
"Ah, that looks lovely darling, you cook beautifully" I said taking the plate from her, I was famished
I took a bite and my eyes met Xavier's in the living room, if he doesn't stop staring at me this minute, I'm gonna enter the floor and remain there.
"I'll be going to Linds later today," fawn said drawing me from my thoughts
"Okay baby, make sure you pack all you need and say hi to her parents for me" I said
Fawn nodded and went up the stairs, I was still digging my plate when Xavier came up to me
"Are we gonna talk about last night" he said towering me from across the kitchen island
"No we are not, that never happened and I'll appreciate it, if you stop mentioning it too" I said with a mouthful of pancakes.
"I know it meant something to you as do I" he said edging on this conversation
He looked handsome today with his stripped round neck shirt and grey pants,
"It didn't mean anything, and if it did, it doesn't matter, it won't work either way" I said dismissively.
And he came around the kitchen and he was standing in front of me with heat in his eyes.
"Look at me and tell me it didn't mean anything to you" he said
"Xavier this isn't the right time or place for this" I said trying so hard not to crack
How does a 24 year old get you to tingle so much.
"Hey man we should get going" Finn said appearing from no where.
Xavier backed away from me as if he was caught in a criminal act.
"Yeah sure, let me go grab my keys" he said and disappeared.
"Where are you guys off to" I said trying to ease some tension
"A house party with some kids from high school, it's gonna be lit" he said with his fingers in the air like rock signs
"Be careful and watch what you drink, when will you be back?" I said with an air of authority, dammit Charlie was a better disciplinarian than me.
"'Mom we would be fine okay, I'll text when I get there and if I won't be back I'll ask text you too" he said heading towards me
"Okay" I said as he kissed my head, my sweet boy.
And with the door slamming in, I was finally alone in this house.
.....
I was in the study when Finn's text came in,
Finn: I'll be sleeping at issac's house tonight be back to tomorrow. Xoxo
Me: alright be careful and good night.
Suddenly the door downstairs opened as if someone had walked in, that's odd,
"Who is it" I yelled from the study and I got no response.
Strange.
Fearing it could be a robber or a serial killer I took the baseball bat that was signed by Matt Gerald Charlie's best baseball player and held it as a weapon and hid behind the door of the study.
Suddenly a knock on the study,
"Mrs Crawford are you in there?" Xavier called.
Phew. It's just Xavier.
I opened the door with a sigh of relief.
"What were you thinking" I asked still holding the baseball bat
"I'm sorry if I scared you" he said looking at the baseball bat and me.
"It's okay, what's up" I asked, going to keep the bat where it was.
"Is it okay if I stay in your house for a few days" he asked
That's odd.
What's going on, is everything okay at home? I asked concerned.
"Yeah I guess, it's just been a lot to deal with at home, especially my parents' constant fights, my house doesn't feel safe for me anymore " he said, settling on the couch.
Oh my I didn't know Xavier's parents were having issues
"Hey you're more than welcome to stay here, this is also your home you know, I said touching his shoulders and setting beside him.
"And I know your parents love and support you, it might be tough now but everything would be alright" I said assuring him
My hands extended pulling him in for an embrace, his hands stiffened for a moment and then relaxed , he buried his face into my neck, and soon he starting biting there.
"You smell so good Vanessa" he whispered, his voiced muffled.
The hug lingered longer than either of us intended. I could feel his heartbeat, strong and steady, and something fluttered deep inside me and I couldn't resist. Slowly, I tilted my head, glancing up. His eyes met mine, dark, intense, unreadable.
And before I could think his lips came crashing onto mine, I hesitated for a bit and then surrendered, my hands slip up to cup him, pulling him closer to me, it was hungry and deep.
I paused for a second and for a spilt second we looked at each other knowingly
"I could be your mom" I whispered
"But you're not Vanessa" he said breathlessly against my face
"Let me take care of you" he said his face hinting at something sinister
He resumed back to kissing me and gently undressed me, my shirt went off and I was naked underneath
His mouth came on my nipples hard and soft at the same time, a small whimper rose from my throat.
"You like that? I've been dreaming of sucking your boobs for so long" he murmured.
I was gonna explode
His tongue carefully lined my nipples and he nibbled on them so perfectly, heat pooled between my legs and I arched my back to give him more access.
His hands traced down to my shorts and unbuttoned them and in a swift manner my shorts where off and Xavier was kneeling in between my legs.
His lips found mine again and traced all the way down to my boobs and down to my navel, my eyes shut in anticipation and want.
Then his eyes came face to face with my pussy, no man had ever done this except Charlie and now…
"Gosh you have the perfect pussy, so pink and beautiful" he said his eyes on my pussy
I should feel a bit ashamed but something about this moment felt good.
And without any warning, his fingers traced the outside of my pussy
"Oh god" I moaned, with my head thrown backwards, my legs spread so far apart for the taking
I needed this.
His hands knew where to touch and my breath hitched at the invasion into my already dripping pussy. He stroked me again and this time roughly just the way I like it.
His fingers work their way in and out of my pussy with wet sounds.
"You like that huh?" He asked
I did, but I couldn't even form the words to describe or explain what I was feeling, and just then his tongue began lick my clit in circular motion, I was sweating and whimpering in pleasure.
Up and down his masterful tongue was on my clit and his fingers pummeled in and out of my pussy, I was over the edge.
My hands extended to his hair to guide his head, and I started to grind on his face, here I was naked on the couch in my husband's study, getting a good eating from my son's bestfriend, who would have thought?
Another finger slipped into me and a needy cry escaped me.
"Yes lemme hear you, moan for me" he said "I've been dreaming of this"
I was so lost in it, with his mouth on me and fingers sliding in and out of me, I was on the edge waiting to burst.
"Yes yes yes yes" I said my orgasm building
"Come for me Vanessa" he said
And that was all it took, I came apart in his arms as my release tore through me, I saw stars, blinded by pleasure, and Xavier held me all through, with his soft touches, gentle kisses and dirty whispers.
What just happened?.
After I quieted down, I had a little post-sex clarity, I wore my clothes quickly and silence encased the room.
"It's no secret that I feel so deeply for you Vanessa" he said pulling me into him
"Xavier this isn't right, what just happened was good and fun but think about fawn and Finn" I said
" I know but feel this" he said taking my hands and putting it on his growing dick. "This is what you do to me, I can't think straight, I want to be with you, inside you all over you Vanessa" he said his eyes pleading
"Let me show you how good it can get" he said
"Can I at least think about it?" I said pulling away from his embrace.
"Yeah of course, take your time, I'll be here" he said
"Alright"
"You taste so freaking good by the way" he said his breath in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.
And with that he left the study.
I was in hell