Keifer's POV
The thought of jay getting engaged to some other guy made my heart shatter in pieces....I couldn't hold back myself from crying....the mark keifer Watson.. section E cold president... started crying in front of everyone... Jennie ran to me and pulled me in a sisterly hug ....soon section E joined...I hugged Them back...I asked Jennie between me sobs..
Keifer: Jennie.....I ...I am really sorry for behaving like that with Jay Jay..I am also ready to earn her forgiveness...but ...she isn't giving me any chance...she is going away from me for a lifetime...how ...how can I live without her ... please... please tell her to come back ...I love her Jennie...I love her more than myself....😭😭
Jennie patted my head... she said in a teary eyes...
Jennie: I know keifer...we all hurt her ...I know you love her .... don't worry everything will be fine...just give Jay sometime...I am sure that she will come back to you ...
Keifer: but Jennie....she is getting engaged to Arthur next week...it's only 3 days left ...how can I stay calm ...how to change everything???🥺
Jennie stayed quite...I knew she doesn't have any answer....I stood up abruptly... ignoring every questions I went to my room ...
After entering there I locked it and took out the wine bottles... because now I need it more than anyone... without wasting time I started drinking...one ..two ...four ...eight bottles gone empty...but my drunken mind still cried for Jay Jay... because even in my subconscious mind I could only think of my love ...my Jay ..💔
Jennie 's POV
I still can't believe that Jay Jay is getting engaged with another man leaving keifer alone.. her crush since she was four..the person who covers her most of the thoughts.... seeing keifer cry broke my heart...it felt like my own brother loosing his love ,...I can't blame Jay Jay also ...for this situation I am the only one to be blamed ...if I had stayed beside her .. supported her .... listened to her in her worst times...maybe ...we wouldn't have to face this ....
I came to my room,...I took the picture of mine and Jay Jay...it was taken on our 16 th birthday...tears rolled down...how I wish to go back at that time ....how good it would be if I could start the year all over again...
" Sometimes I wish ..I could just rewind back to the old days ...and put a pause just for a little while "💔😭
Jay's POV
It was 2 in the midnight when suddenly I woke up from my sleep...I realised that I had dozed off on the floor while crying...cold air from the window greeted me ...I was thirsty...I opened the door and went to the kitchen... while coming back I saw someone curled up on the sofa .... being curious I went there and found keifer hugging a wine bottle sleeping...what the fuck!!! Is he drinking?? I was shocked....I tried to call him softly
Jay : keifer... keifer....
Keifer stirred in his sleep...he was looking so damn cute...
Jay : keifer..wake up ... baby
Keifer opened his eyes half ...he looked at me as if he was looking at his most precious thing...he giggled like a kid ...
Keifer: you ...you look like my Jay ...my wifey....
I smiled at his pouting face ... muffling his hair I said to him ,
Jay : ow my cutie baby ...wake up..you would catch a cold ... sleep on your bed 😌
Keifer looked at me with puffy eyes...god knows ,..how can someone be so attractive unknowingly...
Keifer: you sound like my Jay ....you called me baby ...but ....I know you are not her ...you are just a fairy in my dream looking like Jay...you will disappear again when I wake up .....🥺
By saying that he started crying... tears rolled down from my eyes..I hugged him tightly.... after a long time... I hugged him like I owned him ,,,
Jay : ( voice soft) why are you crying sweetheart?? Don't cry .... everything will be fine....
Keifer said between sobs ..
Keifer: it would be so good if this dream stayed forever..I really Miss Jay Jay...you smell like her ,...you talk so nicely..why do you talk nicely only in my dream jay ....while I wake up in the morning why do the things get change...why does Jay avoid me ,....( Crying loudly) I can't see jay getting engaged to someone....it really hurts ....it hurts like hell ....I can't hold back .... please tell me ,,,why do every person leave me when I starts falling for them ? Why ....why nobody loves me back ??? I need someone 's shoulder to cry also .....I can't express my pain ....I feel like dying....I ..I can't take anymore....💔😭😭💔
His words hit me hard ...I hugged him tightly....
Jay : I love you too keifer...how can you think that I will be happy with someone else ? I know keifer,,.you love me ...but ..tell me why didn't you believe me ??
Keifer: I was too shocked...I ...I wasn't in myself...I thought that everyone cheated me ....I never stopped thinking about you for a single second.....my dream fairy Jay Jay...can you tell the real life jay to give me a chance...I promise I will always stay beside her ....I will always trust her ....I ....I can't loose her .....I will die without her .....
I pressed soft kisses on keifer's head ...I couldn't speak anymore... keifer hugged me tightly and fell asleep crying...even in sleep he muttered my name ....
I stayed like that for a long time ....I carecessed his hair ....he looked like a child sleeping....I muttered..
"When we met, I never thought you would become such an important part of my life. ... we broke up once ..we thought everything ended...but it seems like the chapter of our life never closed ...that ending was a beginning of something in disguise...and in the end...I choose to be with you again.. always remember keifer...at the end I will always come back for you ...not because I am weak but because....I love you "❤️ 💕