Jay's POV
I woke up on feeling something warm falling on my face ...it was six in the morning...a new day with ...new heartbreaks...a new day where I have to keep my smile all along ...I sighed....I went to the washroom...I felt very weak...I didn't eat anything since yesterday...I dressed myself up ...and went downstairs...I couldn't found Jennie...I realised that she and already left for school...she didn't make me any breakfast but it seemed like she only made for herself..I looked down and gulping the cry rising in my throat...I left for school....
At school everyone distanced me from themselves....I walked towards section E...as I entered there I saw everyone looking away from me ... keifer didn't even glanced at me and started taking to Jennie and others...I went to my seat or i should say ...my previous seat .. because on that seat rory was sitting...
Jay : well rory you are sitting in my place...
Edrix: guys ..make someone clear that we don't accept traitors here ...and also we don't sit with them...
I glanced at him ...his words hurt me ...but I still smiled and went to a seat at the corner of the classroom ... No-one was sitting beside me ...then yuri came ...he was shocked to see the new seat arrangements but soon he realised the reason...I could feel he is guilty for not able to tell anyone about the reason...but I signalled him by my eyes to stay quite...he went to his seat .. we have decided that to avoid any suspicions we would stay distant in school...he tried talking to Jennie...she gave him small smiles and answers... I felt good ... Atleast my sister is taking with someone,,, atleast she got herself a partner....and the most important thing I can hear keifer and Jennie speaking atleast...
Sir Alvin came ..he started teaching as always....all the classes went on ...I barely focused on anything...my eyes were always on keifer...soon the lunch break came ... section E went to the cafeteria...I followed them after sometime...as I entered section E stiffened...they tried to seat on the empty seats beside them though they didn't need them ..I know they didn't want me to seat together...I sat across a seat which will enable me to observe keifer
I was going to eat when I suddenly saw Freya clinging to keifer...my blood boiled ...what the fuck she was doing ?
Freya: keif baby ....I missed you ....well I told you Jay Jay is a slut ...why didn't you leave her before?
Keif baby?????what the actual fuck !!!! Why is she calling my husband keif baby? He is only mine ...
But suddenly keifer slid his hand on her waist and said...
Keifer: you are right...some girls pretend to be pure but actually a beast in her heart...I was blind that I fell for her ...
Keifer's words broke me again....tears ran down my cheeks....why is he doing this with me ??
I couldn't take anymore so I went to them ,,,,I directly said to Freya ...
Jay : what are you doing with my husband? He is taken ... don't you know that ???
Freya looked at me like I have told the most unnatural thing in te World....like she wasn't sitting on my love ...
Freya: your love ? I thought that keifer or should I say you have had enough of him...
Before I could reply keifer said to me coldly....
Keifer: what Miss mariano...why are you being a saint here ? Who are you to claim me ? You yourself lost the right...or I should say ..you never wanted it ....
Tears started rolling again...the cry that I was holding in my throat rose suddenly....
Jay : ( sobbing louder ) k.... keifer...w...why are you doing..this ....please listen to me for once ....
Keifer seemed like he melted for once ,..he wanted to reach me ...but he was stopped by section E...
" Keifer don't fall into her trap again"
" Keifer be strong "
" Jay is worst than the other girls "
" I feel bad for the people around her "
" I told you she wasn't trustworthy "
Keifer on hearing them shouted at me at his top voice...
Keifer: ( shouting) are you plotting something again? To hurt me ? To make me weak ? Remember...I will not fall in your trap again ..
Jay : but keifer....
Before I could speak anything kit pushed me into the ground....I hurt my head on a nearby table ...I realised something hot was spilling across it ... keifer, section E and even Jennie stayed unaffected....my head was spinning...I saw yuri coming towards me but I stopped him by my eyes ....I chose to do this .also I will accept everything...I tried standing up but miserably failed... Aries who was also standing there didn't help me ....soon everyone left me in that position....like I was just someone who ruined everyone 's mood ....
The workers in the cafeteria came to me ....they helped me to stand up ...I thanked them and walked to the infirmary....
After cleaning my wound I went to section E classroom... everyone was laughing together... smiling whole heartedly....in this one month this was the first time they smiled ...even keifer was smiling..I felt it was his genuine smile ... Jennie was blushing at something yuri said .... section E was bickering....I felt a familiar ache ....why does it feel like the reason behind their stolen smile was me .....or maybe I was ...
It was good that I took my bag to the cafeteria...I looked at section E and went out .. because I didn't belong there ...maybe I was the darkness that consumed their sunshine ....
Author's POV
The hardest part about being misunderstood
Is the moment you decide to give up your truth
Realising no matter how much you fight
And plead with your intentions
That the words won't matter
When they are blinded by a false perception
So you accept sometimes that it's not meant to be
And stay suppressing a battle of silent plea !💔💔