Althea's POV
The drive home from the restaurant was a vacuum of suffocating silence, broken only by the purr of the luxury engine. The ghost of Emara Vale Sinclair's aggressive, floral Omega scent seemed to have seeped into the very upholstery, a cloying pollutant in the sanctuary of Haven's car. Haven drove with her usual unnerving precision, her profile a sharp, unreadable line against the passing streetlights, her grape old wine scent locked down tight, revealing nothing but a cold, controlled exhaustion.
Althea didn't dare break the silence with her usual teasing. The playful, Gen Z interior monologue had been strangled, replaced by a churning, dark tide of primal possessiveness and corrosive self doubt. That woman. That stranger. She put her hands on my wife. She kissed her. She called her 'darling' with that intimate, proprietary tone. The memory was a brand on her mind.
The image of Haven's rare, flustered moments the pink tipped ears, the weary sighs was completely obliterated by the fresh memory of the Alpha standing stoically, enduring Emara's intimate assault as if it were a standard line item in a business transaction.
I'm her wife! Contract or not, I'm the one who shares her name and her home! If anyone has the right to deploy blatant physical sabotage, it should be me!
The sense of furious injustice, amplified by the stress of the confrontation and the unfamiliar warmth of the Montrachet in her veins, became a pressure cooker inside her.
They glided into the stark, silent driveway of the Northwood Estates house. Haven cut the engine, and the sudden quiet roared in Althea's ears, a symphony to her racing heart.
Haven opened her door, the movement crisp and final. "I trust the evening provided the requisite mental stimulation, Althea. I will ensure the "
"Haven."
Althea didn't let her finish. She launched herself from the passenger seat, her healed leg propelling her with a sudden, powerful surge of pure, dominant Omega instinct she never knew she possessed. It was an impulse born of a month of confusion, of longing, and of seeing a rival mark what was hers.
Haven stopped, turning to face her in the cool, clinical glow of the porch light, her expression one of weary inquiry.
Althea closed the distance in two swift, decisive strides. Her hand shot up, not to caress, but to claim. She grasped the sleek silk of Haven's necktie, fisting the fabric, and pulled. It wasn't a gentle tug; it was a sharp, commanding yank that brought the taller Alpha stumbling forward, forcing her face down to Althea's level.
Haven's scent exploded a startled, potent burst of grape old wine, all sharp tannins and volatile complexity. A choked sound of pure surprise escaped her. But before she could regroup, before she could summon her corporate dominance or shove her away, Althea acted.
She leaned in and pressed a fierce, deliberate, almost punishing kiss directly onto the precise spot on Haven's cheek where Emara's lips had been. It was an erasure. A territorial overwrite.
"You're mine, Haven," Althea growled against her skin, the possessiveness foreign and thrilling on her tongue. "Contractually, legally, and in every other way that matters in this godforsaken arrangement, you are mine."
She didn't wait for a response. She yanked the tie once more, a final, decisive pull that crushed Haven's mouth against hers.
This wasn't a question. It was a statement.
It was a messy, desperate collision of lips, driven by months of amnesiac confusion, simmering attraction, and the bitter acid of jealousy. It was all teeth and pressure and the faint, shocking taste of the expensive wine they had shared.
Haven was a statue for one heart stopping second a frozen, shocked monument of Alpha control. Then, the dam broke. A low, ragged sound, almost a groan of surrender, vibrated from Haven's throat into Althea's mouth. And she kissed back.
It was brief, devastating, and overwhelming. Haven's lips were softer than Althea could have ever imagined, but the intensity of the response was a seismic shock a sudden, violent unleashing of something long buried. Althea felt a dominant Alpha hand clamp onto the small of her back, not to push away, but to anchor, to pull her closer, deepening the kiss for a single, blinding moment.
Then, as abruptly as it began, it was over.
Haven shoved her back, not with cruelty, but with a frantic, decisive force, recreating the sacred space between them. Her chest heaved, her eyes were wide, dark pools of pure, unadulterated panic. Her scent was a chaotic maelstrom of confusion, need, and terror.
"You You indulged in too much wine tonight, Althea," Haven rasped, her voice shredded, desperate. She clawed at her tie, straightening the ruined silk with frantic, jerky movements a pathetic attempt to reassemble her armor. "Go to bed. Now."
She didn't wait. She turned, fumbled with the lock, and then she was gone, practically fleeing into the darkness of the house. The slam of her adjoining suite door was a gunshot in the silent foyer, a sound of absolute, final retreat.
Althea was left standing alone, swaying slightly, her own breath coming in ragged pants. The fading scent of cedar and stormy, unsettled wine clung to her skin, to her lips. The soft thump thump of Sushi's tail announced his presence as he padded into the foyer, looking up at her with a worried whine.
Althea stumbled back, her legs giving way as she caught herself on the cold marble of the console table.
"F**k," she whispered into the overwhelming silence, her hands trembling violently. "What the hell did I just do?"
The Self Loathing Audit
She barely remembered the walk to her room, collapsing onto the vast bed still smelling of Haven's panic. She buried her face in the pillows, a nauseating cocktail of triumph and agony churning in her gut.
Althea Vale's Internal Monologue: Ughhhhhhh. Where did that even come from?! The sheer, unmitigated audacity! I mean, technically, she is my wife. Those are just... marital rights, right? Especially when some corporate Omega viper is trying to poach what's legally mine! That was a tactical, defensive maneuver! A necessary counter assault!
The justification felt flimsy, paper thin. But it was still a violation. I knew she didn't invite it. I used physical force. I weaponized her tie! My morals are in the gutter! I really am the chaotic, selfish monster from those lyrics!
She pushed herself up, needing to dissect the moment like a crime scene. The phantom pressure of Haven's lips against hers was a brand.
But She kissed me back. Oh my god, she actually kissed me back. Althea pressed her fingers to her own lips, reliving the shocking softness, the brief but undeniable pressure of Haven's response, the raw sound she'd made. Does that mean... she wanted it, too?
The thought was a lightning bolt of pure, undiluted exhilaration, followed instantly by an avalanche of terror. If Haven had wanted it, then Althea's impulsivity wasn't just a boundary crossed; it was a Pandora's Box flung open, complicating their fragile, trauma laced dynamic beyond repair.
Aaaaaaa! F**k! She tasted... sweet. Althea's mind, ever the analyst, latched onto the sensory detail, trying to ground the emotional freefall. For an Alpha... she tasted sweet. Underneath the lingering notes of wine was a flavor uniquely Haven a subtle, clean mint and something else, something deep and complex and uniquely her that defied the iron and duty stereotype. Alphas aren't supposed to taste like that!
I am attracted to my traumatized wife! And she might be attracted to her amnesiac abuser! This is the plot of the most dysfunctional romance novel ever written! The self loathing returned, sharp and sickening. I'm disgusting. I used jealousy and biology as a crowbar, and now I'm sitting here doing a goddamn taste test analysis of the lips of the woman I just assaulted.
The need for absolution was overwhelming. She grabbed Sushi, who had hopped onto the bed, and pulled his warm, solid weight against her.
"Sushi," Althea groaned, her voice muffled by his golden fur. "I did a terrible thing. I kissed the victim. I forced a moment that was pure, territorial instinct, and she... she responded. But I don't know if she responded because she was shocked, or because there's a part of her that's still trapped in whatever mess we had before. I don't know if I just broke everything or... started something."
The dog whined softly, licking the tears she hadn't realized were falling.
"She's blaming the wine, Sushi! She's using the most convenient corporate excuse in the book to avoid processing the fact that we just... that I just... She's probably in there right now, drafting a new HR policy on 'Inappropriate Amnesiac Conduct' just to feel some sense of control!"
Althea sat up, leaning against the headboard, her fingers tracing patterns in Sushi's fur. "This is a whole new level of problem, buddy. Before, I was just an investigator. Now, I'm an active participant. I have confirmed mutual, catastrophically repressed attraction. And a mountain of guilt so high I can't see over it. I'm attracted to the Alpha I apparently abused, who buys me dogs and remembers how I like my steak, and who tastes like a secret I wasn't supposed to discover. This is a beautiful, horrifying, spectacular mess."
She hugged the dog tighter, seeking an anchor in his simple, unwavering loyalty. Her eyes drifted to the massive pinboard, the wedding photo now seeming to mock her with its silent, happy lie.
Guess I need a new section, she thought with a hysterical edge. Category: CATASTROPHIC BOUNDARY CROSSING. Sub categories: TIE ASSISTED AMBUSH (CONFIRMED) and ALPHA LIP TASTE PROFILE (SWEET, COMPLEX, DEVASTATING).
Althea sighed, the emotional whiplash finally pulling her into a deep, troubled sleep. The scent of stormy grape old wine and shared panic filled her dreams.
Haven's POV: The Archivist of a Ghost
The adrenaline was a live wire under her skin, a frantic, screaming counterpoint to the dead silence of her suite. She hadn't just walked in; she had executed a tactical retreat from a battlefield where her own defenses had catastrophically failed. The slam of the door was a period at the end of a sentence she never should have allowed to be spoken.
She kissed me.
The fact was a brand, searing through a decade of meticulously maintained control. The tie pull was predictable Dominant Omega theatrics, a pale imitation of the old Althea's manipulations. But the second kiss… the one on the mouth… that was new. It was raw, unpracticed, and terrifyingly genuine. It was a variable her models had not accounted for.
And I kissed back.
Haven pressed her back against the cool wood of the door, as if she could physically stop the memory from penetrating further. She brought her fingers to her lips. They tingled, the phantom pressure of Althea's mouth imprinted there. The taste a faint, sweet hint of the Montrachet mixed with the unique, vibrant essence of her Vanilla Strawberry pheromones was a drug she had sworn off. Her hand, the one that had clamped onto the small of Althea's back to pull her closer, felt traitorous. It had acted on an instinct older than contracts, older than pain.
"You had too much wine, Althea." The lie was a flimsy sheet thrown over a chasm. She hadn't even assessed Althea for physical stability after the stumble; her entire focus had been a single, shattering realization: the want was still there. It had never left. It had just been waiting.
She ripped off the ruined tie and jacket, the silk feeling like a noose. In the bathroom, she splashed ice cold water on her face, but it did nothing to quell the heat coiling low in her belly, a heat that echoed the husky, possessive growl: "You're mine, Haven."
She needed order. She needed data.
She strode to her desk, booting up her laptop. The screen glowed, a beacon of sanity. But her fingers hesitated over the keyboard. The compulsion was too strong. The need for a different kind of truth was a physical ache.
A soft chime came from a secondary, encrypted device. A notification: "New Audio Entry Sushi_Collar_Log: 23:17."
Her breath hitched. This was her real sanctuary. Her secret.
Months after the accident, drowning in the silence of a house filled with a stranger, Haven had remembered the joke. The original Althea, in a rare, unguarded moment of affection, had bought the high tech collar with a built in recorder. "So my biggest fan can always hear me," she'd laughed, her Vanilla Strawberry scent warm and teasing. "Even when I'm complaining about you."
Haven had activated it under the guise of a security tracker. But its true purpose was far more intimate, far more pathetic. It was her tether to the ghost of the woman she loved, and her window into the enigma that had taken her place.
Her hands were steady now as she plugged in the noise canceling earbuds. She navigated to the latest file and pressed play.
Static, then the sound of a door closing. Muffled footsteps. The soft weight of a body hitting a mattress. Then, Althea's voice, raw and thick with shame, whispered into the golden fur of their dog: "...I did a bad, bad thing. I kissed the victim."
A slow, dark smile curled Haven's lips. Yes. You did. There was no outrage in the thought, only a profound, possessive satisfaction. The guilt was good. The guilt meant this new Althea had a conscience. She was wrestling with the morality of her actions, something the old Althea would have scoffed at.
She leaned back in her chair, closing her eyes, letting the audio wash over her. She was an archivist, collecting every fractured piece of this new Althea. She listened to the frantic self flagellation, the analytical breakdown of the kiss, the horrified realization of mutual attraction. She committed every tremor in Althea's voice to memory.
"I am so undeserving of this beautiful, complicated woman."
The ache in Haven's chest was so sharp it was almost pleasurable. Oh, Althea. You have no idea. You are describing the monster you were, and you are proving to me, every day, that you are no longer her.
She listened until the audio dissolved into the soft, rhythmic sounds of Althea's sleep. Only then, sated by this illicit feast of vulnerability, did she finally power down the device. The chaotic storm of her grape old wine scent had settled into its usual deep, complex profile. Control was re established.
But control was a lie. It always had been.
She picked up her private phone the one untraceable to Hartwell or Vale, the one that held the ghost of their life. Opening a shielded music app, she scrolled past the public albums, past the hit singles, to a folder labeled simply: 'A.'
These were the demos. The songs Althea had written in their first year together, raw with emotion and untouched by the corrosive fame that followed. The voice that filled her ears was not the Dominant Omega pop star's. It was just Althea. Powerful, vulnerable, and wholly hers.
As the unreleased melodies wove through the silence of her room, Haven finally allowed herself to breathe. This was her true addiction. The public face, the boardrooms, the contracts it was all a facade for this single, devastating truth: she was a prisoner to a ghost, and a stalker of the woman who had replaced her. She owned every piece of Althea Vale, from her stock portfolio to her most private, sleeping breaths. And she would never, ever let go.
