Jay POV:
It's been a month since I came back home and everything feels like normal. Tita nd mama are also back.
I was getting ready for school and keifer said me he'll coming to pick me.
I went downstairs and ate breakfast and then my phone buzzed
From Keifer:
I'm outside. Come quickly.
I seen the msg and hurried to him. When I opened the door he was there leaning against his black Jeep and wearing sunglasses. Ohh God he is so handsome.
I went to him and hugged him. He hugged me back and kissed my forehead then cheek then he was coming to my lips but I backed off.
" We are outside my house anyone can see us " I said and he pouted. He was looking cute so I kissed his pout. It was a quick,soft kiss.
" Hey it doesn't count I was not ready and it was too quick." He complained
" I want again " he added
" No"
" Yes "
"No"
" Yes "
" I said no "
" I said yes "
" Keifer" I called his name firmly
" Why jay. " He asked annoyed, sulking
" Cause someone could see us.... I will kiss you later" I said taking his hand
" Okay we'll go to my house today its teachers seminar today anyway means half day of school" he said
" Hmm ok " I said and he opened door for me and I got in and we drove to School
We reached to school as we entered our classroom everyone greeted us.
" So the lovebirds are here " Rory announced and everyone cheered.
My cheeks felt warm and that shameless man was smiling proudly.
" Shut up all of you " I said and hurried to my chair.
Soon lunch came and after that we'll go to keifer's house. I and ci-n were eating while keifer was nowhere to be found.
" Ci, do you know where keifer is?" I asked ci-n
" Aww are you missing your boyfriend? Hmmm " he teased and I rolled my eyes.
" No- I mean ye- I mean he isn't eating that's why I was asking" I excused
" Uh- hu I see " he said smiling mischievously.
I msg him many times but he didn't replied I called him but his phone was switched off. I was so worried at this point I barely eat .
Then keifer came with Yuri and David. Relief washed over me the moment I saw him and the worry replaced by anger.
I walked towards them " jay- Ow" keifer said but I hit him on chest
" What was that for ?" He asked rubbing the spot where I hit him.
" Where were u was so worried we were supposed to go by Last bell but you were wandering around" I said nearly shouting and I heard some chuckles.
" Jay I was taking care something important" he said reaching for my hand but I pulled away.
I crossed my arms and asked "And what is *something important*"
" Umm.... I can't tell you now " he said making me more angry.
" Okay than keep secrets from me. " I said picking my bag and Matched out
" Jay "
" Jay jay"
I heard them calling my name but I was so irritated they always do that always keep secrets from me.
I reached the ground floor when someone pulled my arm and I collide with someone chest and it was none other than Keifer.
" What do you want? " I asked furiously
" You " he said nonchalantly.
I tried to pull my hand but he was strong.
" Let me go " I said pushing him but he only tighten my grip and idk for some reasons my tears started to fall and his smah look turned into worry and concern
" Hey what happened baby, why are you crying " he asked cupping my cheek with his one hand while the other was still gripping my wrist firmly.
" Just let me go " it was all I managed to say.
" I'm sorry jay please don't cry " he said wiping my tears and hugged me and I hugged him back.
" Sorry sorry please don't cry" he said softly. Honestly I don't even know why am I crying.
" Stop crying I'll tell you everything just stop crying" he said kissing my forehead.
" You always do that you don't tell me anything then you make stupid plans to save me and at the end I'm the one end up hurting" I said without thinking just words slipped from my mouth.
His grip tighten around me and I nuzzled my face in his chest.
" I Didn't want to hurt you I just didn't have choice" he said voice cracking.
" But still you did hurt me and your word still eco in my ears even if you didn't mean it mu still everytime I think about it it still hurts. And now everything between us is good so now you are keeping secrets again" I said voice cracking.
Keifer POV:
Her every word felt like punch to my heart. She is still hurting but I couldn't see it. How can I be that careless? I claim to love her but I hurted her the worst was possible.
She is hurting. but but she is afraid? Afraid that might again hurt he?
My tears started to fall. I feel like I failed her. How coward I'm I didn't even realize the woman I love is breaking because of me.
" I'm sorry jay I'm so sorry" this is all I could manage to say.
She was still crying and now I was crying with her too.
I will never do that again and will never let anyone else hurt her .
" Jay I promise I will never do anything like this. I was just stupid" I said kissing her forehead.
Slowly she lift her head up looking at me.
" Keifer I just want be with you in every situation. Next time if anything happen don't hide from me just tell me " she said softly forcing a smile.
" Okay I will. But you also have to listen to me. In future if anything like this happen you have to listen to me don't act restless and put yourself in danger" I said and she was nodded her head continuously. She is looking like a baby. So cute.
" Jay I'm really didn't mean anything I said please believe me " I said cupping her face.
She smiled and wiped my tears " I believe you keifer. I just don't want any secret between us " she said and kissed my cheek.
I smiled " From now on there will be no lie and no secret between them " I said kissing her forehead and she smiled back.
Jay POV:
I didn't mean to this much but word slipped from my mouth on their own and when I saw him crying my heart shattered. I wanted to hurt him but after saying those things I felt light.
" Now what is that *something important* " I asked curiously and he laughed.
What is funny here ?
" Jay I know you know about the hit list " he said and I froze but he continue " so Yuri told me about hit list that when you broke the engagement you came to me and it affect their reputation and their so called ego. " He said and I felt guilty cause because of me he is going through this.
" I'm sorry" I said sobbing and he quickly hugged me
" No no don't be sorry it's not your fault. Haniemichis want to take Yuri position cause his grandfather is no more and they know I'm Yuri's best friend so they ordered him to do that besides my Watsons are also involve in this " he said and I was shocked Yuri's grandfather is no more? And what does he mean by Watsons.
" Watsons?" I asked confused
" Yeah Watsons. Means keizer and Clyde my cousin " he said sadly.
" You cousin?"
" Yeah. Clyde was the CEO of Watson Enterprise cause I wasn't in my legal age back than but when I turned 18 I became the CEO cause all the Watson money and companies are under my name" he explained and I was stunned. He carried this alone and never complained but here I'm complaing to him adding on his worries. You are so cool jay completely idiot.
" Why didn't you tell me earlier " I asked him and he wiped my tears I didn't realize falling.
" I don't want you to worry so please don't do anything. Always the meddler " he said poking my nose.
" Okay but promise me you will never leave me. I couldn't be live keifer " I said tears falling Freely
" See that's what I was hiding cause you worry so much. " He said hugged me
" Don't change the topic, keifer. Please don't let anything happen to you please " I said almost begging.
" Jay nothing will happen to me, okay don't think too much " he said softly then added teasingly " don't worry Mrs Watson noting will happen to me and make sure of it cause I need make children with my wife " he said and I hit his arm
" Really in this situation you want kids? We are not even married yet "
" Keyword *yet* " he said smugly the added softly "I know situation is complicated now but once it all get over I will propose you we'll get married and have kids " he said kissing my forehead.
" Let's complete our studies first " I said chuckling though tears
" I don't care about anything I just want you mine legally and a family. If we were not in this situation I might convinced Angelo for wedding as soon as you turned 18 " he said and I chuckled
" I'm going to 18 in few days " I said and he connect our foreheads together.
" I wish it will over soon so we live peacefully and have kids. I'm trying my best to keep you and my brothers safe " he said
" Good. First you need to take care of this. Don't think so far about kids" I said. Then added teasingly" I think I should keep my distance from you you seem so much desperate for kids " I said playfully taking two steps back but he quickly pulled me against his chest.
" Don't even try to leave me. I'll drag you back and... I want kids and Also know it's not the right time and when right time come we will be safe and tension free. I will not make kids without planning. I'll make a safe environment for them " he said and I smiled
" Exactly so stop talking about kids now and focus what we should do now" I said cupping his face.
Idk how the hell we end up talking about our future kids.
" Hmm. You don't think too much I'll handle everything " I said
" Now let's go home keiren didn't want to go school when I told him you are coming" he said holding my hands and we walk towards his car.
( KEIFER'S HOUSE)
We reach keifer's house and the Butler opened the gate " sir , ma'am " he gave us respectful bow
As we enter the house was quite keigan and keiren might be in school.
" Let's eat " keifer said
" I don't feel like eating" I said
I dropped my bag on couch and sat there
I don't felt like eating it's strange though i barely eat breakfast.
Keifer sat beside me and checked my neck and forehead. I frowned and asked " what are you doing"
" Checking if you are okay because the great big eater jay doesn't want to eat ?" He said dramatically and I rolled my eyes so hard I almost saw my brain.
" Don't be dramatic it's happen to people" I said closing my eyes.
" Jay " he called my name and that's when I saw his serious face
" Are you really feeling well? Cause your face seem pale and you don't want to eat. Is everything alright " he asked concerned
" My face is pale ? Maybe because I didn't eat properly from last few days " I replied
He frowned " why? Why didn't you eat properly?"
" I didn't feel like " i said and pulled me on his lap andi curled in his chest
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