She is hurt badly or sadly. But who cares? Why would such an ugly, poor, or dull head matter? Does it? She knows it and stays put with her thoughts. Why? Cause she knows the world is not fair. There is no one for just anyone. She needs to fight for herself; if she can't, then she should learn to endure. That is how the world rules.
''That hurts, but it would be ok." She says while walking. "Not immediately, but eventually."
She has a dream. Just like any other girl, she sees through her broken world. She knows there are people whom she doesn't know, but sees through in both virtual and real life; she knows that not everything is real, but eventually she falls into the trap of jealousy and inferiority.
She gave up on working to improve herself, she doesn't do that anymore cause she can't just compete with the world, she literary can't. But she still tries, not always, but sometimes. In the dark when no one is around.
Specially Her so-called family. She is scared of them judging and abusing her." Yeah, abuse is the right word for them, nothing else." She says. She believes that they don't like her. And they also help her prove her belief. They always remind her who she is. ''She is just an unimportant person full of flaws,'' they say. But she tries to be strong and maintain positivity.
She knows that she can be anything if she puts her mind to it; she isn't a pushover. She works hard day and night whenever she can. She reminds herself that dreaming is for anyone, and if she puts her mind to it, she can just fulfill it.
But will she be able to be what she wants to be? Her mother knows that she wants to be a psychologist and is firmly against it. She reminds her that she isn't suitable for it. But she just loves psychology.
Will she be able to save herself from her mother? Can she actually be what she wants to be?